Finally Finals

Jgn ajak aliahkama keluar. Ajakan korang semuaaa kedengaran tempting gilaa.kami ada finals dan ya,sy sdg study. uwa. uwa. jgn pndg rendah ohh 2 subjek ni. bole tahan gak ah membuatkan hidup tak tentu arah.check email pon hanya pada tengah malam.maka blog semakin terabai sikit.tell me about the song. haha.

Anywayyy. inilah untung duk rumah tak payah dgr hasutan komputer riba. satu je la. cemburu dgr org kelua gi pyramid. dan mlm ni,sambutan tahun baru. cemburu buta niii. ni yg nak balik melaka ni. ha balik kang. cewah mcm korang peduli. post tade motif berbahasa melayu ni sebenarnya bertujuan untuk mengucapkan :

Selamat Tahun Baru kpd semua dan Selamat Berjaya kpd rakan2 mmu melaka/cj.

Dah. tu je. pegi smbung study. takde apa2 yg menarik disini. oh2. housemates, gue akan pulang sedikit lewat. sbb spt dimention diatas,klu balik ep pengaruh lappies adlh kuat. kat rumah ada ibubapa utk mengawal. cewah. gudluck studies yeah. i'll see u guys later eh.bye2.:)

p/s : my 100th post for 2008. happy 100th post
'a place called here'. 100 post a year it is.d

I've been keeping this for a while and lucky for the readers (not) i'm in a mood of writing right now.i have found myself becoming more,what should i put it here.negative? tah. people have been complaining that i tend to provoke anything that i feel like provoking lately.without even care about other people's feeling.since sy sedang membuka pekung di dada ,i bet most of u will be agreeing by now.kan.

lemme tell u this.i dont provoke people all the time.to make things clear, if u want to ask advice about something,dont expect me to be all kind and nice and say good things that will make u satisfied and happy.because i wont.that was when i 'provoke' lah kot kan.call it watever u want but that is my effing way of expressing my so called advice.and to make things clear juga,i am a very2 bad adviser.

And now after receiving more than one complain,i really think i should stop doing watever i am doing.its juts getting too much for the people to bare with.u know i can choose to be all suportive and positive all the time kan. but instead, i acted negatively towards 'everyhing' and i provoked 'everything' that u people say. i thougt people can understand why i acted that way. human nature. they so love being given false hope.

People hate me for saying things i like.i really think that i should stop letting ppl rationalize things they shoudnt.this whole thing is making me paranoid to speak up.if this is what u people want,then u'll have it. i wont loss anything because i love to think that i'm a rational thingking person.atleast now i am one inside.kill me.stupid hope wins.and u rational thinker,lost.booo!

like other normal human being,i hate being critisized.in fact being me,i just feel like i dont even need one.honestly,i would appreciate if u can just keep it to urself if u really have the intention to condemn me one day.because i had enough.people change and i will.for a better or the worse,u are there to judge.but keep the judgemnet to urself.tell me nicely in a good way to change and i'll try.but honestly, i dont quite like the idea of critisizing without being asked.

If i need ur advice,i'll ask for it ok.in the mean time kita sume buat kerja masing2 and tak payah nak beriya2 try to prove benda yg tah ape2.and tolonglah semua org didunia,jgn make up stories.kt je tau yg kt tgh menipu.so,sukati koranglah.Tuhan is always there to listen and maybe he'll be laughing up there for the stories that we make up.because most of the time the stories we made is something that is beyond what we can achieve.that is how silly a manusia can be.

