ghostly ghost

dayuumm.cant believe i watched ghost again.haha.blame me for being super bored this holiday.i pick up some lines that somehow,gave big impact to that drama...again,i have all the time in the world and i actually paused and typed all this lines.

"..but with jamal,i can be sad,grummpy or boring.i can be real for once.and he's just been so sweet,checking out on me to make sure that i'm okay"- julie

"...i was the guy she'd turned to after a guy make her cry.i was the only one who make her happy.she never saw that.she still end up with those guys.guy like zack imran" - dr.jamal

"u know,i am so sure we gonna solve everything soon pastu,garenti u ok.promise." - eza

"look,eza.we all miss zack.what u're doing here its not going to bring zack back.u know,its not.."- jimmy

"all my life i've never really bother to find out how people really are inside.but not untill now." -zack imran

"eza.i'm here.just focus.(after a few second eza tried to stay focus,she's able to see zack).selama ni i tak pernah tinggalkan u.cuma u yang tak nampak i." -zack

"there are days when i miss him but i know he is there.ther are days when i can feel him,his breath,keeping me warm.there are days when i feel his strenght.telling me that i can be so much more.and there are days when i dont think about him.those are the easiest,calmest days of all."- eza

"Dear eza,

kalau u dapat baca surat ni maknanye u dah sedar semula.ia juga bermaksud i dah tiada lagi.semasa i tulis surat ni,i semakin lemah.nak tulis pon susah.nak pegang pon payah.

makin lama,kuasa i makin hilang.tak tau lah kenapa.mungkin masa i dalam dunia ni dah semakin suntuk.terima kasih eza.terima kasih untuk semua yang u buat untuk i.terima kasih sbb u je yg tolong i.

i hope that u have a good life ahead.dont be afraid to follow your dreams.be all u can be because u only have one life to live.who knows maybe , just maybe we'll meet again....in another life.

always,

zack "

privacy

glorious glory!

so i didn't watch it...so what? i am still going to post this anyway.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wanna say this to all those peeps out there who have been anti-MU all their lives esp to all those chelsea's fan especially maliq (haha) and my own ayah,nik and everyone else--

: MU are NOTABLY SINCERELY TRUTHFULLY HONESTLY MADLY DEEPLY UNDENIABLY NOTABLY MAGNIFICENTLY SUPERBLY GREATLY the most POWERFUL team in the whole wide universe right now. MANCHESTER UNITED are.


thanks sooo much to mr. van der sar for becoming the hero of the night.poor terry.i couldnt believe my ears at first when they said dat john terry failed to do the penalty.but after all,van der sar is the best.:D and the rest of the team (standing ovations to them) who'd made it possible to actually shut the a-hole mouths of all the people who always sneer at people who LOVE and ADMIRE the team, namely ME. now who's talking?

i am a bit devestated because i didnt get the chance to celebrate the glorious moment with everyone.Somehow,damn! i feel good.hahah.i feel damn good when i am able to condmened my chelshit supporters friends.hahah :P:P they told me dat last night match was rather emotional. was it true? damn chelsea.wat the hell were they thingking? wat the hell were drogba trying to do? hahaha.its kinda funny lah weh.

that was the best moment.
glory glory man utd!
:D



YES! the cups ours! the rest fan of the other team of the world can shut up and envy our freaking glory.

a new change

hello friends.
i've change my blog's colour. i kinda more like it to be less darker, and more pics i'd say.wtf.
those picture in the right hand side is some of the collection of my favourite pictures.and i cant make up my mind which one to put and the result is,i put up lots of it.a lots of it.wtf.sorry if it looks messy.

by the way,i'll appreciate if u guys can vote for the new poll i've putted there.please vote.there will be more poll coming up so,vote if u want and dont vote if u dont feel like it.wtf.ok2.the thing is now,i welcome all of u readers to my new blog.not really new i'd say.new looking blog.ok2.welcome to my new-looking-so-white-full of-pictures-blog! so,thank u for coming and have a nice day people.

lots of love,
aliahkama

two D's phenomena

its a hell tiring week for me and i wish i could just jump on the couch watching my two biggest star singing in american idol but unfortunelty,i cant.dammit.ok back to the issue.the incredible Ds. the two D i'm referring to here is the ever so gorgeous looking guy,DAVID COOK and the cutie pie DAVID ARCHULETA.there are both the top 3 of AMERICAN IDOL season 7.i love them both but i think David A will make it all the way to final and win the title.but David C on the other hand is going to grow fantastically in the industry.

