Saya Cuti!

When I was a kid, I remember I wanted to be a lawyer because I heard I can get big money by just lying and having verbal fight. But now, after facing all the 'real deal' finally I have,em, not much, but some clue of what's going to happen next. Its not, and never going to be as easy as my 7 years old dream anymore. Its not just a mere ambition right now. it's a real deal to deal with. Atleast now I know that life will be harder than one could ever imagine. Atleast now I will live as I believe.

If there's one thing I hate about life, it's the fact that we cant turn back time. If I have the chance to travel back trough time, I wanna go back to anywhere but 20's. I miss being 7 years old kid, go to school, eat the best nasi lemak on earth, come back home watch Maria Mercedes,eat lunch,sleep. The last thing to be worried about are results and bills. The only problem I had that time was, the laziness of going to school and doing homework. And sometimes, the 30sen my friend pinjam without any niat to pay back.

Stopp whining about how much you wanted to turn back time lah aliah oi. i, for one, will never get satisfied with my life. but if I am, the it is my life. being like this.

Anyway, its 2am, its holiday night, and I cant sleep. I will only fell sleepy at around 3 am and woke up around 11am, have brunch, watch TV, read novel, go online, go back to sleep. Its an everyday thing, really. Bored out of my shallow brain. I felt like going out but then I ended up worrying about moneyhh. While everyone else are busy preparing for finals, I am alll aloneee in Subang. By the time they starts their holiday, I'll be packing my bags back to Melaka. takpe, redha. lah sangat.

Talking about financial problem, I accidentally overused my money for the BBQ open house we had last Friday but, it was all worth it. Irshad,Sudesh,Lee,Hana,Zoe,Khoi,Faiz,Panda,Kak Haizum,Abg Rezal thank you for coming. these are the people under my '10-guest-list'. we have 5 people in the house so we have made a limitation to 10 friends per person so the total number of invitees are, 50 people. The open house was funn and we actually managed to gather all the MMU,kolej komuniti,UTeM,politeknik people under one roof. cool.

I don't write frequently nowadays so once i write, I'm hoping to put in writing about everything I have in my mind. Like this one particular thing. I don't care if people doesn't reply my text. But at times, it is vital important to reply when i asked questions. But i wont be upset just because you didn't reply my text. pffft. I don't do emo in 'cyberworld'. But there is an exception to that general rule of mine. Reply, when I say, reply. because that will be the breaking point of me, wanting you guys to answer. that simple.

eh tapi janganla lepas ni tak reply my regular text msg without the urging order asking you to reply pulak!

I just believe that silent treatment means, you're dead. That day when I Basirah didn't answer my calls, i freaked out like shit. I called her zillion times and called Maliq asking him the last time he talked to her. And then finally she called. The first thing I said was ' kt ingat awk mati!!!' and she laughed saying that, kalau dia mati mesti ayah dia bagitau and we ended up talking about mati. see. see. Sometimes it is really important to reply. I might sounds paranoid but, anything can happen, kan.

Ok lah, I would like to thank all the readers for praying for my finals.I wish you guys all the best for this upcoming exam. Somehow the beauty of sharing prayers touches my heart every time i read people's blogs. And isn't praying for each other what it's all about? after all, what is more important than how we all relate and connect? what is closer to hearts of a blogger than the readers , family and friends, kan? so everyone reading, i can assure you that my prayer, will always be with you guys. insyaAllah,dipermudah, amin. bye!