it was 3 in the morning
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
yes,i am sad
i now pronounce,the most happiest person in mmu are currently feeling totally depress this week.
all the chaos occured last week.when i had 3 presentation in a week and i slept for 3-4 hours only per day due to the tons of works given.but atleast,i had all my frens with me and i actually enjoyed dat week so much.this week,things went no so well or i shall say things are going so bad between me and irsahd.the small little tiny misunderstanding added with a huge ego brought us into a big fight.
he said sorry,i said i'm sory too but things are not getting any better untill dis second.i went out with him yesterday hping dat everythings gonna get back to normal but all i felt was an awkward-ism.lots of things happend this weeks.more people hated me.and i couldnt care less about irshad compared to them.i dont care about them.hate me as much as u want.i'm not stupid to do all the dirty work like u said.u people judge me like shit.
irshad khairi johari,i'm sorry for whats going on with us today.i somehow have the feelings that this things cannot be amend.i dont know why am i thingking so negatively but i dont want to give so much hope.i realised that the happiness in mmu wont last long.i miss you so much shad.so much.
the thing is i actually care about what people think about me.and that is why i'm on my bended knee now.all those irrational people i live with,here in mmu make me sick.i hate this place so much,i couldnt even put in words how much i mean it.people are irrational and too emotional at times.and i think i've been influenced by them and dats why i wrote this emotional post.
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i'm going home.
and not coming back
for next week and the following weeks ahead.
all the chaos occured last week.when i had 3 presentation in a week and i slept for 3-4 hours only per day due to the tons of works given.but atleast,i had all my frens with me and i actually enjoyed dat week so much.this week,things went no so well or i shall say things are going so bad between me and irsahd.the small little tiny misunderstanding added with a huge ego brought us into a big fight.
he said sorry,i said i'm sory too but things are not getting any better untill dis second.i went out with him yesterday hping dat everythings gonna get back to normal but all i felt was an awkward-ism.lots of things happend this weeks.more people hated me.and i couldnt care less about irshad compared to them.i dont care about them.hate me as much as u want.i'm not stupid to do all the dirty work like u said.u people judge me like shit.
irshad khairi johari,i'm sorry for whats going on with us today.i somehow have the feelings that this things cannot be amend.i dont know why am i thingking so negatively but i dont want to give so much hope.i realised that the happiness in mmu wont last long.i miss you so much shad.so much.
the thing is i actually care about what people think about me.and that is why i'm on my bended knee now.all those irrational people i live with,here in mmu make me sick.i hate this place so much,i couldnt even put in words how much i mean it.people are irrational and too emotional at times.and i think i've been influenced by them and dats why i wrote this emotional post.
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i'm going home.
and not coming back
for next week and the following weeks ahead.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
happiness
yesterday shad,fatin,lee and i went 4 supper at roti pisang,the mamak place we always lepak at midnite.the different was that night,it was only the 4 of us.zohra was unwell.min went back to her kampong.rathi went to temple.varuna was missing.and everyone else wasnt there.but the 4 of us je dah cukup to made us stayed there for hours.more then 2 hours rasenye.we talked about so much things and one thing that really cought my attention was when irshad said that,i'm the happiest person in mmu.lee and fatin agreed.i asked them y? they said,i seems like dont have any problems going on in my life.ok.lets do the check list.the things that people
consider a PROBLEM is this:
boyfriends(i didnt have one) achecked
crush ( i didnt even bother) achecked
clubs/society ( my social skills has drop and dont even bother to fix it) a checked
assigments ( i'm dealing with it) a checked
studies (i'm stress enough during exam to stress myself on the beggining of the sem) fhm x?
