Pindah

Over the course of my life I've spent my entire life growing around Subang Indah and Subang Jaya. Pendek kata, Subang Jaya and my whole life resolve around Subang and the people in it. Although I've spent some point in my life living away from Subang, for instance,I lived in Muar for 1 year and Melaka for about 4 years now, I've always felt incomplete without Subang.

Anyway, this is not another tear jerking sappy post about missing Subang and what not. This post is actually about an important announcement I am about to make. Soooo ready or not, here it goes. 25th December 2010 will be a remarkable date for the entire family. After spending our whole life in Subang Indah, we are finally moving out from that place we love.

We are moving out. Yes we are. Time not to be in denial anymore Aliah. This will definitely be another sobby post of mine. Sorry readers. I can't type about leaving home without feeling bad about it. I just can't. Even if the new home will be just 20 minutes away from Subang Jaya, the fact of leaving the place where the entire memories were made in, is very much depressing.

Our new home is in Laman Permai, Subang Bestari,Shah Alam. To the people in Subang, especially my dear close friends and neighbors I am sorry for not telling you guys earlier about this. Wanted to blog about it earlier but due to time constraint, I ended up posting this one day before the day itself. Sorry ya kawan kawan. If you guys are interested in helping or anything on this Saturday or even if you just wanna come and visit the new house, text me and I SWEAR I'LL REPLY.

I'm pretty sure this picture won't help. so, text je.

What makes people depress when they have to move out is that one thing they are going to left behind. The memories. It has been more than 15years. I remember the day Mak gave birth to Wani. I woke up and saw nobody at home except for Kak Yah (our maid) and me. I remember I was obsessed with that big baby. When she grew about 3 years older, I like to run and play everywhere in the house with her until one day I pulled her so fast that she knocked herself on the floor and broke her teeth into half. You know, one particular teeth into half. Tragedi oktober.

And she live her next few years with that teeth. Nasib baik ada gigi baru. Phew aliah.

kakak if you happen to read this, I remember when we were so much younger, we set up the plastic pool in our bathroom and we invented our very own Sunway Lagoon which was called, SHALIA LAGOON. We even invented a song for it. Siap gaya lagu untuk promotion. It was totally ridiculous and we grew up without wanting to talk about it at all. Kalau tercakap terus rasa malu. Sebab ape ntah nanti disgrace ourself ke ape ntah. Tapi sekarang, come to think of it, it will definitely be one of my favorite childhood memory with you, kak.

The entire area of PJS 10 Subang Indah will be dreadfully missed. To the neighbors; Fana, Hanis, Ashiela, Adiela, Nina, Izzah, I truly appreciate the memories we've made together. I grew up with these people and they are my favorite childhood friend. Kene kejar anjing, main basikal,usha orang dekat padang,pergi pasar malam. Macam macam lah. The silly thing we did when we were younger. Time flies. Thinking back about those things we had make me smile. If you guys happened to read this, just to let you know, I miss each and everyone of you so much ;')

Those were the days I've spent at home. My whole entire life. Those days when I have my friends around for sleepovers. Those days when I grew up from tadika until my university life. Those days when the entire family was at home. Those days when kakak was not around. Those days when we had our ups and downs in the family. Those days filled with scream and laughter. Those were the days we will treasured. To the new family whom has bought the house, we wish you a prosperity life ahead

Another depressing 'for sale' picture I saw in google image.

p/s ;No more orang Subang lepas ni. Orang Shah Alam pula :(
Cheers, Annis Natalia Abdul Hamed :p

I am alive. Barely.

I'm not sure if anyone still check on this page. If you are, then you missed out on doing something more valuable with your time than coming here to check on things. The fact that people read my grammatically challenged blog is so ridiculously incredible, that I sometimes can't even get my head around it.

Anyways, I welcomed the new followers to 'a place called here'. But seriously, I can't guarantee any new post to the readers. I'm not sure how much I will be posting here, but it will be very rarely done. I'm not quitting, just not posting as much.

Apa apa pun, selamat datang dan terima kasih.

Bye.

Cewah takdelah bye. Alang alang dah menulis, I can't just stop there. Ok so here goes nothing. Hello mellow readers and friends. It has been a freaking long while kan. I miss most of you. Especially those people that I haven't seen for ages. Those people in CJ, Kuantan dan semuanya and of course, Subang itself.

Since it is Raya and final is approaching VERY soon, I would like to wish everyone a very Happy Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin. Lets us just forgive and forget and start the new book, whatever book it is. Speaking of which, read books. law books. aydfyscvsacj. Good Luck to fellow classmates and MMUians for this upcoming final exam.