I have fall in love with Archuleta since his audition.he's adorable and cute and sweet and has the voice of an angel.he's so down to earth and listening to his voice every week just make me feels like he's mine.hahha.bullcrap.no2.i mean,listening to him will make us wonder how such a boy aged 16 can sing damn well like he did.he is sweet.so sweet i'd say.

David Cook is the best thing ever.i started to like him when he sang always be my baby by mariah carey.i am known as the biggest fan of mariah.looking at him performing dat song so fucking good make me love him even ,more.during the final 3,he sang i dont wanna miss a thing by aerosmith which is happened to be my all time favourite song.damn.can u guys just see the connection here? i mean.he sang songs i like.from the singer i adore.seems like pleasing me isnt it? hahaha.i love u like crazy my dear david cook.

i'll write more l8er

special dedication

dear fatin.

reasons why i wanna thank you.

You are always down for me,
have always been around me when i was bad.
You look up for me when everyone was downing me.
You believe me when everone was making up stories.
You trust me when everone says dont.
You always did understand.
You gave me strenght to go on.
There was so many times when i was affraid
and then you come to me and say to me i can face anything.
No one else can do what u have done for me.

And for that, i thank you for all.

sincerely,
aliahkama.

art of movie

these are the top rated movie in my personal view.

The Notebook.starring Ryan and Rachel McAdams.The Notebook is basically the journal that Noah kept recorded everything that happened with Allie & him.

Truly, this film is an eye opener for us to discover what true love is.despite the challenges we face on a daily basis,there are things in life that make the experience truly worth it.

The most romantic movie i ever seen.The setting was beautiful.Rachel was fun and full of exitement.It is made with simplicity but give big impact in one's memory.for me,atleast. "Behind every great love is a great story"

10 Things I Hate About You.Although the plot is simple,this movie gave the biggest impact in my life,apart from sepet.

I remember i first watched this movie when i was 10 years old with my sisters and cousins.it is sentimental to have a memory watching this enchanting movie with my love one.

This sentimental valued movie staring julia and heath ladger.(RIP heath).I remembered the poem read by kat,by my heart.it's lovely.its almost 10 long years but whenever i'm in the sentimental mood,i'll still turn this movie on.

A Walk To Remember.another beautiful romantic movie.This is most certainly not a teen movie.i dont really agree with the idea of some of the teen movies.But this movie,is not.it is for everyone.

I enjoyed the romantic scene with the fantastic script that had been well written.it is certainly a movie to remember :D

Sepet.when they say support local movie i say,choose the best and support Yasmin Ahmad's product.She's tallented and we should be proud of having her in the industry.

i've watched all her products including movie,teledrama and commercial and thougt it was damn brilliant.Sepet is my favourite all time malay movie.

i've watched it for zillion,countless time and remembered by heart all the actors/actress line.Many people dont like this movie and think it is boring.but i do like 'em! :D

Ghost.i am currently attached by this malay series.did i mentioned it is a MALAY series? men.i am so proud.but not to be sarcastic it is actually a chinese product if we can see on the board of direction.anyhow,it is a malaysian prodcut.i LOVE this movie so much.i keep on watching it everyday.it is a damn thriller movie.full of suspense.and the best part is the romantic comedy all blend into a drama.

