Desa Tercinta 2010

• WARNING : THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG POST. JANGAN COMPLAIN.

3 months ago, I’ve been given a big responsibility by people. Without knowing how and what was it all about, I said yes. I’ve been persuaded by people around and in the thought of giving myself such a challenge, I took the risk. It was one of the biggest responsibilities that I could ever imagine to receive. It was big, for a new comer like me, at least.

I remember receiving a file full of past years events by Budin whom wanted me to learnt about Desa Tercinta so much before handling such business. That time, I told myself that, this is it. It took me such a while to reconsider my decision. I consulted so many people around and as expected, no one gave negative response. So I stayed.

When I think I can’t go on anymore because it gets too tiring, too painful, too far away, when I thought it is not within my ability ,and then I find myself saying, don’t ever EVER give up. I thank my soul for not giving up. Throughout those days, I made mistakes, made some more mistakes, but the best part I guess is taking a step to learn from all the mistakes and move on.

It’s an experience of a lifetime. To be given such a huge trust, is a big something for aliah kama. To cut things short, I’ll just start with my thank you notes. Even if it just for three month, I’ve been dealing with so many people, including people in Terengganu and Malacca itself. I am lucky enough to be constantly surrounded by people in my life who will remind me not to give up. And, these, are my tq notes.

To Hafizuddin Remli and everyone involved in short listing the post, I thank you for opening the door for me and for bringing out the best in me. Thank you for starting this whole new thing for me.

To Anis, Ijad, Sal, Wani, Puteri Sarah, Ekyn, Siti Sarah, Alif, Amir Hanif, Amiroso, Daniel, Abil, Bob you guys are my dream team. Thank you so much for supporting a newcomer like me, for always being there for the activity division both in Malacca and Terengganu. People like them; they never underestimate me despite whatever people said. To be having people like you guys to work with is such an honoured for me. Special thanks to Miss Director,Anis Syazwanis for believing in me more than anyone could ever believe. Thank you for being not just a director for us but a friend, a sister, a confidant and a believer. And every second of where I will sometimes lose my hope, I thanked my coordinator, Ijad, for saying the right things and for making things uncomplicated. What makes me so grateful to be part of this team is to be with those people from day one, seeing them progress throughout the weeks. I saw them working endlessly. Together we unite, together we support each other and together we just make it happen. It’s as if it wasn’t really a task to be done but mainly a challenge that we were all in, as a team we worked with much joy and glory.

To Fateen Najlaa, Shahmi, Najmuddin, Abg Rezal, I couldn’t thank you enough for this. I might not be the best but the best that I can do is to have the best guidance from the best people like you guys. Thank you for the time, the guidance, the advice, the motivation. From the very beginning, these are the people whom without fail inspired me in their very own way. For Shahmi andFateen, no matter how bad i’ve been, how disappointing I’ve been, it is unbelievable how they never turn their backs on me. It feels good and safe to know that they never gave up on me no matter how disappointing I am. Terima kasih banyak-banyak.

To the most crucial division in DT’10, the Activity Division, this part is for you guys. Aizad, Najeed, Ummi, Alhamd, I am sorry for not being the best leader for you guys. Thank you for accepting me the way I am and thank you for understanding my ability throughout this whole journey. There are ups and downs during these experienced and I’m glad some of us stayed. However, despite all of that, the most important thing throughout this challenge would have been the experienced I had with the 4 of you. The laughter and the cry we shared. It was priceless and worthwhile. Thank you for every single thing. Thank you.

There are times when I look for support and many times, there will be those two lending their help, who just listen patiently, and who will offer a shoulder to cry on. Those two are Fatin Amanina Yazid and Atuffah Said. I have had times in my life, faced with such critical moments; it was relieving to have had such familiar faces, warm hearts, who made it possible for me to go on. These two supporting system, I couldn’t easily find in normal day street people, and I thank God for sending them both for me. To see the happiness on the faces of my loved one in Payang Kayu, is all that I yearn for. And I’m very lucky it goes both ways. I owe you guys BIG time.

To my family, friends from Subang Jaya and MMU, thank you so much for understanding. I am sorry for not being able to spend more times with you guys during this journey. Thank you for the support, love , care and thank you for just being there. Basirah, thank you for checking out on me every now and then. Thank you for helping me in every way, without complains. I promise I’ll make it up to each and every one of you as soon as possible. (This includes Irshad Khairi, Sudesh Kumar, Farah Aina, Maliq Fariz, Mimi, Shera etc2 .ps : jgn emo tak mention semua :p

To all the Participant of DT’10, thank you for giving me the chance to be a part of this. Special thanks to my performer, MCs, and everyone involved in making Malam Kebudayaan a success. To the facis and teachers , thank you so much for the comments and compliments for all the events I handled. To Sekolah Kebangsaan Sungai Buloh team, you guys are my precious. The first working facis under me, I hope you guys are satisfied with my work and my ability. Thank you for sharing one of the best moments in Terengganu with me. Above all, I thanked the most Gracious for the bond we’ve made. Let’s hope that the friendship we’ve made will last forever InsyaAllah.

To the villagers, other division commitee, Kak Miza, Encik Fazli, all the staffs, the photographer, drivers and everyone involved in DT'10 secara langsung atau tak langsung, the unmentioned names,I thank you for everything. semoga Allah membalas jasa anda semua dan memberkati usaha kita di sana. InsyaAllah. :)