Doakan ya kawan-kawan.

So i guess, after 5 months, these are, UPDATES!

Meet my other half

Some things are better to be left unsaid and undone. And not to mention, unpublished. But this, is for the people who are staying miles away from me. For the people who cares. Its been a while now since i last met most of you. But no worries you people will always and forever be a part of my heart. Even if the other part is now belong to this awesome creature :,)

Endless

I'm in a good place right now, albeit just a bit tired. Workloads and stuffs. But just so you know, I am 20 now, feeling neither old nor young, neither being too excited nor in a deep depression. Above all, I am happy. And it feels like it's taken me forever to get here. At one point I forgot that I was stronger than that. But I've moved on, lesson learnt. I'm glad I have make my own happiness and, nobody takes those control for me. Or rather, I don't let them anymore. I was down there telling myself Allah has better plans. And now, this plan, You had from the very beginning , is indeed, beautiful. I don't really mind spending my whole life waiting for it.

I'm delightful returning to this place with priorities and commitments.

And love.

For eternity,InsyaAllah.

:)

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Moskuito

Don't worry. The spelling is indeed correct in every sense a motorbike would ever possibly be spelled. a motorbike? motorbike. Did I just typed A-MOTOR-bloody-BIKE? vrghjk haha drama. looking back at Basirah's latest post, it gave me the excitement to post this from day one. But it was only today, when I get this chance to sit back and compose a post. kudos evening classes.

Before that. Looking back at my previous post, I found out, to my amusement, everything was posted in a very very VERY serious way. In a more emotionally written way I'd say. SHIAT. I AM GETTING OLDER. and wiser wtf. write good good proper proper emo emo. what lerr. It doesnt sounds good anymore. To look back at my own blog pun make me feels like I'm 21 already. (yes, belum, jgn persoalkan)

No lah actually the only time I wrote things was when I would be content enough to express my thoughts and put things into perspective. So it explains the emotional and seriousness of my latest post kan. Dont worry at times like this, if I got time, I'll write simple things. Simple in the sense of writing about my daily life, what happened in it and not just merely a tq notes :p:p Why am i explaining this craps again?

So,anyway, yes. Moskuito. Fatin actually brought back her motorbike to melaka! That was when the excitement began weepedoo! And and it is called, moskuito! with the wrong spelling wtf. no lah actually it was us, no no it was me whom actually thought that the motorbike was named after a nyamuk. when actually it was obviously not because it doesnt even look like a bloody nyamuk for all I know.

For those in the know, I've been rempit-ing in Melaka for one week now.

Little that I know that merempit during rainy days can be freaking freezing.

And beyond words, its fun gila!

Ok u can now stop imagining how I wore the helmet without knowing how exactly to put it on my head and went to patrol station to buy THAT MUCH of fuel as if we were buying for a car and ended up passing the pump to the other guy lining up behind us just because our bike's tank was already full and playing around with the bike by leaning rempit style because no one was watching when actually there were. Just, dont, imagine it.

Ok Fatin's bike is not even blue. But I googled Moskuito and this picture gave me the effects of TADAAAA . So yeah people, tadaaa! Moskuito!

I'm kinda afraid of motorbikes when I was younger. But then, after a while, especially since the day Ann became my housemate (she owned a motorbike juga) I thought, owh what the hell. Since everyone is using it, and there's absolutely no possible excuse to be afraid, I might as well make the most out of it and enjoy it. Thanks to Fatin, the both of us have became famous in a blink of an eye by riding Moskuito. we are now the next big THANG yaw in Bukit Beruang.

Haha after the last paragraph I typed i realized how people will read this in the most annoying way.

Sebab tak pernah nampak orang jakun sgt dengan motor.

Its not jakun lah. Its, tah. haha jakunlah kot.

Bye!

Desa Tercinta 2010

• WARNING : THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG POST. JANGAN COMPLAIN.

3 months ago, I’ve been given a big responsibility by people. Without knowing how and what was it all about, I said yes. I’ve been persuaded by people around and in the thought of giving myself such a challenge, I took the risk. It was one of the biggest responsibilities that I could ever imagine to receive. It was big, for a new comer like me, at least.

I remember receiving a file full of past years events by Budin whom wanted me to learnt about Desa Tercinta so much before handling such business. That time, I told myself that, this is it. It took me such a while to reconsider my decision. I consulted so many people around and as expected, no one gave negative response. So I stayed.

When I think I can’t go on anymore because it gets too tiring, too painful, too far away, when I thought it is not within my ability ,and then I find myself saying, don’t ever EVER give up. I thank my soul for not giving up. Throughout those days, I made mistakes, made some more mistakes, but the best part I guess is taking a step to learn from all the mistakes and move on.