a checked
popularity/image and stuff (to be ugly and unpopular is to be me.so y bother?) achecked
ok.now lets do the counting.i'm dealing quite well with all those things.so I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN MMU.wtf.u noe.the only person that have seen me crying for lotsof time here in mmu is maryam.you noe why my schoolmates use to call me nangis,chengeng and watsoeva? because i cry a lot.i easily cried for small2 things and all.but here,in mmu.i am considered as the person with less problem because i didnt cry in front of people anymore.i didnt tell
ppl about my problems like i used to be. i miss being the old me. when everyone was around me and all i ever did was crying on them and letting go every problems i had.i dont mind ppl think i am happy.dont mind at all.:):)
consider a PROBLEM is this:
boyfriends(i didnt have one) achecked
crush ( i didnt even bother) achecked
clubs/society ( my social skills has drop and dont even bother to fix it) a checked
assigments ( i'm dealing with it) a checked
studies (i'm stress enough during exam to stress myself on the beggining of the sem) fhm x?
a checked
popularity/image and stuff (to be ugly and unpopular is to be me.so y bother?) achecked
ok.now lets do the counting.i'm dealing quite well with all those things.so I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN MMU.wtf.u noe.the only person that have seen me crying for lotsof time here in mmu is maryam.you noe why my schoolmates use to call me nangis,chengeng and watsoeva? because i cry a lot.i easily cried for small2 things and all.but here,in mmu.i am considered as the person with less problem because i didnt cry in front of people anymore.i didnt tell
ppl about my problems like i used to be. i miss being the old me. when everyone was around me and all i ever did was crying on them and letting go every problems i had.i dont mind ppl think i am happy.dont mind at all.:):)
Saturday, February 2, 2008
new semester
introduction to governance and politics (mdm aiza)
assignment group:
fatin amanina
irshad khairi
aliahkama
amirah yasmin
varuna
lee lay peng
zohra
aqilah
rathi
islamic legal history (mdm nir-lofa)
irshad khairi
aliahkama
varuna
rathi
adibah
kak nad
maryam
introduction to business and mengement (mdm kerk)
(business)
fatin amanina
amirah yasmin
maryam
irshad khairi
aliahkama
rathi
adibah
lee lay peng
menega
aqilah
zohra
critical thingking (mdm masyitah)
irshad kahiri
fatin amanina
aliahkama
amirah yasmin
english2 (mdm selva)
(drama)
fatin amanina
aliahkama
ku afiq
hana
varuna
aqilah
sapit
law and society (mr hasbol)
n/a
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
birthday wish
happy 19th bday batch!
we were 12 when we've been putted in the same class for the 1st time.it was in sekolah agama masjid darul ehsan.in 5B.cant believe how much i hated u back then.hahah.lawok le.
we were 13 when we went to the same school.SMSJ.
when we were in our age of 15 we've been putted in the same class,for the 2nd time.
which was the bestest class in the world,3 BAKTI.
it was all started with this:
'batch,jom tukar tmpt kt nak duduk dgn awk'
smtg2 like dat. hahaha.
men.sitting together in 3bakti for a year was fantastic!
as time flies,when we were 16 we have been seperated by distance and things became thaugh
for our relationship when we reach the age of 17.luckily and alhamdulillah,we manage to overcome all the misunderstanding by the following year.we've been tru the year after spm together and now,here we are.
19th years of life,7 years of knowing eachother,4 years of being bestfren and half a year staying apart.
distance did make us became closer.i'm sorry couldnt be there to celebrate with you.
but i hope u enjoy the surprise i gave.love u much.happy birthday.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
dont read
dear my heart beat,
probably this sounds like the rants and race of the love-sick-lunatic.well,it isnt easy to put to words what i feel,but here's my best shot. just to think about it,scares me.how did u do it? how do u make me so incredibly crazy? i guess dat sounds really weird,but i dont know.i'm not the easiest person to understand.i knew my feelings about it were strong, way beyond what i was willing to admit to myslef.just didnt realise it was to strong.
i have no idea if this is right or wrong.for me loving does not mean NEEDING them,it meant WANTING them.sometimes i see myslef hoping.its just a foolish hope dat i know will never come true.and i pray,it will fade away.as for now, i function between maybe and maybe not.but dat set me thingking...does hope and expectation give the same definition?