Eza and zack was the best. out of no where,tiba2 plak i rasa suka kat naz.before this i use to hate him because hes like a bit of annoying.but in this drama,he was hell funny and yeah,romantic.:P eza is sophisticated and zack is funny.they brings out the best in eachother.

my favourite line is when zack said , 'selama ni baru i tau kenapa i masih kat sini.utk perbetulkan kesilapan i and to have u in my life'.damn.i cried like hell when he said this.to all,i beg u..PLEASE WATCH THIS DRAMA at- http://www.8tv.com.my/ :D

This 5 movies are so indecribable and unique in their own ways.I have seen the notebook,10 things and sepet for million times.Everytime i watch it,without fail,i cry.call me a hopeless romantic or watsoever but personally i think it is great to watch a movie that can makes u smile and cry all at the same time,yet come out with such a happy feeling.

thank you

10 things i hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you DIDNT cut your hair.

i hate the way you hold my hand when it was freezing in the class.

i hate the way u say all the right things.

i hate u for making stupid jokes,

and driving me crazy all the time.

I hate it when you almost killed me when you drive your car.

I hate your lousy voice and the way you sing to me.

i hate the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you’re not around,

and the fact that you didn’t call.

But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,

not even close…

not even a little bit…

not even at all.

sports day 2

i miss my school year.last saturday i get the chance to meet all of my juniors and former teachers of sekolah menengah subang jaya at mpsj.it was overwhelming.

my university life was a hell disaster.

multimedia university.urgh

i miss school and everything about school.

those were the days when everyone appericiate me as a whole.
those were the days when i had had the highest social skills.
those were the days when people love me for doing things.
those were the days when i became well-known for my own ability.
those were the days when i had so much fun.
those were the days when i have everyone around me.
those were the days when social activity was the major thing in my life.
those were the days when i enjoyed being myself

but.those were the days and today...

today is the day when all my social skills has dropped

today is the day when everyone putted the blame on me.

today is the day when people disrespect me.

today is the day when i feel sad most of the time.

today is the day when i am all by myslef.

today is the day when i couldnt care less about my social life.

today is the day when i couldnt trust anyone.

today is the day when i forgot to be happy.

sports day 1

hello readers.

last saturday (22nd march 2008) i went to smsj sports day with batch and my adik.first thing in the morning i went to send my adik to MPSJ at about 7am.all of the sudden,i felt sad.i thought all of the situation was hell disturbing.

the road,the timing,the traffic,the breeze,the feeling of me sitting in the car,the car itself.it was disturbing.

i felt a total depressed.for the 5years of schooling in smsj,each year this was the road i've been seeing atleast once in a year for the sports day in MPSJ.i remembered everything.during my school year,ayah was the one who send me to mpsj together with my number of frens who happened to tumpang me every year.every single year we kawad for ranjer puteri.every year,there is always a traffic jammed along the way to USJ and that caused us to be the last one to arrived at the padang.

'adik rase sedih plak lalu kat jalan ni.dulu,ayah yg hantar adik tiap tahun.patu adik ngn kwn2 adik mesti pressure ayah suruh bwk laju skit sbb ktorg selalu lmbt.now adik anta wani plak.pelik gile rase'

rase there refers to perasaan.


i'll write more about sports day.
tq

dead girl

Why you gotta be so mean to me

Why you gotta drag me down just to make me see

You know I don’t listen good and I’m always in need

So why you gotta be so mean to me

This is too hard.

Ya Allah.

Help me to do what is right

and trust you for the rest.

:(

:(

:(

the ballerina princess

thank you shad :D

the wedding dance ::drama::

it was last week,on monday.after all the hardwork and all the group issues we faced,we managed to finished it.it turns out to be okay.but i was dissapointed.we could hve done better.anyhow, thank u fatin and hana for all the hrdwork and advice.PL03's drama was THE BOMB.all 5 short stories were presented SO-FUCKING-WELL.they were so good.the drama was brilliant.congratulations both to PL03/PL04 !:D

qilah was missing

few hours before presentation

it was 3 in the morning

yes,i am sad

i now pronounce,the most happiest person in mmu are currently feeling totally depress this week.
all the chaos occured last week.when i had 3 presentation in a week and i slept for 3-4 hours only per day due to the tons of works given.but atleast,i had all my frens with me and i actually enjoyed dat week so much.this week,things went no so well or i shall say things are going so bad between me and irsahd.the small little tiny misunderstanding added with a huge ego brought us into a big fight.

