SHUT

i just believe so much...he really helped me over the past few weeks.i used to hate this place.i used 2 hate all the things and all the ppl here.but he taught me so much.he taught me that its not the job of this place to make me feel happy.its not MMU's fault that i dont feel i fit in.it doesnt matter where u are in the world because its about where u r up here.its about the other world i inhabit.the world of DREAM,HOPE,IMAGINATION N MEMORIES.

i hate diz place

omg it's getting worse..i dunno how am i going 2 survive in diz fucking hell which is full of fake person..i hate most of d ppl here..2day is d worse day of my life in mmu.my stupid day strtd at 8.10.i woke up without prfmg my solat subuh.my stupid class starts at 9.i ws struggling on my bed 2 get up 4 about 20 min.i didnt take my bath,n sleepily i went 2 class.it is all bcoz of d lack of sleep.ktorg tdo at 3 am last nite..i was so tired,restless n my mind juz cant stop thgkg about HOME.

i dunno y i'm so feaking homesick rite now.after d class,we went back 2 room.m and i.we slept all d way untill 11.we woke up n went 2 stupid acc class.shit.acc class is forever like shit.2day's class was a disaster.m and i kene marah dgn lecturer sbb,ktorg AMIK GMBR DLM CLASS.hello,it was aina yg tbe2 sibuk2 nak ami gmbr 3 org pki my phone.repeat,my phone.we neva eva done dat stpd thg in class,ok.ok maybe once or twice.but not when d teacher is tcg (eventho its acc class n we were daydreaming much of the time).but,tkg class at dat period of time?hell no!

my list of disaster of d day didnt juz stop there..ktorg beli mknn 4 lunch..we tapau..then,on d way back 2 hostel suddenly dat stupid plastic yg i pgg terkoyak..my food jatuh..some of d stuff terkeluar2..how fuck up was dat???then d list goes on..comp appli class is forever a nitemare for all d law student.i hate dat class so fkg much.d class just now is like a shit..i've been struggeling all d way untill d end of d lesson,d lecturer told me dat my tutorial is not complete.

dat was not d end of my day actully.but i'm getting sleepy ere..its 3 am in the morning.i really need more time 2 sleep.but i got class on 8,which obviously i wont go..n d next class will be on 11.which i think i have 2 go..ya Allah..kuatkan imanku,tabahkanlah hatiku.amin..

hostel uuhhh hostell

uhuhuu..our life hv been doomed i guess..in dis so called multimedia place..cmni citenye...mase tu hari selasa...i had a nescafe ice blended 4 my dinner..dah tau minum nescafe,cnfm2 xley tdo...so,dok je ah ats katil smpi bout pukul 4 xtdo2 lg...then kedengaran bunyi yg cam best jek..bunyi alarm kebakaran..xcm snegal lak pagi2 bute..mule2 xde rase cuak sgt..tp bile bukak tingkap nmpk mak2 guard dr fosee building n pakcik2 guard dr hostel laki mule kuar dr tmpt persembunyiaan msg2,rase cuak lak..klu drill xkn ah diorg pon terlibat..

dgn berbekalkn ketakutan,i kejutakn ah M..m pon cam cuak lak dgr kebakaran..die pon turun katil..ktorg ckp ah..xde pape kot..padehal bunyi dah memecah gegendang ketujuh telinga..sakit nk mati..tp dgn slumbernye ktorg duduk mencangkung di bilik dan memulakan aktiviti memakan manggis..haha..dlm cuak2 kul4 pagio tu blh lak mkn mggis..tp tu sume spt tndakan refleks yg xdpt diduga..dah mkn2 manggis nak trkenc plak..so we go 2 pee 2geda...alarm still bunyi..kuat lg ade...bberape bilik dah bukak lmpu..ade gak yg still tdo..bout 15minit gak ktorg tggu arahan selanjutnye..pastu g kat bridge..nmpk senior2 dah lari2 ke bwh..then diorg jerit2..sume TURUN!TURUN!! lift dah dibentikan..so nk xnk kenelah menuruni tangga dr tgkt 13...