Enough said.i dont hold anger for long.i'm here to listen.i'll give advice.tp atleast for once think about my situation juga lah before saying things.my current situation.some ppl cant just moved on.one last thing i want to say here is some things are better to be kept by 2 jiwa shj.kalau benda tu serius,there is no need for other people to be knowing the stories kan.i never did that to people.i kept things to myself. and i'm still wondering why people are doing that to me.especially when i am in this condition.


kalau tanak pk secara relevant dan rational pon,atleast just fikir.fikir je.
ok.selamat tido.

ppl like us, we see things differently. perhaps its our creative artistic sides, might also be the poetic (that u are, if u still havent realize it just yet) part in you. we are, as we believe (but others fail to see), special and unique.

we think too much.
we love too much.
in which at the end of the day, we break the things we care the most.
how did those happen?
beats me.
we just do.

i realized over time, speaking up is the best solution. it wont result logically, or the way we want it to be. but it really send the messages cross. and stop letting ppl rationalize things they shouldnt.

believe me,when i read ur laters i remember myself.
once.

gosh.u brought the past alive

- fynn jamal

Too many updates on my mind right now.

20th of december
as noted by all i've been away to port dickson for 2days.unfortunate for me, i had to go back to malacca on the next day to compile my assignment and to do the final revision for my midterm.anyways,PD was awesome. Me and the other 7 cars of our families stayed in Ancasa Hotel for 3 days. we had sooooo much fun. i'll let the picture do the talking. silakan,gambar2. :D

the little maria's

telematch

after the telematch

bola tampar

futsal

a hot baby and a hot mama

beach~

new generation of the majids.

.tisya,dinee,syami.

.the cicits.

mothers day + fathers day bbq celebration

dedicated special to mummies and dadies

.kenangan terindah by the kanak2 sekolah.

After bbq we had the prize giving ceremony for the telematch winners.fathers/mothers day present were given out as well. all the 12 children of Abdul Majid were given a cute senduk bercorak lembu which i thougt really suits them since the majids love cooking so much.and after that, at around 12 am uci sent me back to malacca together with my 7 cousins who wanted to teman us all the way there. thank u :) fyi in this big fat family,there are nearly 30 cucu and around 19 cicit of the majid's generation.there will be more to come i'Allah.till the next vacation cousins! :D

22nd december

Had a very2 high fever due to the pertumbuhan gigi baru.the pain was like shit.i had my islamic consti paper that evening and i really think i had done my best screwing it up.lets just pray i'll pass.amin.

24th december

Went to Mines Wonderland with fatin.she belanja me the tickets that cost her rm70. gila punya pempuan. but atleast she's my pmpn gila :) ok,puke. we had fun playing around the wonderland although the wonder-land did literaly make us wonder there for not knowing what to do during the day. but at night it was fun.we watched the christmas show, played in the ice world,sightseeing and boat ride all the way untill we felt extermely exausted and decided to went back home.

26the december

Today, i went out with mimi,fana,wani and ariza. ariza and wani asked me to bring them for 'school bag hunting' and mimi wanted to watch histeria so much.so, i decided to bring them all to pyramid. senang kerja. mimi,fana and i went to watch the movie leaving the two kids to shopped for their school bags. before that mimi,fana and i went to have our lunch in old town.lunch will always be hours if there are 'us'.perempuan.

i guess that was a farewell lunch from us to fana.for your information,fana have moved out to kuantan this evening.it was a short notice for me as well.for those who know her u might already noticed the problems she is going trough right now. fana together with her mother and her siblings have decided to move out from their house in subang. mimi and i ,we cried on the way to her house. i was so shocked and still i am now.i shall write a post about it later.

After sending fana and ariza to their house and wani to my house i went to mcd with mimi. i brought along my lappies and we sitted there and borak for hours.went back home at around 8 smtg.my ayah went to singapore by bus and he's coming back today.i have to fetch him in puduraya at 12midnight.i have about an hour to go before 12.now u know why i'm so rajin updating everything kan.so,toodles.i'm off to bersiap.

Wanted to blog about my vacation in PD.
wanted to blog on how i answered my exam during this high fever
wanted to do all those tags.
wanted to read all the new posts of my blogger list
wanted to check emails and write emails badlly

i'm effing not functioning well.
cant eat well since 2 days.
really not functioning well.
all i can taste is the flavour of the sour beverage.
i dont want orange juice anymore.
i want



.prosperity burger.
oh gigi geraham,tolong behave.

Whats yours?

One Tree Hill Season 5 Episode 14

Episode Title: What Do You Go Home To.

