What Comes Next

Finally, updates!

Let's look back to what I've been doing for the pass one month. For the record, I am currently doing my practical in a Law firm for 3 month. 1 month down. Eight more weeks to go. When I thought that time will fly fast without me even noticing it, I was wrong. It actually moves really slow. Slow is an understatement. It moves sl-freaking-ow.

Oh cut the crap and stop complaining already. After all, working life is not that bad. Yeeee lah tu. Who am I to kid. I wanna go back to Melaka. Time, please move faster than you have ever been.

You know, having conversation with the road everyday makes Aliah Kama a pathetic person . Every morning, it will be just me, my car, Gotcha Call and the road. A usual route that usually takes me around 15 minutes to Subang Jaya is always pack with cars every single day during rush hour. I will only reach work after 45minutes of driving.

After a month of travelling to work and having an intimate relationship with the road, I came down to one conclusion that every single stereotype about being a grown up is pretty much nicer than being a student is totally wrong. It is totally ridiculously wrong lah. Growing up is one thing. Trying to live as one is another thing.

Kadang kadang tu, we are too comfortable with what we have got in life. We are too comfortable to even notice that what comes next will not actually fall into place. The next thing we know, things does not go the way we planned. That is when we start to blame on anything else in the world but ourself. That is how many people function. Blaming things and come out with excuses. At least that is how I function.

Not. Good. Not. Good.

Today, I function between yes, no or maybe. What comes next. In the next 2 years 1 year or 3 years. I don't really know. Thinking about it je pun dah scare the world out of me. What I do know is, I'll try my level best to shape 'what comes next' today. I wanna use this 3 month opportunity to look around and learn about life.For those who have been watching One Tree Hill season 8, by now, you will most probably know that I am very much influenced by that movie already.

Tiba tiba je One tree Hill.

Anyways, back to reality, what I am trying to say in this post is, even if our way gets too dark or too painful, keep going. Keep doing the right thing. And InsyaAllah, we'll be okay. Note to self and the others, don't be afraid to grow up. Siti Aliah, Dont, be afraid anymore.

Messrs Zaini Mazlan