As a human being i know i've done too many bad things. selalu doa kat Allah kalau nak bagi balasan kat dunia for my wrong doing, please dont give it in terms of where it may effect my studies and hard work.
So today, i am on my bended knee. i cried and i dreamt about it. i've tried my level best to come up with the script this week and it ended in a very terible way. in short, something came up with my partner and i apparently, cant perform tonight.
Its fucktup, really. even worse when i will apparently get zero marks for the coursework. things like emergency happens, i know. but i'm freaking bloody tired. i just want to do it and finish it, tonight.
Its the 7th day of the month and i called my dad to remind him as usual about my money and all i get was 'dlm meeting.meeting'. that was all i ever get anyway. i'm not going to cry over small2 things like that. bodoh, kau already did lah
Its not going to hurt pun if every month i'll get the money only on the 10th or 11th day of the month itself because u know, parents are too busy to even put the money into my account. but takpe, i'll get the apology sms on the night i called every month.
Whenever i called my mom, she will talk to the other line and i'll end up letak telefon and sms her instead. sometimes, she'll talk to the client and let me wait and sperti biasa, i'll put down and sms. tapi i still love them anyway.
The thing about mak, ayah is not a major problem anyway. its just that, too many things happened and i feel really billy bad right now. i just want to do that mazafucka drama and get all my work done. no more bad luck, s'il vous plait.
jadi kuat alia. jadi kuat.
So today, i am on my bended knee. i cried and i dreamt about it. i've tried my level best to come up with the script this week and it ended in a very terible way. in short, something came up with my partner and i apparently, cant perform tonight.
Its fucktup, really. even worse when i will apparently get zero marks for the coursework. things like emergency happens, i know. but i'm freaking bloody tired. i just want to do it and finish it, tonight.
Its the 7th day of the month and i called my dad to remind him as usual about my money and all i get was 'dlm meeting.meeting'. that was all i ever get anyway. i'm not going to cry over small2 things like that. bodoh, kau already did lah
Its not going to hurt pun if every month i'll get the money only on the 10th or 11th day of the month itself because u know, parents are too busy to even put the money into my account. but takpe, i'll get the apology sms on the night i called every month.
Whenever i called my mom, she will talk to the other line and i'll end up letak telefon and sms her instead. sometimes, she'll talk to the client and let me wait and sperti biasa, i'll put down and sms. tapi i still love them anyway.
The thing about mak, ayah is not a major problem anyway. its just that, too many things happened and i feel really billy bad right now. i just want to do that mazafucka drama and get all my work done. no more bad luck, s'il vous plait.
jadi kuat alia. jadi kuat.
5 comments:
life doesn't go easily.
go aliah go!
:P
sorry al, i didnt know ur in such a mess.. be tough.. hope u'll get through it, fast! ameen.. i'll alwys be there for u if u need a shoulder to cry on, <3
thank u both of u. dah makan so dah ok dah. malas maw pk.
huhu. things about drama french ni sgt2 mengaganggu. takpe i'm going home esok.
see u at home nina :)
aliah kama boleh! oh yeah,
life is too dull and empty without problem.
tc u there aite.
and tengok tengokn subang for me.
i miss subang jaya sooo much :)
ruzannashazni!
sedih baca ayat2 subang tu. siapa kat dunia yg penah duk subang tak rindu subang kan? i've been reading people's blog, fb sume yg dok jauh2 especialy yg kat oversea mesti akan rindu gila subang.
yg dok 2 jam jauh ni pun tergedik2 nak homesick mengada2 kan. ish. korg adalah my true hero. takpe, kt sume boleh! u tc there too dear :)
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