hari2 terakhir saya :(

no.i'm not going to die, jgn gembira.its just tomorrow will be the very last day of my 3 weeks holiday.sumpah masa type ni rasa nak nangis.ya,gue petatik.yg amat2.bencilah sy.sapa suro suke pun.selama ni pun korg benci masih baca jugak.kan.

i dont want to go back :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( lagi2 my last few days ni dihabiskan dengan rakan2 subang.i actually started this so called long holiday only after all of them went back home for CNY.thats when the real holiday began.rasa sekejapppp sgt seminggu tu.kehidupan di mmu tak semudah yg dilihat okeh.susah ada.atleast it is for me.

i'm going to miss home so much. eventhough the longest i ever stayed in melaka was only for 2 weeks.tapi i'm a pathetic homesick girl who cannot live far from subang.not even in a single day :(:( sebenarnya nak ckp not even a single second tapi takut kene boo dan ckp looser kid dgn org.
lantak lah.aliahkama mmg looser kid pun.

i remember calling batch last time.bila mak,ayah,wani hantar balik mmu patu right after they went back home,i called batch and cried like hell in the toilet.this is one of the reason why i dont want them to hantar me all the way to melaka.everytime they did,i'll cry and hug each of them and it will make it even harder for me to let them go. :(:(damn pathetic wehhh.

by this time rakan2 di uk,egypt,indonesia and KK mesti rase cam nak hentak je seorang aliahkama ini.melakaaa jee!!! ok2. enough of getting emotional and weepy like dat lah minah. lets be strong and go back to melaka and study well and ignore those silly things and pray hard and eat well and work out and dont be fat and dont be a bitch and get a good pointer and do assignments and have fun and hug fatin and be happy with housemates and play futsal and keep in touch with subang.

happy new semester MMU ians.

2 girls and a women's day out

lokasi : gulatis silk house
motif : bakal menghadiri sebuah majlis perkahwinan di bulan 3.
aktiviti : memilih,membebel,dililit,dijerut,mengukur,diukur,diraba,meraba.
status : mengantuk like hell. tapi suka sbb dpt baju baru. dan beberapa ketika terkejut dengan ukuran yg semakin bertambah since lama dah tak ukur.dammit.fatin,work out is a must!

click for a better view

yes,i'm going to get married.
no,u're not invited.
yes,my eyes were swelling.
no,the design arent the same.
yes i have a super mom.
NO,its not kebaya.
yes,another white.
yes,im going to get married.
no,u're not invited.

i know.sorry.

2 days

Here goes the updates ye syg2 ku yg menantikan. fikri,u want this riteee.amik.envy the picuters and blame rafiq for not inviting because it was FUN.FUN.FUN.:P:P

sunday

rafiq being a gentlemen came all the way from muar to kl to meet us. bak kata rafiq,the girls. farewell outing for najwa i'd say. first thing in the afternoon i went to kl sentral to fetched najwa and rafiq. dipendekkan cerita juga,i drove from

subang > kl sentral > ikea > the curve > sungei way > UM kolej kesembilan > UiTM kolej alamanda > old town white coffee (di jalan klang lama) > kl sentral > UM kolej kesembilan > subang.

ya.jalan klang lama pun ada old town.anyway plans with gha and tika were cancelled the day before but being a last minute planner, i feel like kesian pula kat rafiq sebab dia turun all the way tapi tak dapat jumpa diorang dua.so, i thought of changing plans on the spot and decided to go to tikah's and gha's kolej.it was a longgg way of journey and federal highway was packedddd with carss like sardine. but i'll do anything for my friends :D

anyway,najwa will be continuing her degree in Australia in february.i've made myself promise to them if nothing goes wrong,insyaAllah we'll be in klia for najwa on february.fikri and faiz in case u read this before najwa fly .u better book a place in my car asap.JGN CKP WA TAK AJAK LAGI EH.

