harsh days

i'm sitting here all by myself after crying all day long. i dont wanna talk bout it. to mdm wahida whom i noe wont read this blog,i thank you 4 being my
lecturer for about 4 month. its just profesionality that i demand and apperentely,i didnt get. its the consideration i desire.but then,i didnt get it.
for all the personal things between u and me that clearly effected my result,i thanked you for all.
its bad to talk bad about teachers and lecturers.so,i wont talk bad anymore.not in this whole long life.not anymore.saya redha mdm.

to mak and ayah and kakak,
i dunno how to tell u all about it.its a big thing.i've been crying all day not because of me,but because of u three.
the ppl who care most bout my achievement. for all i know,i've done good enough in my mid term and clearly,it was a good start.
i started from scratch.recovering from my spm-result-sadness,i work hard when i came 2 mmu. i've proven to them all that i really want to do this,
which is the law thing.although i have been forced to study accounting and COMPUTER APPLICATION.its the law subject that counts.but apperently,i passed accountings
with flying colours and i passed comp apps with 32/50 which i think is OK for a person who hated comp apps so much.atleast,i've proven dat i did a lots of works in reading
and studies.

mak and ayah appericiated my work and i thank all of u for all the compliment.its not the compliment or any gifts i wanted.its just the satisfaction
of hearing those words and knowing that u all were happy.i know u guys worried so much when u first sent me here,2 mmu.which parents doesnt? it is a private institution
which u noe,the kind of all the kaya2 ppl who dont want 2 study,study in.atleast,i've builded up ur trust in sending me here aftr that kind of result.after all,mmu is not DAT bad in studies.
in fact,my pl03/pl04 class have all the pandai2 ppl.all the chinese are the bomb,i tell u.the BOMB.majority of our classmates gets atleast 5 a's for spm.most of the chinese are the straight a's student.
the chinese are anti-govermen-ing.that is y they chosed doing law in mmu instead of iptaS.they got looks,they got money and they got brain! jo is my personal favourite idol.oh and,david.hehe.
i dunno what am i doing here.it looks like convincing ppl.yeah,it is trying to convince,maybe.
w-h-a-t-e-v-a.

bye