Morning time, people getting up thinking about the people they love.

Lucas: Lindsey. She's the first thing i think about every day. "How is she?" "Does she miss me like i miss her?" "How do i get her back?" And then another day without her begins.

Peyton: Lucas.

Jamie: Chester.

Brooke: Brooke. Oh, my god. I have to pee.

Haley + Nathan: Jamie.

Dan: Keith.

Aliahkama: (silent) :(


I'm getting delusional again. kill me.

That madam whom i've been mentioning lately has problem in remembering names. simple equation. normal person,dont know names : ask. madam asmida,dont know names : call any names she likes.

She called maryam - alderina teressa. rathi - kalkana. fatin- fatimah.

We have to pay 100 % concentration when she start pointing and calling names.and her expression will be like selamba gila.gila confident.she's 100 % sure when she called names. her selambaness was hillarious.

Ali will be like pointing to himself and saying things like, 'me?'
madam asmida, 'ya la. u la sulaiman.'

today's class was rather hillarious.she asked for some of the classmates names.once she asked,she'll remember.tapi masalahnya,she'll only remember the name.not the face.today,she asked atikah,fatin and naufal's name. the next minute,everyone in the class is atikah,naufal and fatin.

like i said,she doesnt even care wheter the name suits the person she's pointing or not.amira came late to class and she asked, ''why are u late *pause* (making the 'wats-her-name-again' face) naufal?" but she did improved sikit today.

She asked fatin najla for her name.then,after couple of hour she came back to fatin najla and said , 'ok fatin what's your opinion'. see.10 points for mdm.later she elaborated what have just been said by fatin najla and at the end of the class she said ''thank u for the answer, atikah''

ATIKAH?

haiyo.

This is what my midterm question for Syariah looks like.

Question 1
Bo and Doh were charged with theft at Untung Bank. The evidence are as follows :
bla.bla.bla.

Give your judgement.

Exactly.dah la BoDoh.mencuri pula.

Question 2
Moyang is one of the testifying witness in Cucu's and Cicit's adultery case. His testimony has convicted the accused.
bla.bla.bla.

Solve this case.

The first thing on my mind were something silly.i was about to ask madam the question when i realised yang ianya langsung takde kena mengena.i thought Moyang,Cucu and Cicit are related.sampai hati moyang.dah la moyang.tgk,tak relevan.

Cool kan nama2 yang dia bagi.for heaven sake,its the syariah paper.we were bringing tafsir Al quran and stuff.madam kami mmg sgt cool.the same madam yang bagi cuti hari tu.thats why i love her :) kehkeh.

And now,i have to do her subjects assignment.the question is something like this

The position of Yamin (oath) in sexual offences and the role of Syariah Court. Write an essay about an analysis of Saiful Bahari Azlan v Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim's case.

Politics.by now i bet many of u will go 'blerghgfudgfuduf'. haha. i have to do an analysis out of this case and write 10 pages essay . Now,puke. hahah. care to help? jom lah.it will be fun. blerghygygsgfj.


Out.

Doraemon

I had a 'girly day' today.sape kate orang yang ada midterm esok tak boleh bergembira? haha.this was when i received sms from gha.

siti najihah- al,tottemo daisuki tu ape?

siti aliah- lirik lagu doraemon.asal?

siti najihah- yeke. xpasan lak aku..maksud die tau tak? ade org bagi.

siti aliah- i love u very much! kt pon tatau tapi tgh google ni. hahah.sape bagiiiii

sweeett kannn.feel like revealing names here pula.haha.and after that gha and i had some girly chat about that one guy and stuff.fatin and i get all excited about it and started to find the article of 'How to say I Love You in 100 Languages'.i think she has posted it in her blog.check it out here.and just now we,the housemates bertungkus lumus menyiapkan farah for her dinner tonight.what a girly day for me ohh.haha.check out izza's blog to see aliahkama in telekung.blergh.gudnite.

p/s;izza,tgk i use the new lesson i learnt fully kan.haha.

Hatiku sayang,harini dah 3 bulan.sampai bila nak macam ni..sudah la tu eh.cukup ok?