ok dat was sunday.today,

Thursday.

went out with fatin to sunway pyramid. i know,lameee. but we dont have any better things to do other then playing ice skating. HAHA. yes we played. after like 3 years i ditched ice skating,now i'm back on ice.hahah.ye2 je nih. kawan2 subang. we should play ice skating lah once in a while. jgnlah korang ditch dia lama sgt. haha. i remember during our form 1-2 we used to ice skate every once in a week! come lah. it was fun. it is still now :)

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kesian fatin.lutut dia bengkak sbb jatuh.i didnt.at all,at all.haha bragging wehh.we played there for 4long hours.now my leg are hurting like shit mennn.now that i cant walk,i update blog.heh.so,tadaaa.here goes pictaaa

old town white coffee

ikea

thursday,pyramid
p/s - credit to farahaina for the picture she snapped in pyramid.tq!

weekend was great :)
saturday

i was planning to go to uitm shah alam to give pija her birthday present when i woke up this morning and the last minute plan didnt work out.we tried to call her since morning but there was no answer.singgah at shera's house for awhile.unfortunately she was still in her kaftan when we arrived.so,confirmlah tabole join.

dipendekkan cerita,pengembaraan kami bermula dari-

smsj (hantar wani kokurikulum) > nina's place > shera's > unisel > uitm,kolej mawar > pakli's (lunch) > masjid shah alam > uitm kolej mawar > uitm fakulti kejuruteraan apetah > FINALLY JUMPA PIJA. > uitm kolej mawar. > unisel > smsj > nina's > back home at 7pm.

take note of the uitm's repitition. ya.kami ke uitm beberapa kali sebelum dapat jumpa pja yg sebenar.dont blame me for being a last minute planner.slalunye jadi je.hahah :P went to shah alam at around 1 pm and waited for pija to finish her module untill 5 pm. it was 4 hours of waiting but it was worth it. :) so here goes the pictures..

we waited for pija to finish her class at her faculty and surprise her with the bday present. she screamed and cried and was extremely shocked and we were laughing out loud looking at her reaction.sumpah the uitm-ians were all staring at ME that time.but after awhile,i realised it was definitely not me.it was the guitar.

u can tell how happy she was kan by looking at the face.this was at her room in kolej mawar.she's a rockstar of the day.:D .pija in baju kurung remind me of the time when we were organizing the band searching audition for our prom nite. one girl in baju kurung came with her drum stick and amazed us all with her performance.thats,a real rockstar.

finally.us.in kolej mawar.with the bday girl.it was funnnn to catch up.gelakkk je.oh i know.the bubles and love above pija's head are not relevant at all.i put it there to cover some unrelevant things juga.i wasnt trying to be creative ke apa ke.maka sila fhm.anyway batch and shera,pja thanked u both too for the present.

i'll wait for pictures from atika and najwa for sunday update.
penat lah.
bye2

p/s : abg mus won AJL for the best song.but i was unhappy because i simply hate that band :) jimer,wat say u?

ANNOUNCEMENT

al : OMG *****! U're coming back today???? OHMAIGOD! besttttt!!!
nina : MUAHAHAH. dah otw gi airport ni.sampai kul 8 malam nnt

"kpd rakan2ku di malaysia.. i ask for ur forgiveness in advance. i'm not coming back home on 23rd january..cos i'm coming back home pd 16th jan bersamaan Jumaat bersamaan hari ni gak! agaggaga... saje nk bg hati korg resah mnunggu kepulgn sy. n berjaya rsenye.. ehehe.."

tipuuuuu.perempuan tua ni tipuuu.i chat with her every dayyy and she managed to fool me as well.psycho gilaa. so people,she's coming back.2 days after annis went back to uk.elok.tak sempat jumpa.tp i wont be alone anymoreeee.:D

shera is coming home juga.:D and oh yeah.2nd announcement.in case u havent notice,pija has just commented about the video. she wrote her veryyy long tq note for each and everyone involved.so,pegi tgk comment.