And i found myself saying:NO
i am usually ok.but at times(especially today) it just become to much to bear.i just have to blog,to share that sacred part of my inner,the thought that i think everyone has but doesnt always say.i know dat pride and ego gets in the way in our relationship.at this time of life,we are surrounded by possibilities of everything,and distract from other ppl,which i know have come between us.
now i sounds so not like gay.
heh.
just feel like writing and this is what happened.
i am no mood for love.
thank u.
probably this sounds like the rants and race of the love-sick-lunatic.well,it isnt easy to put to words what i feel,but here's my best shot. just to think about it,scares me.how did u do it? how do u make me so incredibly crazy? i guess dat sounds really weird,but i dont know.i'm not the easiest person to understand.i knew my feelings about it were strong, way beyond what i was willing to admit to myslef.just didnt realise it was to strong.
i have no idea if this is right or wrong.for me loving does not mean NEEDING them,it meant WANTING them.sometimes i see myslef hoping.its just a foolish hope dat i know will never come true.and i pray,it will fade away.as for now, i function between maybe and maybe not.but dat set me thingking...does hope and expectation give the same definition?
And i found myself saying:NO
i am usually ok.but at times(especially today) it just become to much to bear.i just have to blog,to share that sacred part of my inner,the thought that i think everyone has but doesnt always say.i know dat pride and ego gets in the way in our relationship.at this time of life,we are surrounded by possibilities of everything,and distract from other ppl,which i know have come between us.
now i sounds so not like gay.
heh.
just feel like writing and this is what happened.
i am no mood for love.
thank u.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
the gathering
some of the msges-
the day we decided
gha- bile2? jumaat eh? nak ito..ak blek hr tu gak.nak2! mahu2!
najwa-kt,sntiase setie d kl.ok,nnt tlg bgtau ble eh
rafiq- ok.ble? sbtu ahad ni ke? aku turun.nk jmpe katne?
zulhusni- nextweek tu bile..? Nk pgi. Nk pgi.. Nk pgi..
aqilah- em.insyaAllah.kalo xde aral ye :)
aien- ph,xsabo btul nk jmpe korg.Expcly mizam..hehe!motar xyah join ah.mensemak je!
few days before
mizam- dok,cmne projek mega?
zulhusni-ak dmam dok...on da way nk sihat..nnt aku dtg..tu pn klu xde aral..
raje- xtau lg..tp tgukla dulu ek.em beznye sume ade..lame xjmpe..
blur- dah settlekan blum nengok pete?
a day before
tikah- leeya i cant wait 4 tmorow!
khai-alhamdulillah.currently in perak.die katne? awal gle bdk jengka smpi
gha-al,dorg kne ad kt ts kol bpe? fer soh tgu d,tp ak soh g ngn sean..
rafiq-ok2.amik aku skali kat kl cntrl.haha.thnx.salam.
on d day
gha- al amek kat ktm klg ke sbg? ktorg xkesah pon.he,kete sape?
blur- aku kat kedai mapley kat ioi ne
mizam- rapid alia lmbt lg ke?
after the excitement
rafiq- aleya.thx a lot 4 2day.happiest day weh.siyes aku mst rndu korg pnye ah.sbb tu aku mls gle babi ah nk gather blk.hahah.kan dah jd cam tahi.haha.stdy baek2.lem slm sume klo jmpe lg.mntk maaf byk nyusahkan ko.k.salam.
zul-ayah ak xtrok sgt pon.dah kuar hospital pn.ni ng odw gi urot kt kpg.bpk k kemslm blk..
najwa-thx 4 organizing it.thx a lot.we'll c echothr agai,k?
rafiq- ko jgn buat ak nangis dlm bus ni bengong.papehal jmpe lg al.aku syg kamo sume.jgn nanges slalu :'(
mizam-tq byk2 espcially ko sndiri
aien- hahah.sengal! boling mmg bez.smpi ble ktorg igt!!