he said sorry,i said i'm sory too but things are not getting any better untill dis second.i went out with him yesterday hping dat everythings gonna get back to normal but all i felt was an awkward-ism.lots of things happend this weeks.more people hated me.and i couldnt care less about irshad compared to them.i dont care about them.hate me as much as u want.i'm not stupid to do all the dirty work like u said.u people judge me like shit.

irshad khairi johari,i'm sorry for whats going on with us today.i somehow have the feelings that this things cannot be amend.i dont know why am i thingking so negatively but i dont want to give so much hope.i realised that the happiness in mmu wont last long.i miss you so much shad.so much.

the thing is i actually care about what people think about me.and that is why i'm on my bended knee now.all those irrational people i live with,here in mmu make me sick.i hate this place so much,i couldnt even put in words how much i mean it.people are irrational and too emotional at times.and i think i've been influenced by them and dats why i wrote this emotional post.


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i'm going home.
and not coming back
for next week and the following weeks ahead.

happiness

yesterday shad,fatin,lee and i went 4 supper at roti pisang,the mamak place we always lepak at midnite.the different was that night,it was only the 4 of us.zohra was unwell.min went back to her kampong.rathi went to temple.varuna was missing.and everyone else wasnt there.but the 4 of us je dah cukup to made us stayed there for hours.more then 2 hours rasenye.we talked about so much things and one thing that really cought my attention was when irshad said that,i'm the happiest person in mmu.lee and fatin agreed.i asked them y? they said,i seems like dont have any problems going on in my life.ok.lets do the check list.the things that people
consider a PROBLEM is this:

boyfriends(i didnt have one) achecked

crush ( i didnt even bother) achecked

clubs/society ( my social skills has drop and dont even bother to fix it) a checked

assigments ( i'm dealing with it) a checked

studies (i'm stress enough during exam to stress myself on the beggining of the sem) fhm x?
a checked

popularity/image and stuff (to be ugly and unpopular is to be me.so y bother?) achecked

ok.now lets do the counting.i'm dealing quite well with all those things.so I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN MMU.wtf.u noe.the only person that have seen me crying for lotsof time here in mmu is maryam.you noe why my schoolmates use to call me nangis,chengeng and watsoeva? because i cry a lot.i easily cried for small2 things and all.but here,in mmu.i am considered as the person with less problem because i didnt cry in front of people anymore.i didnt tell
ppl about my problems like i used to be. i miss being the old me. when everyone was around me and all i ever did was crying on them and letting go every problems i had.i dont mind ppl think i am happy.dont mind at all.:):)

new semester

introduction to governance and politics (mdm aiza)

assignment group:

fatin amanina

irshad khairi

aliahkama

amirah yasmin

varuna

lee lay peng

zohra

aqilah

rathi

islamic legal history (mdm nir-lofa)

irshad khairi

aliahkama

varuna

rathi

adibah

kak nad

maryam

introduction to business and mengement (mdm kerk)

(business)

fatin amanina

amirah yasmin

maryam

irshad khairi

aliahkama

rathi

adibah

lee lay peng

menega

aqilah

zohra

critical thingking (mdm masyitah)

irshad kahiri

fatin amanina

aliahkama

amirah yasmin

english2 (mdm selva)

(drama)

fatin amanina

aliahkama

ku afiq

hana

varuna

aqilah

sapit

law and society (mr hasbol)

n/a

birthday wish

happy 19th bday batch!

we were 12 when we've been putted in the same class for the 1st time.it was in sekolah agama masjid darul ehsan.in 5B.cant believe how much i hated u back then.hahah.lawok le.
we were 13 when we went to the same school.SMSJ.
when we were in our age of 15 we've been putted in the same class,for the 2nd time.
which was the bestest class in the world,3 BAKTI.
it was all started with this:
'batch,jom tukar tmpt kt nak duduk dgn awk'
smtg2 like dat. hahaha.
men.sitting together in 3bakti for a year was fantastic!
as time flies,when we were 16 we have been seperated by distance and things became thaugh
for our relationship when we reach the age of 17.luckily and alhamdulillah,we manage to overcome all the misunderstanding by the following year.we've been tru the year after spm together and now,here we are.
19th years of life,7 years of knowing eachother,4 years of being bestfren and half a year staying apart.
distance did make us became closer.i'm sorry couldnt be there to celebrate with you.
but i hope u enjoy the surprise i gave.love u much.happy birthday.