Happy Birthday Pija!

typing error : zagazig,EGYPT. mAnchester,UK

Happy 20th bday pja! Since kt semua dah berjauhan sekarang,this is the least that we can do for you. we promise for a real birthday present when we meet u later ok. kt gabungkan semuaaa kwn2 awk.petite dan non-petite.kehkeh.watch the video people.i promise it is worth to wait.just wait untill it finish buffering.ogeyhh.

dammittt.tersedih pula..i remember pja's bday few years back when we bought her ballons.she became the centre of attention of the school for 1 day. and the presents we give pija every year will forever be that pija-kinda-hadiah. kuali lah,sabun LUX lah.silly milly. every year we managed to threw a surprise party to atleast anyone of us. last year it was mine :) i'Allah there'll be more coming.

So,this is the video that everyone have been waiting for.cewah.it took me only a day to finished this. so pleassseee. no high expectation. the voicemsg and video is at the end of the show. i'm saving the best for the last. ;D:D seriously that is the best part. it makes my eye watery to see those faces we miss.to the penyumbang suara dan muka,thank u for participating.we did this for pija because we simply love her.kan? hehe.sit back and enjoy.

the video

producer : aliahkama

starring :

Naadira - UiTm Shah Alam

Mimi - Unisel Shah Alam

Fairuz - UPM Serdang

Aisyah - UiTm Shah Alam

Batchiwa - Ikip Inter. College,Kuantan

Jaja - Segi College,Damansara

Syaza - UIA Gombak

Maliq - MIAT,dengkil

Shera - Royal College Of Medicine,Ipoh

Hanis - INTEC Shah Alam

Fanna - Unisel Btg Berjuntai

Special appearance :

Nina - Bandung,indonesia

Mulan Jamila - Jakarta,indonesia

Syam - Zagazig,Egypt

Annis - Manchester, UK

with love from:

Puts sara - Multimedia university,malacca

Alyn - UMS,Sabah

song by -
adam sandler

Dan dikesempatan ini,nak diucapkan TAHNIAH kepada maliq fariz kerana mendapat 4 flat. u sick horrible SMART ass bitch. i'll claim my royalty later.bwahahah.thats all for this birthday post. good day everyone. :)

4

I've been mentioning that i cant find reasons to leave my memories behind kan. this blog became so patheticaly emotional every month on the 14th just because i couldnt find the reason to let go of those memories. More pricisely,the reason to move on.

Atleast it was.
Untill yesterday.

Something came up and i finally have got the reason. The reason which i've been looking for all this while. for 4 month the day moves on without hope,without me. i was suffering and everything was fucked up since then.it was a mess.

my heart does tell me to stop,
but the head doesnt want to.

it lasted for 4 month after we end things up.such a pathetic-long period for not moving on.i texted fatin at 4 am yesterday. again, i became weepy.but atleast i know that will be the last time. ever. i made myself swear to her that i wont forgive that son of a bitch.

not in thousand years,
not in any effing way.

i wanted to make myself promise to the readers of this blog that i wont write things about it anymore. u become my witness. i promise i wont. hold my word. and my neck. strangle me to death if i ever do it again in the future.

tell me i'm not alone in this.

Glorious Glory

Back in 2007 i used to write post about those football match i watched. when the only reader i had that time was,me. i wont write anything today. just to let u know that man utd won to chelsea 3-0. need i say more chelsea supporter? i wont timbulkan sebarang kemarahan disini,ofcourse. no worries :)


but atleast now u can shut up and envy our freaking glory.enough said.
.lari.

Theraphy - i need. Fast.

