Promises

For most of you, i know its not a big deal. but it really matters to me. the unrelevant warning to drop the subject if we failed midterm for that subject have been haunting all the law students. the fact that 70++% of our senior failed in previous year scare us, a lot.

Alhamdulillah of all reasons, i passed. one moment i was down there on my bended knee. He tested me, and i handled it badly. Aku tak kuat, Tuhan. Sometimes when i'm facing the hardest time i feel like, that's it. i'm going to screw.

But without fail, He helped. Aku selalu lalai. tak bersyukur. pastu rasa diri yang paling malang padahal lagi ramai orang kat luar sana lagi teruk. tapi diorang kuat. that is the different. orang duduk beribu batu jauh dari Malaysia boleh survive. tapi kau, selalu jadikan alasan.

It was me. who always put something before Him. I've been given too many chance and i screwed most of it. i'm not having the best time studying here but for all i know, i just want to finish the remaining 3 tahun neraka and jadi kaya raya.

Ya, jadi kaya. that is my real point of studying anyway. i dont want any of my parents money. i dont want to marry putera raja and i dont want to win lotery. i want to be extremely rich by my very own money. i may not be the best student ever but i have Him to help.

Sekarang bersaksikan blog , kau janji wahai aliah kama.
janji jadi kuat lebih dari biasa.
janji habiskan lagi 3 tahun kat sini elok2.
janji bayar balik duit yuran, sewa rumah kat mak ayah.
janji bayar balik semua duit2 mak ayah.
compared to kakak, kau aliah gila byk susahkan duit dorang do.
janji kau takan biar dorang keja atleast by the time umur kau 25.
janji please aliah janji.
dah, lap air mata gi tidur. cewah merepek. bye2 sume.

p/s ; aku janji. korg2 jadi saksi ok.