dont read

dear my heart beat,

probably this sounds like the rants and race of the love-sick-lunatic.well,it isnt easy to put to words what i feel,but here's my best shot. just to think about it,scares me.how did u do it? how do u make me so incredibly crazy? i guess dat sounds really weird,but i dont know.i'm not the easiest person to understand.i knew my feelings about it were strong, way beyond what i was willing to admit to myslef.just didnt realise it was to strong.

i have no idea if this is right or wrong.for me loving does not mean NEEDING them,it meant WANTING them.sometimes i see myslef hoping.its just a foolish hope dat i know will never come true.and i pray,it will fade away.as for now, i function between maybe and maybe not.but dat set me thingking...does hope and expectation give the same definition?

And i found myself saying:NO

i am usually ok.but at times(especially today) it just become to much to bear.i just have to blog,to share that sacred part of my inner,the thought that i think everyone has but doesnt always say.i know dat pride and ego gets in the way in our relationship.at this time of life,we are surrounded by possibilities of everything,and distract from other ppl,which i know have come between us.

now i sounds so not like gay.
heh.
just feel like writing and this is what happened.
i am no mood for love.

thank u.

the gathering

some of the msges-

the day we decided

gha- bile2? jumaat eh? nak ito..ak blek hr tu gak.nak2! mahu2!

najwa-kt,sntiase setie d kl.ok,nnt tlg bgtau ble eh

rafiq- ok.ble? sbtu ahad ni ke? aku turun.nk jmpe katne?

zulhusni- nextweek tu bile..? Nk pgi. Nk pgi.. Nk pgi..

aqilah- em.insyaAllah.kalo xde aral ye :)

aien- ph,xsabo btul nk jmpe korg.Expcly mizam..hehe!motar xyah join ah.mensemak je!

few days before

mizam- dok,cmne projek mega?

zulhusni-ak dmam dok...on da way nk sihat..nnt aku dtg..tu pn klu xde aral..

raje- xtau lg..tp tgukla dulu ek.em beznye sume ade..lame xjmpe..

blur- dah settlekan blum nengok pete?

a day before

tikah- leeya i cant wait 4 tmorow!

khai-alhamdulillah.currently in perak.die katne? awal gle bdk jengka smpi

gha-al,dorg kne ad kt ts kol bpe? fer soh tgu d,tp ak soh g ngn sean..

rafiq-ok2.amik aku skali kat kl cntrl.haha.thnx.salam.

on d day

gha- al amek kat ktm klg ke sbg? ktorg xkesah pon.he,kete sape?

blur- aku kat kedai mapley kat ioi ne

mizam- rapid alia lmbt lg ke?

after the excitement

rafiq- aleya.thx a lot 4 2day.happiest day weh.siyes aku mst rndu korg pnye ah.sbb tu aku mls gle babi ah nk gather blk.hahah.kan dah jd cam tahi.haha.stdy baek2.lem slm sume klo jmpe lg.mntk maaf byk nyusahkan ko.k.salam.

zul-ayah ak xtrok sgt pon.dah kuar hospital pn.ni ng odw gi urot kt kpg.bpk k kemslm blk..

najwa-thx 4 organizing it.thx a lot.we'll c echothr agai,k?

rafiq- ko jgn buat ak nangis dlm bus ni bengong.papehal jmpe lg al.aku syg kamo sume.jgn nanges slalu :'(

mizam-tq byk2 espcially ko sndiri

aien- hahah.sengal! boling mmg bez.smpi ble ktorg igt!!

khai- thx 4 d lost journey 2 puduraya.ahaks.u r the best in boling..hahah

.it was memorable.