happiness

yesterday shad,fatin,lee and i went 4 supper at roti pisang,the mamak place we always lepak at midnite.the different was that night,it was only the 4 of us.zohra was unwell.min went back to her kampong.rathi went to temple.varuna was missing.and everyone else wasnt there.but the 4 of us je dah cukup to made us stayed there for hours.more then 2 hours rasenye.we talked about so much things and one thing that really cought my attention was when irshad said that,i'm the happiest person in mmu.lee and fatin agreed.i asked them y? they said,i seems like dont have any problems going on in my life.ok.lets do the check list.the things that people
consider a PROBLEM is this:

boyfriends(i didnt have one) achecked

crush ( i didnt even bother) achecked

clubs/society ( my social skills has drop and dont even bother to fix it) a checked

assigments ( i'm dealing with it) a checked

studies (i'm stress enough during exam to stress myself on the beggining of the sem) fhm x?
a checked

popularity/image and stuff (to be ugly and unpopular is to be me.so y bother?) achecked

ok.now lets do the counting.i'm dealing quite well with all those things.so I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN MMU.wtf.u noe.the only person that have seen me crying for lotsof time here in mmu is maryam.you noe why my schoolmates use to call me nangis,chengeng and watsoeva? because i cry a lot.i easily cried for small2 things and all.but here,in mmu.i am considered as the person with less problem because i didnt cry in front of people anymore.i didnt tell
ppl about my problems like i used to be. i miss being the old me. when everyone was around me and all i ever did was crying on them and letting go every problems i had.i dont mind ppl think i am happy.dont mind at all.:):)