yes,i am sad

i now pronounce,the most happiest person in mmu are currently feeling totally depress this week.
all the chaos occured last week.when i had 3 presentation in a week and i slept for 3-4 hours only per day due to the tons of works given.but atleast,i had all my frens with me and i actually enjoyed dat week so much.this week,things went no so well or i shall say things are going so bad between me and irsahd.the small little tiny misunderstanding added with a huge ego brought us into a big fight.

he said sorry,i said i'm sory too but things are not getting any better untill dis second.i went out with him yesterday hping dat everythings gonna get back to normal but all i felt was an awkward-ism.lots of things happend this weeks.more people hated me.and i couldnt care less about irshad compared to them.i dont care about them.hate me as much as u want.i'm not stupid to do all the dirty work like u said.u people judge me like shit.

irshad khairi johari,i'm sorry for whats going on with us today.i somehow have the feelings that this things cannot be amend.i dont know why am i thingking so negatively but i dont want to give so much hope.i realised that the happiness in mmu wont last long.i miss you so much shad.so much.

the thing is i actually care about what people think about me.and that is why i'm on my bended knee now.all those irrational people i live with,here in mmu make me sick.i hate this place so much,i couldnt even put in words how much i mean it.people are irrational and too emotional at times.and i think i've been influenced by them and dats why i wrote this emotional post.


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i'm going home.
and not coming back
for next week and the following weeks ahead.