fuck lah.lately i posted some sampah je kan.i know.lets just not talk about 'it' anymore.anyway,midterm fever has started.i'll be having my exam on the 25th july(friday) which will be the MALAYSIAN LEGAL SYSTEM exam.i dont know about others but,i havent fully prepared.i have like,2days from now to do the final touch up.looking back to my alpha year,i have bad records for my midterm exams.i dont usually get full marks like the other pandai2 ppl and all i ever get was the average marks.damn.i have to work smart this time.

next week,we'll be having exam for CONTRACT LAW.it will be on the 1st august.okay.that one.that.is.a.hard.subject.sumpah takot.i've spent too much time for MLS and i havent start studying for contract.time management=failed.shit lah.wtf were i thingking tah.while i'm writing this,i can feel the tense.trying not to be panic,i promise i'll start reading tomorrow.

i have to go back to subang this week.i have to.i am so trully,madly,honestly,deeply homesick by now.foodsick.friendsick as well.i'll be home,insyaAllah but subang's friend..i dont think i'll have time to meet u ppl.because i'll be bringing books to read.huhu.BUT.dont worry.my midsem break is around the corner.it IS around the corner.it will be on the 4th anyway.cuti nnt sumpah nk minum kat dome.evryone should try it there.wtf.exam!exam!.wtf.bye

i knew i wont listen to my heart.
instead,i listened to them.as always.
i'm sorry.
trust me,its not just you.
i hurt my heart as well.


p/s-kuri died.
p/s-kak rozie pandi masak.

and you turned back.
that was when i clearly realised.

kadang-kadang bila kita tak nak,benda selalu datang.
kita tanya hati,is this it?
tapi hati cakap dia pon tak tau.
haih.
benda ni buat kita berfikir.
to move on or not to move on is what i've been thingking.
hari ni kita tulis sebab kita takleh berhenti berfikir.
kita cuba nak tulis pasal awk tapi it sounds so empty.
as empty as a hole in my body.
u're beautiful indeed.
kita tahu kita ada tertinggal sesuatu.
yg kita tak tau is whether i rather it stay long kat situ
or i rather have it back.
haih.
it sets me thingking about you.
all day long.
this is not good kan kawan2?

i am easily get annoyed with all sorts of things.i get annoyed with things like-what ppl say,what ppl do what ppl thought and to the worst extend,i sometimes annoyed by the way how ppl makes their decision.yes.i easily get annoyed with stupid decision.and stupid act.and stupid manner.i cant live around stupidity.literaly means,stupid.no brain.i define stupid as one that couldnt think rationally,provide no good reason in making decision and take for granted everything that suppose to be important in one's life.

i can easily get emotionally annoyed when i dont understand what is going on around me.that makes me feel stupid.being emotionally annoyed makes me a self centered person when all i ever did was trying to understand things according to my way.i am not saying i'm not stupid.i am like every other human being in the world.but i put my piroritized in 'rationality'.u guys have no idea how much i really care about rationality.i am not intelligent,trust me.i dont usually think out of the box.i have my own reasons why i think rationality is so important in one's life.

when i look at people,i always have this thing to catagorized them into rational or unrational group of ppl.call it a bad habit but i rather mentioned it as a part of my sacred inner that i sometimes wish i dont have.when i get annoyed with something,i turned out to be moody gile.its so easy to understand me i guess.when u realised i am not acting the way i am,thats when i am annoyed.i am not a moody person but this small2 things could just easily take away all my happy mood.tak sukeee

sumpah gua annoyed.

did i mentioned that i have the best housemates?

to all the syarifahs..this post,is for u.:D:D:D

one of the syarifah (i dont noe which one) had tidied our house yesterday and when i woke up,i realised everything was in order.for that,i wanna thank u.

terima kasih ya.

this group of people make me feels like home.

not that subang-kinda-home.

its my new-kinda-home.

melaka home.

yeah.i dont have any bad feelings saying that.

at last.:):)

in case if u havent noticed,Anwar is facing the latest sodomy allegation against him.

and in case u havent noticed this is not the first one.

in case u havent noticed,khairi jamaluddin had spoken out.

and in case u havent noticed,Tun had made a comment too.

in case u havent noticed,Anwar's accuser is a 23 year old men.

and in case u havent noticed,he gets only 1.69 for his gpa
and factually speaking, hes a uni drop out.

in case u havent noticed i am enjoying this kinda case.

and in case u havent noticed,i'm a political activist.

after this last line i wrote,
i found myself saying-wtf.hahah

malaysian political are so much fun.especially when being like me,i watched from far all the drama and without fail,i laughed.be a politician.be retard.be stupid.it wont make any better for the world.but please.please.dont stop speaking up because like any other bored student,i need entertaiment.

she entered the class.she waited.he wasnt there.