I HAVE FINISHED MY FINAL EXAM! and i'm going back to subang in 30minutes time.this time,by bus.no more toyota rush ride with fatin all the way from malacca to kl because i wanted to go back on my own pula.

i'm insanely,trully so excited to take the bus right now. i dont know either its the bus ride or the feeling of going home.orrr the feeling of finishing my very final,final paper.:D i am sooo in a good mood weh. but i have the feeling that puduraya will definetely turn off all the good mood kejap lg.

damn.pudu.i hate.

i am officialy free and available for atleast 3 weeks from now. sadly,the university world have been so unfair to me since forever. like,who else on earth starts their holiday on january. cutilah kaw sorg2. annis will be going back to manchester on the 14th.maliq went back to miat yesterday.and everyone else will be busy with classes.

so,little to cheer.dammit.

i want,desire,gile craving for goooddd fooodd. proper food.i eat craps since the exam week and i definitely have all the right in the world to award myself with good food right now. i want to spend this thing called money.i need serious therapy right now.seriusly serius.

Merry holiday to MMU malacca n cyber!
till the next sem.bye2 :D

Skype

I want to express my biggest and warmest love to the inventor of skype for inventing skype. as u can see,thats the conversation of voice,video and writing all into one happened between a non-biological sister of mine and me,myself using skype. thanks to skype now i can reach izza in Queen Mary, University of London anytime, everywhere. ehem. without any connection problem.

oh friends in egypt,indonesia,UK and everywhere around malaysia. i urge u to download skype NOW. i've downloaded it since ages but couldnt care less about the existance untill today. tawu,lame. wateva lah. tgh excited ni. oh sis, i hope u're doing well there. i'll call u tonite when i finish cooking.wtf

love from msia,
sis alia.wtf.wtf

p/s-sumpah post ni sgt wtf.
ya.ya.izza housemate saya.bukan pljr london.

*edited

humanity

Lets boycott the american's product shall we? It has been the 11th day since the first israel's attact. As a student and a normal citizen,the least that we can do is to condemn israel's biggest supplier and supporter.The Americans. Lets just boycott. secara besar-besaran. We,the malaysian can really do this if all of us are in this together. i know how hard it is because we grew up eating mcd,drinking starbucks and coke. but it will not give us any harm to atleast just try reducing them slowly kan? in contrary, it will definetely give a big harm if we dont do anything. simple equation. we eat = they killed = children died. if we try now,we will get use to it one day. and if everyone reading my blog boycott americans, atleast coke will lost around 300 buyers. it is a lot number of help there.kan.

Trust me for once, we are not alone in this. Tun Dr Mahathir is doing the campaing of boycoting right now. he is calling all the people of the world to abandon all the israeli product and stop all trades with israel. lets starts now. this is nothing to do with racism. we are doing this for the sake of humanity and lillahi taa'la. yesterday the israeli used the chemical bombs. untill today, there are 530 people that have been killed and 87 of them are children. think of how much 'share' we have in those bombs and weapons they used to killed those cute children and weak women everytime u feel like eating prosperity burger. i know. susahh. ok. lets just start slowly shall we? in the mean time, dont stop praying.

mari doa mudah dgn seikhlas-ikhlas hati seketika.

God Most Gracious dan Most Merciful. Only You hv the answer of all that occured.Pls protect those innocent people in Gaza and please put an end to it.Give Palestinian strenght Ya Allah.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

I thought of posting a post special dedicated to farahaina since i just acknowledge that farahaina, my junior housemate is my silent reader. and she never left any sign of her reading so i hope this will help. sumpah this post have nothing to do with any of u. read it if u really have nothing else to do or of course.because u're my silent reader as well.kehkeh.

farahaina,

ingat tak hari ketika kak fatin tinggalkan kereta dia dan ape aktiviti2 yg kt lakukan?

ingat tak peristiwa kt ke apartment 'mereka' dan hanya mampu terkesima dan berkata SYURGA?

ingat tak pertama kali farahaina keluar bersama org dan 'dia' dan kt terpaksa tunggu 30 minit dlm kereta untuk dia bersiap dan turun?