M dgn berkemban pki towel je..haha..sume nmpk klaka siot mlm tu..eh..pagi..i je yg blum tdo lg..tp akhirnye sume tu adelah satu kesilapan..xtau la cmne leh berbunyi..tp kesilapan yg xdirancang....uhuh..jap gi tu class start kul9...seronok gile rase kat class..rase cam mkn dadah..hahah

oh nooooo~i want 2 learn philosophy!!

By bulletin on Thu, 5th July 2007
Expired date : 14-Oct-2007
For MMU campus: Melaka ~ Department: FOSEE
Category : Announcement/Memo/Circular



Dear law students,

Please be informed that starting Trim 2, 2007/2008, PPY0015 Introduction to Philosophy will be replaced with a new subject which is PIL0015 Introduction to Law.

Attached is the new course structure for June Intake 2007/2008 and January Intake 2006/2007.

Thank you.

FOSEE

hostelku tiada air

kehadapan rakan2 sekalian.dgn penuh rasa bangga,sombong dan bongkaknya,sy mengisytiharkan hostel di F1 dan F2 mmu melaka telah dilanda ketiadaan air yg melampau2.sehubungan dgn itu,semua penghuni kebanyakannya tlh mmbuat keputusan yg agak cam best utk pulang ke tanah air masing2.antara suspek2 utama di floor 12 dan 13 ialah risteena,nisa,kim possible,erin,iki dan maryam.ini menjadikan diriku keseorangan!!!! ya Allah.gue sorg sih.matieehh..nasib baik ade nabila.tadi pagi dgn muka yg ragu2 sume g turun masjid dgn harapan dpt beristinjak dan bermandi utk keclas.tp semua harapan punah musnah dan ranap pinap pabila melihat begitu ramai manusia lain nak mandi.cis.pastu gi ah kat cits.mandi situ.ouh.maleh ah nak cita.out

new life

atlast,i dah sampai gak kat mmu.dulu rase cam cuak gile nak msuk.so,let me start my blog bout mmu with my room.dapat tingkat 12 kat F1.room num 124.my roommate is my long-lost fren yg i xjmpe since d last day of school at primary school.kinda cool gak sbb she's from subang 2..btw,her name is maryam.we call her M.there r3 types of rooms in d hostel.d rate r base on d type of d room.ours is d biggest which is type C. so,mestilah sewa pon cam agak mahal.tp xpe ah.as long as selesa n cm best,layan kan je lah..tp d biggest problem,xde tandas kat our floor.siot je mule2.tp dah 2nd week ni,rase dah biase.our floor pon cam best.ade me,M,Erin,ris,kim n iki.iki tu syaza's best fren.kewl kan.floor tu cam best gak ah.iki n kim tu dak scholar yayasan.sangatlah pandai.


enough bout d hostel.nak cite bout our orientation lak.our orientation week was so2 fun! we had a rilly billy nice time.undescibeable lah d feeling.we've been devided into 4 groups which is green,yellow,red n blue.there r 500 ppls in each group.each group kene come out with team's cheer n defensive cheer.mmg best giler ah.all d oc cam gile gmpak.sgt2 gmpk.our green group nye oc ade edo,lee hong,ayuni,nithia,vinoth,khamis,amar n etc2.d best part of d orientation is our closing ceremony nite.best bgt.not everyone can come.it was held at d main hall.in my group,i cam xrapat sgt with d malay girls..xtau ah nape..i rapat dgn joanne n jing2.ade sports carnival sume.n i joined d basketball match with them.4 by 4 match.sian gle ah sbb jatuh teruk sampai darah2.parut cam buruk gile.back 2 d closing ceremony,ktorg sume lawan cheers group msing2.then ade some drama from each group.it was hell fun.seriously..smpikan dah nak hbis ceremony,ade some senoirs yg nangis.sedih gle ah..smpi hari ni pon klu tgk main field terigt2 suare abg adam,azizi sume.woah.sedih bgt.nnt i'll smbg my blog l8er.n i'll upload all d pictures.till then,end of story.