A confession.i think i am now one of million people of "accute cyberworld junkies". quoting. sehari tanpa internet,i'll die kot.i cannot lah.sleeping without checking emails is like makan nasi tanpa nasi.pfft.cant think of any perumpamaan right now.bole la tu kan.damn wehhh.i'm bored and i'm hell broke.i have like rm50 only to survive di bumi melaka.takpa,i'm a survior.enough of the confession thingy.anyways,i came across an article by dr fadhilah kamsah while blog hopping just now.intipatinya begini :

cakap yang salah pada masa yang betul --memang silap.
cakap yang betul pada masa yang salah --memang nahas.
cakap yang salah pada masa yang salah --memang bunuh diri.
mesti: cakap yang betul, di masa yang betul

not to say that we have to say all the right things all the time.me myself,i talk shit most of the time.it is really okay to talk craps at times.doctor pun did mentioned its not appropriate juga tu talk the right thing during the wrong time.being me,i talk what i want and what i think. but i dont do it in ambiguity.that is why when i'm confuse,i tend to provoke.mulut ini.dan provokasi ini.selaluuu menyakitkan hati orang.kan.i cant help it but to feel stupid when i'm confuse.tak best kan perasaan jadi bodoh tu? siapa nak.

And lastly,dr fadhilah ada cakap kalau hendak dilayan dengan cara kita mahu dilayan, kita mesti layan dahulu mereka dengan cara yang kita mahu dilayan sebegitu.semakin hari semakin tak dapat control pula i ni.note to myself,give and take je lah kan.no harm pon.dah lama kau adapt dgn cara hidup orang.ketepikan je perasaan tu and follow their flow.as always.listen what they want to say and stop provoking.not everyone can think the way we are kan.treat people the way we want them to treat us.that way everyone will be happy2:)

anyone,please come to melaka.and with YOUR money,i sumpah i'll entertain u.come lah. lets entertain eachother shall we. eiuw? pfft. wtv just come la!

Woke up at 7.30 this morning and oh,terlepas semayang subuh.i sumpah i'll qada later.i set 5 alarm because i know 'snoozing' one alarm wont ever work for me dan kali ni,5 alarm semua tak jalan.told you i was tired.hellllllll tired.now,its 7.45 am.pelik! why is the water in Emerald Park sejuk gila ni?? went back to malacca yesterday and was not happy with the change. sejuuuukkkk gilaaaa.camneeee niiiiiii. feel like menggigil kesejukan sepanjang hari,makan breakfast atas katil sambil menonton youtube.tapi dream on je la weh. i have class in approximately 12minutes.thought of blogging to reduce my kesejukan.tp damn,i was wrong.typing makes me feel sleepy pula.bijak lah kaw al.ok bye.

After a looooong while,u came back.this might look so obvious but sy ta peduli dah.i just want u to know that your dissapearance screwed my whole life.damn.we could work things out back then.we surely can.tapi sekarang,i dont think i can make it anymore.watever that was going on with us that time was growing and i slowly started to accept.tp stupidily,u left.he came and u left.he was a mistake and i can hardly move on from those mistakes i've made.what the fucking fuck were u thingking lah men.yes i'm blaming u for dissappearing.but i guess u're not bright enough to notice kan.seriusly korang sume ni ingat aku apa weh? tgk,i'm using 'aku' with the capital A.K.U. and jangan risaulah.dtg and tinggal2 je lah sebab sy tak langsung dah intrested lagi.no mood untuk apa2 berkaitan sampahan ni lagi.puaslah hati semua.

the raya haji

kakak is still in indonesia,ayah went for qurban.leaving us the 3 beranak to camwhore as usual.

me likey this baju so much.the tangan and all.kikiki.my emak has a great taste when it comes on choosing my baju kurung.i never shopped for mine myself.selalunya,balik rumah for raya je dah tersedia.

the majids.


inilah rumah tok.di kl.persatuan orang2 tiada kampung.

a must do activity.