khai- thx 4 d lost journey 2 puduraya.ahaks.u r the best in boling..hahah
the day we decided
gha- bile2? jumaat eh? nak ito..ak blek hr tu gak.nak2! mahu2!
najwa-kt,sntiase setie d kl.ok,nnt tlg bgtau ble eh
rafiq- ok.ble? sbtu ahad ni ke? aku turun.nk jmpe katne?
zulhusni- nextweek tu bile..? Nk pgi. Nk pgi.. Nk pgi..
aqilah- em.insyaAllah.kalo xde aral ye :)
aien- ph,xsabo btul nk jmpe korg.Expcly mizam..hehe!motar xyah join ah.mensemak je!
few days before
mizam- dok,cmne projek mega?
zulhusni-ak dmam dok...on da way nk sihat..nnt aku dtg..tu pn klu xde aral..
raje- xtau lg..tp tgukla dulu ek.em beznye sume ade..lame xjmpe..
blur- dah settlekan blum nengok pete?
a day before
tikah- leeya i cant wait 4 tmorow!
khai-alhamdulillah.currently in perak.die katne? awal gle bdk jengka smpi
gha-al,dorg kne ad kt ts kol bpe? fer soh tgu d,tp ak soh g ngn sean..
rafiq-ok2.amik aku skali kat kl cntrl.haha.thnx.salam.
on d day
gha- al amek kat ktm klg ke sbg? ktorg xkesah pon.he,kete sape?
blur- aku kat kedai mapley kat ioi ne
mizam- rapid alia lmbt lg ke?
after the excitement
rafiq- aleya.thx a lot 4 2day.happiest day weh.siyes aku mst rndu korg pnye ah.sbb tu aku mls gle babi ah nk gather blk.hahah.kan dah jd cam tahi.haha.stdy baek2.lem slm sume klo jmpe lg.mntk maaf byk nyusahkan ko.k.salam.
zul-ayah ak xtrok sgt pon.dah kuar hospital pn.ni ng odw gi urot kt kpg.bpk k kemslm blk..
najwa-thx 4 organizing it.thx a lot.we'll c echothr agai,k?
rafiq- ko jgn buat ak nangis dlm bus ni bengong.papehal jmpe lg al.aku syg kamo sume.jgn nanges slalu :'(
mizam-tq byk2 espcially ko sndiri
aien- hahah.sengal! boling mmg bez.smpi ble ktorg igt!!
khai- thx 4 d lost journey 2 puduraya.ahaks.u r the best in boling..hahah
.it was memorable.
Friday, January 18, 2008
thank you notes
dear all readers,
thank u for spending your time reading my blog.
or rather WASTING your time here, reading my blog.
to the person in jakarta,indonesia i'm honoured to have u here.
a big THANK U for all.
to all readers,
please dont link me yah.
i'm not a good blogger and i think my blog doesnt deserve to be link in any way.
i'm not a good writer and linking my blog wont make any better for the world.
so,just let it be this way.n yah,i want to thank all of u again for visiting.
to make things clear,i will say this again..
i am not a good blogger.
thank u.
thank u for spending your time reading my blog.
or rather WASTING your time here, reading my blog.
to the person in jakarta,indonesia i'm honoured to have u here.
a big THANK U for all.
to all readers,
please dont link me yah.
i'm not a good blogger and i think my blog doesnt deserve to be link in any way.
i'm not a good writer and linking my blog wont make any better for the world.
so,just let it be this way.n yah,i want to thank all of u again for visiting.
to make things clear,i will say this again..
i am not a good blogger.
thank u.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
what makes me happy
i have all the time in the world and i googled for pictures of delicious foods.hehe.
