sports day 2

i miss my school year.last saturday i get the chance to meet all of my juniors and former teachers of sekolah menengah subang jaya at mpsj.it was overwhelming.

my university life was a hell disaster.

multimedia university.urgh

i miss school and everything about school.

those were the days when everyone appericiate me as a whole.
those were the days when i had had the highest social skills.
those were the days when people love me for doing things.
those were the days when i became well-known for my own ability.
those were the days when i had so much fun.
those were the days when i have everyone around me.
those were the days when social activity was the major thing in my life.
those were the days when i enjoyed being myself

but.those were the days and today...

today is the day when all my social skills has dropped

today is the day when everyone putted the blame on me.

today is the day when people disrespect me.

today is the day when i feel sad most of the time.

today is the day when i am all by myslef.

today is the day when i couldnt care less about my social life.

today is the day when i couldnt trust anyone.

today is the day when i forgot to be happy.

sports day 1

hello readers.

last saturday (22nd march 2008) i went to smsj sports day with batch and my adik.first thing in the morning i went to send my adik to MPSJ at about 7am.all of the sudden,i felt sad.i thought all of the situation was hell disturbing.

the road,the timing,the traffic,the breeze,the feeling of me sitting in the car,the car itself.it was disturbing.

i felt a total depressed.for the 5years of schooling in smsj,each year this was the road i've been seeing atleast once in a year for the sports day in MPSJ.i remembered everything.during my school year,ayah was the one who send me to mpsj together with my number of frens who happened to tumpang me every year.every single year we kawad for ranjer puteri.every year,there is always a traffic jammed along the way to USJ and that caused us to be the last one to arrived at the padang.

'adik rase sedih plak lalu kat jalan ni.dulu,ayah yg hantar adik tiap tahun.patu adik ngn kwn2 adik mesti pressure ayah suruh bwk laju skit sbb ktorg selalu lmbt.now adik anta wani plak.pelik gile rase'

rase there refers to perasaan.


i'll write more about sports day.
tq

dead girl

Why you gotta be so mean to me

Why you gotta drag me down just to make me see

You know I don’t listen good and I’m always in need

So why you gotta be so mean to me

This is too hard.

Ya Allah.

Help me to do what is right

and trust you for the rest.

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the ballerina princess

thank you shad :D

the wedding dance ::drama::

it was last week,on monday.after all the hardwork and all the group issues we faced,we managed to finished it.it turns out to be okay.but i was dissapointed.we could hve done better.anyhow, thank u fatin and hana for all the hrdwork and advice.PL03's drama was THE BOMB.all 5 short stories were presented SO-FUCKING-WELL.they were so good.the drama was brilliant.congratulations both to PL03/PL04 !:D

qilah was missing