I've been mentioning that i cant find reasons to leave my memories behind kan. this blog became so patheticaly emotional every month on the 14th just because i couldnt find the reason to let go of those memories. More pricisely,the reason to move on.
Atleast it was.
Untill yesterday.
Something came up and i finally have got the reason. The reason which i've been looking for all this while. for 4 month the day moves on without hope,without me. i was suffering and everything was fucked up since then.it was a mess.
my heart does tell me to stop,
but the head doesnt want to.
it lasted for 4 month after we end things up.such a pathetic-long period for not moving on.i texted fatin at 4 am yesterday. again, i became weepy.but atleast i know that will be the last time. ever. i made myself swear to her that i wont forgive that son of a bitch.
not in thousand years,
not in any effing way.
i wanted to make myself promise to the readers of this blog that i wont write things about it anymore. u become my witness. i promise i wont. hold my word. and my neck. strangle me to death if i ever do it again in the future.
tell me i'm not alone in this.
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27 comments:
"i wanted to make myself promise to the readers of this blog that i wont write things about it anymore. u become my witness. i promise i wont. hold my word. and my neck. strangle me to death if i ever do it again in the future."
actually agak kelakar nak strangle kau.moreover ini blog engkau, engkau bole tulis suke hati ape kau nak.tapi dah sumpah so try tunaikan la.plus plus suda ada reason kau melupakan dia.walaupun engkau tidak akan dan susah,but at least, u could stop whining over it.go on al.good luck.aku try carik pasukan pom-pom dan cheerleaders yang sexay untuk kau.*yay*
ure not !
although i dnt know what happend, or who is this jack as* is, but ure not!
im always here siti aliah. ;)
u're not alone.
i pun penah macam ni.
but ape ape pun find ur bestest friends n u akan rase sangat lega.
go on al. im in recovery process jugak. heh. i feel diri ini sgt pathetic. i do understand ur situation. though xtaw pn ujung pangkal. hehe. tp experience wat kte ag matured kn? yup2. u're not alone. u go girl! (heh, nk sign up utk pasukan cheerleaders rafiq. im sexay ok. haha.)
*atika*azumi*
rafiq,nad,arra,tikah : so sweet of u guys. thx.
atika azumi: perasan sexay taktau kau gendut.haha kejam gile.kidding tika.
al: sweet tahi kuceng.haha
rafiq : lu mmg sial.kan. ahad ni,jalan kaki.
titik.
oi oi
apa oi oi. ok2. naik cab. :P
heh. gendut itu sexay. ok. haha!
*atika*azumi*
rafiq kejam gila.kt ditch je dia ahad ni tika.kan kan kan kan. :P
lantak korang taknak turun XD
haha.merajuk siaaaa.
with or without u we r still going out juga anywayyy.
tralalala.
hahah damn u make me look like a total idiot hahahaha XD
hahahhah. sape start dulu. tikah pun same.
hempuk karang dua2.
kehkeh
rafiq tunggu kau ahad ni.
al, hempuk kte gune cusion.
hempuk rafiq gune hammer.
heh.
*atika*azumi*
tanak.
nak hempuk dua2 guna kayu.
haha xmsl.
omg.rinduuu korangg.rinduuuu najwaaa.
ure not alone.
i owe u soo much mase i was feeling down dulu.
uve help me alot.
TQ!
and believe me, u'll not be alone.
kt masih ade :)
puteri diam boley x??? <--translate dlm baser org puteh
batch : tankiuuu. i'm not feeling down anyway. its just i need u guys to witness that its a total over this time. i wont write anything here anymore,atleast.
farahaina : u noe u love me so much kan.jadi tak payah di puteri2 kan gue disini.i already noeee it lah bitch. wat happened in rumah di melaka stayed in rumah di melaka.ok? bwahahah :P:P
aleya?puteri?OMAIGAT AHAHAHAHA BABI TAK KERING GUSI AKU MASUK BLOG AL HAHAHA
HAHHAHAHHAHA. lu memangggg wehhh cammm siallll. tergelak2 wa kat sini sorg2. hahah. dia weh. diamm.
alrite u my fav bitch ever!!!
muaxx....ko larghh bitch terbaek kat dunier!!!..
yeba yebaa yeba!!!
hahahah.farahainaaa nak flyyy pegiii manaaaaaa??
al = bitch?eh bukanlah.
al = puteri.ini baru sounds right.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
opppsss...sory morry...nmpaknyer tersebar sudeyyy...
bdw...
maner lagik...aku nk pegik...kat sinun larghhh(a place called here)
eeeeeeeeeeee.korg sume nih.pelahir2 1990 mmg hopelessssss.sudaaahhhh.jgn main disini!!!
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