chocolate hersheys cake
ice cream waffle
banana pie
so people,
thank u :):)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
the notes
today is another day.as i sat by the window wondering about stupid things,i asked myself what i really want in life.many people will answer,i want to finish up my studies,get a good job and FINALLY get marry or in other terms "settle down".people answer that question that way and ended it up at the married part.does everyone rily think getting married is the way to settle things down? i have a big doubt on it.in fact,i'm starting to wonder is there such fact dat we have been guarantee to marry our TRUE LOVE instead of a jerk? how can everyone be so sure when they get married.i mean,how on land when they said the magical words 'i do' they seems to b so sure about their decision? i mean,come on.i need the answer.in my life,i've been in a serius relationship with some guys and i never ever had a 'feeling' about me getting married with anyone of them.i'm worried if i wont be able to feel that forever.its stupid when they say,i'm saying this bcoz i never been in love with that so called true love.that is bullshit.when i fall in love with my exes,i love them deeply.in fact, i once said to syafiq that i noe he's my true love bcoz..bcoz..ok.stop it right there.ok.i'm running out of idea to do somemore obiter dictum about this crap.i'm writing this bcoz,my cousin gaga+mus and aien+his bf going to marry this year.yirpie 4 them!:) gaga and mus have been in a relationship for TEN-LONG-YEARS. i'm happy they are finally getting marry.congratulations all.
Monday, January 7, 2008
good friends
some people leave
some people forget
some people just dont know
some people stay
some people cant let go
some people are too insecure to leave
some people leave but come back to visit often, have tea or something. but apparently, even after everything is ironed out, it just isnt enough.
what they dont know is,everythings changed.
what they dont realised is what they did is way absurd.
what they thought is i'm leaving a happy life.
what they ignore is my feeling.
its u.u people hurt me so bad i wish i can just move on without u guys.
i'm hurting and i'm crying.
friends.do u fucking care what i fucking feel?
what i need is just some attention.a lil tiny bit of attention i demand.i dont like feeling left out.u both hurt me so much and yet,u didnt realise.one of u,i msgd u and u just forget.i ran out to fatin's and cried. i didnt tell her what was happening.i just cry. i just cry.the next day i cry.the following day i cry.and today,i'm crying. as for the other 1 person,thank u for making me the last person to know everything.
tell me i'm super sensitive and i'll thank you for caring.
tell me i've done the same thing u're doing rite now when i was in a relationship and i'll turned back time.
tell me u need time and i'll give u a big one.
tell me i'm just a pathetic friend whom doesnt like to see her friends living a happy life and i'll just cry.
tell me i'm not important anymore and i'll thank u for being honest.
some people forget
some people just dont know
some people stay
some people cant let go
some people are too insecure to leave
some people leave but come back to visit often, have tea or something. but apparently, even after everything is ironed out, it just isnt enough.
what they dont know is,everythings changed.
what they dont realised is what they did is way absurd.
what they thought is i'm leaving a happy life.
what they ignore is my feeling.
its u.u people hurt me so bad i wish i can just move on without u guys.
i'm hurting and i'm crying.
friends.do u fucking care what i fucking feel?
what i need is just some attention.a lil tiny bit of attention i demand.i dont like feeling left out.u both hurt me so much and yet,u didnt realise.one of u,i msgd u and u just forget.i ran out to fatin's and cried. i didnt tell her what was happening.i just cry. i just cry.the next day i cry.the following day i cry.and today,i'm crying. as for the other 1 person,thank u for making me the last person to know everything.
tell me i'm super sensitive and i'll thank you for caring.
tell me i've done the same thing u're doing rite now when i was in a relationship and i'll turned back time.
tell me u need time and i'll give u a big one.
tell me i'm just a pathetic friend whom doesnt like to see her friends living a happy life and i'll just cry.
tell me i'm not important anymore and i'll thank u for being honest.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2 0 0 8
the most bad thing happened in 2007- spm result
the most good thing happened- getting over with the bad one
thank you Allah for everything.
lets hope things will be better this year.
dont just hope,pray.