hahah.funny thing to see batch,maliq and surprisingly fatin pon beraya ta balik kampung this year.fatin and batch like they said,pembalik kampung tegar.haha.mesti bosan kan beraya kat kl and subang.being the majids and gazali's i never ever had a chance to celebrate raya in kampung.kampung as in the real kinda kampung.both my grandparents passed away since we were little.my grandparents punya rumah pon dekat kl juga.so,all my relatives setteled down in kl.19 years beraya di kl make me feel sedikit takut utk settle down myself.yelah,memikirkan nanti na kena beraya kat kampung org lain.dah la kampung.orang lain punye pula tu.haha.ape wa pikir ni.shuh2.dah.bye.

oh2.can i tag everyone to post pictures of your raya haji pleaseee? i know this years raya was kinda bosan skit sbb tade cuti and all.i dont care i'm still tagging anyway.i love to stalk people's pictures,i love to see people update their blogs. and saya sukaaa menyusahkan orang.u've been tag.tqvm.

date- 6.12.2008

location- bukit cerakah

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selamat malam batch.jumpa esok.

Date : 01-12-2008
Subject Code : BPS2614
Posted By : ASMIDA BT AHMAD

CANCELLATION OF TUTORIAL CLASSES (3 & 4 DECEMB :

DEAR STUDENTS,
I WILL BE IN SABAH & S'WAK ON 3-4 DECEMBER 2008 (WEDNESDAY & THURDAY) FOR LEGAL ATTACHMENT'S VISIT. THEREFORE, TUTORIAL CLASSES ON THE DATES MENTIONED ARE CANCELLED. WHILST FOR LECTURE ON 9 DECEMBER IS POSTPONED DUE TO HARI RAYA HAJI. ALL CLASSES SHALL RESUMED ON THE 10 DECEMBER 2008.
SORRY FOR INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.
DON'T FORGET TO DO THE NECESSARY READING ON THE SUBJECT WHILE IM AWAY..


no class on thursday maka off we go back to kl. hahaha. sumpah didnt plan to go back terlampau selalu sgt. tapi what to do. 2 subjects for this 2nd sem je. thats why we have all the time in the world to go back home. dah lah baru sampai melaka isnin tu. unfortunately this is just for 2 month time. lepas ni,back to the never ending semester with lots and lots of subjects.

till then,bye2 melaka.
selamat hari raya aidiladha to my dearest housemate.from fatin and i.sorry tak dapat jumpe before balik.last minute plan. i went back with fatin.so,see u all after raya lah i guess. take care.salam. :)

I cant stop myself. I swear I've tried. The more i tried,the more i want to do it. I went down to the nearest public phone and start dialing. At that point of time i know it was useless. It was something stupid to do. This whole thing annoys the readers especialy

My heart was beating so fast i thought it will explode. I couldnt care less about all those people walking behind me. As if the whole world has stopped to witness the stupidity i am about to make. And i did it. I dialled the number and silently,i listen to the voice.

The voice which i last heard 3month ago saying dont let go and telling me it was all a stupid misunderstanding. My hand was shaking badly and before i knew it, tears was falling so fast from eyes. I really feel like telling the voice that..that.. no. i wasnt planning of telling anything. Infact if i ever had a chance, i dont think i have anything to say.

Bottom line what i did today was stupid but it was all worth it.


I can sense that u have stop viewing my blog. we really have drifted apart. its a good sign tho. but if you still reading,yes it was me just now.

it was 9.10pm when i received msg from shera.

shera : awk,tgk bulan n bintang.comel sgt.

alia : ala. ta de bulan kat melaka. benci :(

shera : sygnye.comel sgt.indah.subhanallah.

alia : try taking pics. nak tgk!

shera : best sgt.comel.nak nangis tgk.

alaa. unlucky for us in melaka we didnt get the chance to see it. Subhanallah. Praise the Lord. Its amazing how the moon and stars were shaped into something that looks like a smiley face. i'm not good in interpreting this kinda thing. check out afdhal's blog for clear picture.