It’s an experience of a lifetime. To be given such a huge trust, is a big something for aliah kama. To cut things short, I’ll just start with my thank you notes. Even if it just for three month, I’ve been dealing with so many people, including people in Terengganu and Malacca itself. I am lucky enough to be constantly surrounded by people in my life who will remind me not to give up. And, these, are my tq notes.

To Hafizuddin Remli and everyone involved in short listing the post, I thank you for opening the door for me and for bringing out the best in me. Thank you for starting this whole new thing for me.

To Anis, Ijad, Sal, Wani, Puteri Sarah, Ekyn, Siti Sarah, Alif, Amir Hanif, Amiroso, Daniel, Abil, Bob you guys are my dream team. Thank you so much for supporting a newcomer like me, for always being there for the activity division both in Malacca and Terengganu. People like them; they never underestimate me despite whatever people said. To be having people like you guys to work with is such an honoured for me. Special thanks to Miss Director,Anis Syazwanis for believing in me more than anyone could ever believe. Thank you for being not just a director for us but a friend, a sister, a confidant and a believer. And every second of where I will sometimes lose my hope, I thanked my coordinator, Ijad, for saying the right things and for making things uncomplicated. What makes me so grateful to be part of this team is to be with those people from day one, seeing them progress throughout the weeks. I saw them working endlessly. Together we unite, together we support each other and together we just make it happen. It’s as if it wasn’t really a task to be done but mainly a challenge that we were all in, as a team we worked with much joy and glory.

To Fateen Najlaa, Shahmi, Najmuddin, Abg Rezal, I couldn’t thank you enough for this. I might not be the best but the best that I can do is to have the best guidance from the best people like you guys. Thank you for the time, the guidance, the advice, the motivation. From the very beginning, these are the people whom without fail inspired me in their very own way. For Shahmi andFateen, no matter how bad i’ve been, how disappointing I’ve been, it is unbelievable how they never turn their backs on me. It feels good and safe to know that they never gave up on me no matter how disappointing I am. Terima kasih banyak-banyak.

To the most crucial division in DT’10, the Activity Division, this part is for you guys. Aizad, Najeed, Ummi, Alhamd, I am sorry for not being the best leader for you guys. Thank you for accepting me the way I am and thank you for understanding my ability throughout this whole journey. There are ups and downs during these experienced and I’m glad some of us stayed. However, despite all of that, the most important thing throughout this challenge would have been the experienced I had with the 4 of you. The laughter and the cry we shared. It was priceless and worthwhile. Thank you for every single thing. Thank you.

There are times when I look for support and many times, there will be those two lending their help, who just listen patiently, and who will offer a shoulder to cry on. Those two are Fatin Amanina Yazid and Atuffah Said. I have had times in my life, faced with such critical moments; it was relieving to have had such familiar faces, warm hearts, who made it possible for me to go on. These two supporting system, I couldn’t easily find in normal day street people, and I thank God for sending them both for me. To see the happiness on the faces of my loved one in Payang Kayu, is all that I yearn for. And I’m very lucky it goes both ways. I owe you guys BIG time.

To my family, friends from Subang Jaya and MMU, thank you so much for understanding. I am sorry for not being able to spend more times with you guys during this journey. Thank you for the support, love , care and thank you for just being there. Basirah, thank you for checking out on me every now and then. Thank you for helping me in every way, without complains. I promise I’ll make it up to each and every one of you as soon as possible. (This includes Irshad Khairi, Sudesh Kumar, Farah Aina, Maliq Fariz, Mimi, Shera etc2 .ps : jgn emo tak mention semua :p

To all the Participant of DT’10, thank you for giving me the chance to be a part of this. Special thanks to my performer, MCs, and everyone involved in making Malam Kebudayaan a success. To the facis and teachers , thank you so much for the comments and compliments for all the events I handled. To Sekolah Kebangsaan Sungai Buloh team, you guys are my precious. The first working facis under me, I hope you guys are satisfied with my work and my ability. Thank you for sharing one of the best moments in Terengganu with me. Above all, I thanked the most Gracious for the bond we’ve made. Let’s hope that the friendship we’ve made will last forever InsyaAllah.

To the villagers, other division commitee, Kak Miza, Encik Fazli, all the staffs, the photographer, drivers and everyone involved in DT'10 secara langsung atau tak langsung, the unmentioned names,I thank you for everything. semoga Allah membalas jasa anda semua dan memberkati usaha kita di sana. InsyaAllah. :)