10mins later

he entered.looking all good.he spoke softly.

she smiled.

minutes later.

he asked.
what's the capital city of malaysia?

they answered
kuala lumpur

she smiled.half laughed.

he said.
good.
good try.

he pointed her
yes you.whats the capital city of Malaysia?

she answered
putrajaya

he smiled.

he asked
whats the capital city of canada?

they answered
toronto

he replied
its like saying north korea is a city in singapore.

they laughed.

she smiled.
and thought,
sometimes,malaysian ppl just dont care.
shameful of us.
including me.i mean her.

that picture.its random anyway.

ok.theres this girl.wait.i wont be telling names here bcoz i know somehow,she'll read.i wanna give her some name.it'll be fun.ok i got one.i'm naming that girl as 'herpes'.damn.that feel noiicee.

herpes here is one of my friend in mmu.atleast that was wat i thought before.apperantly i guess God love me a lil bit more than harpes.pity girl indeed.one of her friend happened to tell me about what herpes been bitching about me all this while.

surprisingly,that doesnt gave me even a slightly shocked.it was a good try tho.tahniah lah weh.i've been bitch-ed (is that even a word?? wtv) like,so many times with so many ppl.not to boast around,i'm actually proud to say that i am immune with all this fucking stuff.see.i'm being modest.wtf.

my name must taste good because its always in somebody's mouth.yes.i'm quoting.bitching about me must be fucking fun kan.maybe it feels like eating some nasi lemak sambal lebih telur letak atas,harga kurang kan? maybe it feels like winning some lucky draw when u actually didnt even buy the lucky draw ticket.KAN? answerrr me bitcchhess and bastardss!!

i dont fucking care about that fucking things u've been fucking talking since fucking forever.try to change me and i'll ask u to rot in hell.try to confront and i'll fucking annoyed u to hell.tell me i'm super sensitive and i'll say the bad words in front of ur face and we'll see who is d sensitive baby there.tell me i'm irresponsible and i'll thank u for realising.tell me i'm hypocrite and i SWEAR i'll slap ur face.

i'm sorry for this emotional post.
just stop,u people.
once and for all.
just stop.

3 against Italy
4 against France
and finally,
2 against Romania.

the game was rather boring during the 1st half.that caused me to watch the 2nd half all alone when everyone had fall asleep.dutch was saving their players,playing it safe and they did missed some attempt.the 2nd half was a happy moment for me when huntellar scored the 1st goal and Persie scored another.damn.they shouldnt sleep and left me chearing alone.dutch played extraodinary well in this year's euro.

on the other event,italy won 2-0 to france.i am an all time france supporter since forever and being one,i felt devestated.they should have their chance to win if abidal wasnt given the red card and ribery didnt get injured.i wanted to see more of them in euro actually.but they didnt played well.not this time.

so,Italy and Netherland are qualified to the quarter finals.i bet all the dutch supportes wanna see more goal from dutch.we demand for moreeee dutches~

today is my first day in degree.it was..em..okay .i'll be living in emerald park apartment for,i dunno for how long.as long as i want i guess.my place is fine.the housemates,rooms and everything else is okay for a good start,atleast.

so far so good i'd say.its fun tho when we have lesser class compared to the foundation year.i'll be free for the whole day tomorrow.:):)

i am doing fine here.but the moment my parents went home after sending me to malacca,i already misses subang.a lot.

so we did went out n had the greatest time of all.surprisingly with the lack of time n money(kot),they managed to threw a surprise celebration for me.celebration in advance i'd say.to sara,nina,batch,pja,mimi thank you for the great time.sara thx for the flower shape pillow,batch for the blanket,nina for the shawl(lol batch) ,mimi for the soft toy n everyone for the cake n the laughter.oh ya.pantun.

terima kasih daun keladi

lain tahun buat surprise lagi!

kt syg korg hawi2~

cheers :D

ini blanket dari batch.dia suruh post dlm blog dan bawa pulang ke mmu.setelah 12 tahun kt mintak kan.haha.terima kasih daun keladi.em..haha.sudah.slmt mlm dunia.

greetings people.lately i realised i wrote short post je kan.(i mistakenly typed shirt)wtf.i wrote shirt post.post about shirt.i wear shirt,and i write.wtf.anyway,my holiday has come to an end.i guess 3 weeks doesnt stay too long.it comes and it goes.next week,i'll be typing blogs in my new room in my new apartment in malacca or melaka or wateva it is spelled..shit.typing the word malacca itself gave me that bad feeling.

after getting my result,i am now officialy finished my foundation in law year.frankly speaking (or typing or wtv) the foundation year has been the most taughest year in my 18 years of life.take note that i'm talking about my 18 years of life.i dont know what might come later lah kan.dont blame me if in 4-5 years time ahead i might be giving this taughest year award wtf to the other years.anyhow i'm praying for a better life ahead.i had enough with those days at mmu.so bachelor in law,here i come! wuhu.