happy new year friends.
the most good thing happened- getting over with the bad one
thank you Allah for everything.
lets hope things will be better this year.
dont just hope,pray.
happy new year friends.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
maaf
to emak
tonite
sorry for keeping you waiting.
sorry for coming back late.
sorry for not studying.
sorry for making u mad.
to ayah
today
sorry for being a bad girl.
sorry for borrowing ur car till midnite.
sorry for spending lots of ur money.
to the both of u
since i 1st step in mmu,lots of things happen.
i just want to say sorry
for not being able to pay back all ur money.
sorry for not getting good results.
sorry for failing papers.
sorry for having too much good time.
sorry for doing things in melaka without permission.
sorry for always making u worried.
sorry for not calling.
in this whole life,
i'm sorry
for making u cry.
sorry for spending hours with frens.
sorry for being too loud.
sorry for all the arguments.
sorry for taking things for granted.
sorry for betraying trust.
sorry for not being as good as kakak.
sorry for not being as brilliant as wani.
sorry for just being an adik.
for u my creator,
i'm sorry for myself.
tonite
sorry for keeping you waiting.
sorry for coming back late.
sorry for not studying.
sorry for making u mad.
to ayah
today
sorry for being a bad girl.
sorry for borrowing ur car till midnite.
sorry for spending lots of ur money.
to the both of u
since i 1st step in mmu,lots of things happen.
i just want to say sorry
for not being able to pay back all ur money.
sorry for not getting good results.
sorry for failing papers.
sorry for having too much good time.
sorry for doing things in melaka without permission.
sorry for always making u worried.
sorry for not calling.
in this whole life,
i'm sorry
for making u cry.
sorry for spending hours with frens.
sorry for being too loud.
sorry for all the arguments.
sorry for taking things for granted.
sorry for betraying trust.
sorry for not being as good as kakak.
sorry for not being as brilliant as wani.
sorry for just being an adik.
for u my creator,
i'm sorry for myself.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
hello
since i hardly post nowadays,these are some updates:
i eat a lot since i arrived home.
i enjoyed my raya day.
i shopped.
i failed.
i study a bit at home.
i havent see my friends.
i miss my mmu friends.
i think i hurt a lots of ppl in mmu in the past few weeks.
i am sellfish at times.
i want to buy the jacket i saw in jusco melaka.
i hope pyramid's jusco sell it.
i went to midnite movie with sara.
i watched enchanted and think it was just okay.
i went to midnite movie with them.
i watched golden compass and think it was a bullshit.
i went to midnite supper with fatin,min,zora n irshad.
i want to eat more.
i watch hafiz's video everyday since i got the video.
i joined a treasure hunt.
i get to know some new foreigners which was osama and murad.
i promise to study atleast abit tomorrow.
i think i'm happy.
i love irshad khairi johari so very much.:)
i loike roti pisang d way u do.i loike d mamak place we lepak for hours at midnite.
i think hafiz realise my existance now.
i hope things wont be that bad for syam and batch.
i am praying.
i am thinking of moving out to a new room.soon.
i slept at fatin's for 2 nights.
i am getting lazy eachday.
i need something or rather someone to push me.
i need somone but i dont say it must be a boy.
i dont need a boy indeed.
i think that is all for now.
thank u readers.
love.
i eat a lot since i arrived home.
i enjoyed my raya day.
i shopped.
i failed.
i study a bit at home.
i havent see my friends.
i miss my mmu friends.
i think i hurt a lots of ppl in mmu in the past few weeks.
i am sellfish at times.
i want to buy the jacket i saw in jusco melaka.
i hope pyramid's jusco sell it.
i went to midnite movie with sara.
i watched enchanted and think it was just okay.
i went to midnite movie with them.
i watched golden compass and think it was a bullshit.
i went to midnite supper with fatin,min,zora n irshad.
i want to eat more.
i watch hafiz's video everyday since i got the video.
i joined a treasure hunt.
