fuck lah.lately i posted some sampah je kan.i know.lets just not talk about 'it' anymore.anyway,midterm fever has started.i'll be having my exam on the 25th july(friday) which will be the MALAYSIAN LEGAL SYSTEM exam.i dont know about others but,i havent fully prepared.i have like,2days from now to do the final touch up.looking back to my alpha year,i have bad records for my midterm exams.i dont usually get full marks like the other pandai2 ppl and all i ever get was the average marks.damn.i have to work smart this time.

next week,we'll be having exam for CONTRACT LAW.it will be on the 1st august.okay.that one.that.is.a.hard.subject.sumpah takot.i've spent too much time for MLS and i havent start studying for contract.time management=failed.shit lah.wtf were i thingking tah.while i'm writing this,i can feel the tense.trying not to be panic,i promise i'll start reading tomorrow.

i have to go back to subang this week.i have to.i am so trully,madly,honestly,deeply homesick by now.foodsick.friendsick as well.i'll be home,insyaAllah but subang's friend..i dont think i'll have time to meet u ppl.because i'll be bringing books to read.huhu.BUT.dont worry.my midsem break is around the corner.it IS around the corner.it will be on the 4th anyway.cuti nnt sumpah nk minum kat dome.evryone should try it there.wtf.exam!exam!.wtf.bye

i knew i wont listen to my heart.
instead,i listened to them.as always.
i'm sorry.
trust me,its not just you.
i hurt my heart as well.


p/s-kuri died.
p/s-kak rozie pandi masak.

and you turned back.
that was when i clearly realised.

kadang-kadang bila kita tak nak,benda selalu datang.
kita tanya hati,is this it?
tapi hati cakap dia pon tak tau.
haih.
benda ni buat kita berfikir.
to move on or not to move on is what i've been thingking.
hari ni kita tulis sebab kita takleh berhenti berfikir.
kita cuba nak tulis pasal awk tapi it sounds so empty.
as empty as a hole in my body.
u're beautiful indeed.
kita tahu kita ada tertinggal sesuatu.
yg kita tak tau is whether i rather it stay long kat situ
or i rather have it back.
haih.
it sets me thingking about you.
all day long.
this is not good kan kawan2?

i am easily get annoyed with all sorts of things.i get annoyed with things like-what ppl say,what ppl do what ppl thought and to the worst extend,i sometimes annoyed by the way how ppl makes their decision.yes.i easily get annoyed with stupid decision.and stupid act.and stupid manner.i cant live around stupidity.literaly means,stupid.no brain.i define stupid as one that couldnt think rationally,provide no good reason in making decision and take for granted everything that suppose to be important in one's life.

i can easily get emotionally annoyed when i dont understand what is going on around me.that makes me feel stupid.being emotionally annoyed makes me a self centered person when all i ever did was trying to understand things according to my way.i am not saying i'm not stupid.i am like every other human being in the world.but i put my piroritized in 'rationality'.u guys have no idea how much i really care about rationality.i am not intelligent,trust me.i dont usually think out of the box.i have my own reasons why i think rationality is so important in one's life.

when i look at people,i always have this thing to catagorized them into rational or unrational group of ppl.call it a bad habit but i rather mentioned it as a part of my sacred inner that i sometimes wish i dont have.when i get annoyed with something,i turned out to be moody gile.its so easy to understand me i guess.when u realised i am not acting the way i am,thats when i am annoyed.i am not a moody person but this small2 things could just easily take away all my happy mood.tak sukeee

sumpah gua annoyed.

did i mentioned that i have the best housemates?

to all the syarifahs..this post,is for u.:D:D:D

one of the syarifah (i dont noe which one) had tidied our house yesterday and when i woke up,i realised everything was in order.for that,i wanna thank u.

terima kasih ya.

this group of people make me feels like home.

not that subang-kinda-home.

its my new-kinda-home.

melaka home.

yeah.i dont have any bad feelings saying that.

at last.:):)