tomorrow is our girls day out n we'll be going to the redbox karaoke.i'm so excited.shera if u happend to read this,kt sgt sedih awk xdpt bersama.wah.and good luck for your interview.i'll be praying.and pray for me dat i wont spent all my last money tomorrow so that we can go out again on thursday or friday.or both. u all know how much i wanted to end my holiday with the most great/memorable/precious way kan.and its you ppl who can make it come true.now i sounds like some game show host.wtf.

oh yeah.i'll be 19 years OLD in about 4 days time.(hint.hint)damn.i'm old.1 year older means 1 year matured n stuff.i just hope i'll be more organize by now.and more independent.and more tolerance.i really have to be a better person than whom i actually are.girls can dream rite? dat is what i'm doing.good night all.

love.

Thank You Allah

alhamdulillah.

thanks for all the prayers.
much love from aliakama to all of you.because i'm so happy:)

good life

the definition lies in you

but you wasnt there.

.sigh.

wait.they never began to be able to end.

atleast that is what you thought.

you wont come back kan.

will you?

malaya genius

"if ever anyone approaches me to do a box set of the 3 films, i'd include the deleted scenes. but who would be interested in compiling my films, and even if there were someone, who would buy it anyway!"

i will! i will!

p/s: credit to yasmin for her new mcd KAKI BOLA commercial.its one of her masterpiece.

ghostly ghost

dayuumm.cant believe i watched ghost again.haha.blame me for being super bored this holiday.i pick up some lines that somehow,gave big impact to that drama...again,i have all the time in the world and i actually paused and typed all this lines.

"..but with jamal,i can be sad,grummpy or boring.i can be real for once.and he's just been so sweet,checking out on me to make sure that i'm okay"- julie

"...i was the guy she'd turned to after a guy make her cry.i was the only one who make her happy.she never saw that.she still end up with those guys.guy like zack imran" - dr.jamal

"u know,i am so sure we gonna solve everything soon pastu,garenti u ok.promise." - eza

"look,eza.we all miss zack.what u're doing here its not going to bring zack back.u know,its not.."- jimmy

"all my life i've never really bother to find out how people really are inside.but not untill now." -zack imran

"eza.i'm here.just focus.(after a few second eza tried to stay focus,she's able to see zack).selama ni i tak pernah tinggalkan u.cuma u yang tak nampak i." -zack

"there are days when i miss him but i know he is there.ther are days when i can feel him,his breath,keeping me warm.there are days when i feel his strenght.telling me that i can be so much more.and there are days when i dont think about him.those are the easiest,calmest days of all."- eza

"Dear eza,

kalau u dapat baca surat ni maknanye u dah sedar semula.ia juga bermaksud i dah tiada lagi.semasa i tulis surat ni,i semakin lemah.nak tulis pon susah.nak pegang pon payah.

makin lama,kuasa i makin hilang.tak tau lah kenapa.mungkin masa i dalam dunia ni dah semakin suntuk.terima kasih eza.terima kasih untuk semua yang u buat untuk i.terima kasih sbb u je yg tolong i.

i hope that u have a good life ahead.dont be afraid to follow your dreams.be all u can be because u only have one life to live.who knows maybe , just maybe we'll meet again....in another life.

always,

zack "

privacy

glorious glory!

so i didn't watch it...so what? i am still going to post this anyway.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wanna say this to all those peeps out there who have been anti-MU all their lives esp to all those chelsea's fan especially maliq (haha) and my own ayah,nik and everyone else--

: MU are NOTABLY SINCERELY TRUTHFULLY HONESTLY MADLY DEEPLY UNDENIABLY NOTABLY MAGNIFICENTLY SUPERBLY GREATLY the most POWERFUL team in the whole wide universe right now. MANCHESTER UNITED are.


thanks sooo much to mr. van der sar for becoming the hero of the night.poor terry.i couldnt believe my ears at first when they said dat john terry failed to do the penalty.but after all,van der sar is the best.:D and the rest of the team (standing ovations to them) who'd made it possible to actually shut the a-hole mouths of all the people who always sneer at people who LOVE and ADMIRE the team, namely ME. now who's talking?

i am a bit devestated because i didnt get the chance to celebrate the glorious moment with everyone.Somehow,damn! i feel good.hahah.i feel damn good when i am able to condmened my chelshit supporters friends.hahah :P:P they told me dat last night match was rather emotional. was it true? damn chelsea.wat the hell were they thingking? wat the hell were drogba trying to do? hahaha.its kinda funny lah weh.

that was the best moment.
glory glory man utd!
:D



YES! the cups ours! the rest fan of the other team of the world can shut up and envy our freaking glory.