i get to know some new foreigners which was osama and murad.
i promise to study atleast abit tomorrow.
i think i'm happy.
i love irshad khairi johari so very much.:)
i loike roti pisang d way u do.i loike d mamak place we lepak for hours at midnite.
i think hafiz realise my existance now.
i hope things wont be that bad for syam and batch.
i am praying.
i am thinking of moving out to a new room.soon.
i slept at fatin's for 2 nights.
i am getting lazy eachday.
i need something or rather someone to push me.
i need somone but i dont say it must be a boy.
i dont need a boy indeed.
i think that is all for now.
thank u readers.
love.
Sunday, December 2, 2007
another fuck up saturday in melaka
lasagna.pasta : assalamualaikum
biskut.milo : wslm.mak tgh buat ape?
lasagna.pasta : ktorg baru lps mkn.dah lunch ke?
biskut.milo : tgh lunch..
lasgna.pasta : mkn ape?
biskut.milo : twiggies
lasagna.pasta : twiggies tu ape?
biskut.milo : roti
lasagna.pasta : ha roti je??
biskut.milo : wslm.mak tgh buat ape?
lasagna.pasta : ktorg baru lps mkn.dah lunch ke?
biskut.milo : tgh lunch..
lasgna.pasta : mkn ape?
biskut.milo : twiggies
lasagna.pasta : twiggies tu ape?
biskut.milo : roti
lasagna.pasta : ha roti je??
thank you for appearing
"i'm afraid of everythings happening around me.what i need is just the thought of having you.i dont need you to say or do anything.with that thought,i survive well.
even in just milisecond u appear,
even if u said ambigous n uncertain words
even u always left me out
even i always waited for u in tears,
i smiled.
and that is what counts.
i smiled."
made by-aliakama
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Thursday, November 22, 2007
so much to do so little time
i'll be very busy for the following week. pls dont say any words about getting home or any words relating to it.this includes:
bus,bus tickets,melaka central,delecious food.
yes. delecious food made me wanna go back.tp xboleh!!i have 2 prepare 4 my midterm,assignment and presentation. i dont have much money left.and i want to eat proper food. sick of nasi paprik,tomyam and all those food here.i DESIRE and NEED to eat the food in PAN'S BAKERY.omg.and i miss eating KENNY with my favourite-all-time 3 side dish wish is always to be the savoury rice,coleslaw and macaroni and cheese.YUMMIEH.i have 3 days of classes at 8am.i seldom play basketball at night.after class i have meetings.MIDNIGHT is the only time i have 4 myself and i chat :):) i miss all the people in subang.i miss subang itself.and most of all,i miss YOU.
Monday, November 19, 2007
teenagers i am
d tot distracted me a lil more less. to the world,
.i . am . not . a . kid . anymore.
i remember ali,who happened 2 be one of amzar's fren told me dat i behave like a kid.he told me,xmatang la n watsoeva.i hated him with all my heart and still am now. all my frens know dat ali and i cant stand 2 face eachother not even a second without fighting.i HATE him.so people,lets get diz straight.
STOP calling me a KID
Everyone does.this includes my own mom,my kakak,adik,aunty,cousins and frens.they run all around the world telling everyone when i 1st got my driving license.thier question was,'sampai ke adik nak bwk kete?' pfft.when i,me,myself and i drive 2 my cousins house in putra they were like,so terkejut and claim it to be as 'the most berani thing a KID would have done'
hello ppl,i'm mattured enough to atleast think about my own life.so if u think i am kid,u r a kid 2.u noe y? bcause i said so. a kid noe whose their fren n whose not.i'm crapping because i like 2 crap.so dont even bother y i post diz.especially 2 my cousins and my adik,even if u call me ADIK,doesnt mean u can treat me as an adik.i am a big sis.and 4 god sake,i'm 18.18 means,teenager.get wat i mean here? see. i am a good girl.haha.so BACK OFF.
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