ingat tak pertama kali itu farahaina ikot ke roti pisang dan farahaina saksi peristiwa dia berperwatakan sgt-interested-kpd-aliahkama,peristiwa ketika shad berkata dia 'sempurna'?

ingat tak peristiwa buka pintu sendiri ketika hantar laptop?

ingat tak betapa org suka red sweater itu dan betapa berantakan rumah jika org pulang selepas bergaduh?

ingat tak kekecohan 1st time org masak nasi utk dia?

ingat tak mcm mane excited proses sahur ketika dgn dia dan betapa tidak kemudiannya?

ingat tak ketika org contact farahaiana dr kl sentral ketika berseorangan dalam toilet dan tak mampu nak tahan diri dr teruskan perjalanan dan menangis?

masa tu farahaina kata,alia kaw kuat.

igt tak? tiba2 org teringat perkara ni. ketika farahaina menjadi saksi. oh farahaina. tolonglah respon. hahahahahahahahah. u're a bitch but atleast u are MY bitch. no way i'm ever going to be ur 'senior' sbb ur bday is 1 day after mine. even if yours was on the 1990. still we are, sebaya. :D i'm doing this for me to let go the thougt inside my chest and for you to respon. now i sound sooo desperate. i know u lost weight gile2 skang. so i SWEAR i'll finish all ur sabun mandi if u dont respon to this. since u dont need them much dah.kan. slmt pagi farahaina. doakan exam org ketika telah bangun nanti.

slmt pagi housemates.sy semangat berblog sebelum exam.oh patut mandi.doakan! izza goodluck! bye2. p/s - pasang hidung.bau tak? menusuk qolbu. ala u know. dari next door. fatin ckp "relek lah bai.exam je.bukannye pegi mati" . oh bye.

edited slps mandi-oh dan post ini ditujukan buat anis juga.patotla masa cuti ade reader dr kedah.pk2 balik ipta mana cuti sama.diam2 je korang.ok shit.i better get going oh.btul2 bye skrg.bye2

2008

It’s the 3rd day of January and I’m writing a post about 2008. Suuukahatilah. Looking at all those New Year’s resolution u guys made make me wanted to do it as well. Suuuukatilah juga. So 2008 has ended. I want to make a simple conclusion out of it. The best and the worst thing happened in 2008.

Best: getting into his life
Worst: letting him into mine

Luckily it was over. I guess I’m strong enough to put an end to it. But like I said, I am too weak to move on. Ah cerita lama. Siapa peduli. Anyway, the previous year was a hard one and 2008 was better than 2007 in many ways.i don’t know about yours but I think 2008 was a year where I learnt a lot about people. I’ve learnt things from observing people around and I’ve learnt a lot about myself as well.

Alhamdulillah, I have finished my foundation year and get the chance to continue my studies in law degree. But I started my 1st semester rather badly and I kinda screwed it up.I think it connected. I ended things up with him few weeks before finals and everything was a mess since then. I know. Stupid indeed. But it teaches me a lot. I’m the kind of person who will jatuh tergolek first then only I’ll get my head straight.

To set my priority right is my main goal right now. Family first, studies and friends second. So here goes my new year’s resolution. I want good result for the entire upcoming exam. like, seriously want. I don’t want to be in a new relationship. Being single is a big yes2 for me. Atleast it is for this time being. I need to focus more to my priority. Apart from that I really2 want to be healthier, happier and smarter.

Akhir kata, I want to wish all the best to everyone. Good luck to MMUians and everyone who is having finals. And midterm as well. Good luck for 2nd sem for those friends in ipta. And ikip college n unisel n royal college of medicine ofcourse. Godknows when miat will start their new sem. lol. And to those uia people from nilai, good luck in Gombak. Friends in Egypt and Indonesia good luck with quizzes and exams. And to everyone else, good luck with your new resolution.

Till the next post, doakan I’ll do best on the 5th and 10th.trudles!