Went to ikea to have some good food due to the unlucky food eating yesterday.the que was soooo long but it was hell worth it. thanks kwn2. :D

there were salmon with i-cant-remmbr-the-name sauce.meet balls.chicken leg with some kinda sauce and daim cake.sedap sgt2.

going back to melaka at 830 esok.mcm biasa.toime to study! midterm after raya haji.fatin! lets kick out eachothers ass yaw for a better pointer this sem. amin2. lets start with a good midterm result. fight oh.oh!

The Gathering

Yesterday was the gathering of MRSM Muar batch 05-06. i remember receiving an invitation msg saying 'berkumpul before 12'. so, i woke up around 930.awal okayhh. fetch gha at ktm subang around 11. the train was delayed.then,off we went to uia pj to picked up meer and zenal.

There were many cars everywhere in town. Took us 1 hour to arrived at times square. i dont quite like the idea of gathering in times square anyway. because i dont like the crowd there. ape2 je lah. anyway,i didnt sesat at all! first time oh.cooool tak.

There were some technical problem with the monorail yesterday. it causes some of our friends,including the organizer to be stuck at kl central. we waited for everyone to come lama gilaa. we were one of the earliest group to arrived. dekat 2jam gak ah bersiar2 kat dlm tu doing nothing.

so we had our lunch at the food court.due to the lack of sit at other places.the crowd in ts was sgt byk dan annoyingg i tell youu.especially those kids wearing their freak outfit,walking together in a BIG group,singing god-noes-wat-song and trying to be cool.i swear i feel like giving a bitch slap to each of them.

oh.soryy.back to them.it was fun to be sitted in one long table during the lunch,to be able to do some catching up with eachothers current life. sitting beside afif at the table was hard.cant give my claypot bowl privacy oh. noty2 boy as always. the claypot rice was the worst claypot i ever tasted.

Went for bowling after lunch.but ahha.sience six knows that i wont play kan.another phobia thingy.haha.so they did played and i watched.they had their great toime together.since it was 630 when they finished playing,everyone then decided to say goodbye. dont worry sc 6.There will be another gathering next year. :D

The day wasnt over yet for the four of us.gha,zenal,meer and i. we had a 'meeting' and agreed to go to gha's house in kapar. first thing before we start our journey we singgah at subang for maghrib. then,to carefour to buy present. then off we went to kapar at around 830pm. zenal drove all the way from ts. lucky for me they agree to follow.kalau tak,i'll have to drive all the way to kapar oh.

The journey was fun jugak la.sesat larat gila masa pergi.funny thing was,gha cant even remember the jalan to her own house. gelakk je sepanjang perjalanan.adoyai.gha and zenal was not in a very good condition.they caughed all the way. kesian mereka.i hope i wont berjangkit.so far so good i'll say.kental nih.haha.

sampai kat umah gha around 10 lbh kot. lepaked there for a while,minum for the sake of being a tetamu and waited for gha to pack her things.sudah selesei sumanya,kami bertolak pulang.this time,i drive.i was starving masa tu. we all were.kecuali meer.dia katela.pfft.

the mission to find a place to eat was hillarious oh.susahhhh gila nak cari and berhenti due to the baddd communication we had.when they asked me to pull over and stop at the kedai mkn,i didnt.when i asked whetr to stop or not,they didnt answer.at the end,we agreed to make a u turn and eat at that lucky restaurant.

i guess yesterday was an unlucky day for me.again,the food tasted not so nice.hampa je.we ordered lauk2 that cost us rm60.it was not that bad la.ok la.but gha and i cant eat well sbb perut gue sakitt bgt masa tu.so,there we go.dinner at 11.maunye tak masuk angin.kesian kan.

after dinner,zenal continued driving.i was in pain okayy.went back to uia pj and i drove back to subang with gha.kesimpulan for yesterday was,semua sakit harini kecuali meer.and being the most eligible person to drive,he didnt.

thank you everyone for everything.it was fun.

sekian.woah.pnjgnye.tak perasan plak.wtv.bye.

the 2nd reunion for sc6.there'll be more coming.i'Allah :)