whats wrong wif u men?

ish.when FAM vs AFC,we still hoping dat AFC would consider all d factors.even pak lah wanted MANCHESTER UNITED to come over 2 malaysia.AFC n FIFA should open their eyes 2 see how we,d united fan really want diz match 2 be play here in our own contry.i'm one of d million's fan.we thank tenku abdullah 4 gambling his career n post in AFC as a vice president n i really hope dat hamam would atleast try 2 understand d purpose of having dat big team in malaysia.it would b one of d actraction 4 foreigner 2 come over 2 malaysia 2 support TAHUN MELAWAT MALAYSIA campaign.u see,all d united's fan from indonesia,thailand,singapore n all our neighbours would certainly come 2 watch d match.afta all,its hell more cheaper than 2 go all d way 2 see them in old traff.cant u guys see,it will be all worth it? everyone will b happy.no harm.please..i love u malaysia.n i want everyone 2 love malaysia as i do.please u ppl..pls understand our need.please..

tension plak

tibe2 terasa tension yg teramat.entahlah.time is running so fast.d holiday has come 2 d end.we r all leaving.i'm going 2 mmu melaka.batch wil b going 2 m3x perlis.gha,peeja,amalina, m3x perak.yg lain2 sume pergi jugak.esok,ktorg (petite) dah plan nak buat kenduri doa selamat kat dewan apartment BNM.ktorg kutip duit skit sorg n bayar mak batch utk masak nasi minyak.hopefully everythings gonna went smoothly.

hari ni n smlm i was a bit pissed off.it seems like i'm d only one yg nak buat kenduri tu.sbenarnye x..sume pon tgh bersmgt.cuma,i dunno y am i so tension 2day.smlm pon,dlm conference (me+batch+maliq+syam) i back off awal2.dgn alasan nk tido.sbnrnye x.

my mind juz cant stop thingking about everything.thinking of d fact dat they r all leaving make me so damn fucking weak.shit.i have less than a week 2 spend wif gha,batch,peeja n all those frens.i kurangkan online nowadays bcoz i am afraid of being alone bile diorg dah pegi.i'm sory gha.tp d pc prob is true jugak.diz is me.d worse side of me is afraid of loosing my frens.next week,at diz hour i will be writing diz alone,without anyone buzzing me.without anyone 2 play games wimme.withou anyone 2 shop till drop wimme.without anyone 4 me 2 go lunch wif.without them.


peeja,batch,leen,neena,sara,shera,mimi..god,diz is so hard.diorg sume xpnah kuar dr subang 4 a long period.d thougth of having them in subang when i went 2 muar make me happy.i noe dat sumone is there.now dat evyone is leaving,i dunno wat will happen when i go 2 melaka.i'm scared.i'm scared 2 death if diz frenship will end here.i love them wif every single beat of my heart.

i still igt d day i dapat tawaran ke mrsm muar.dat time,batch ade kat umah.balik dr skolah.masa kat skolah sume org sibuk2 check dpt msk mrsm ke x..mase tu,i lgsg xcheck.sbb xkesah pon dpt ke x.n mmg rase xde hrpn dapat..so,ktorg blk umah cm biasa.then,my mom call dr office.her question was 'adik tau x adik dapat ke x?' i said 'entah.xcheck lagi.my mom,'rase2nye?'n i was like 'tipu?? tipu ke???' pastu my mom ckp 'betullah.dpt mrsm muar'.ok.then,i masuk bilik.batch was there.pastu i gtau ah.n tanpa diduga,both of us cried in sadness.ktorg nangis dua2 bgi nak rak.lama sgt.dua2 diam je.its not dat ktorg happy.tp its more 2kerisauan.tears cant stop falling from our eyes.mase tu rase sedih yg teramat sgt.pastu,batch lah yg teman i n my mom beli sume stuff nak g maktab.shopping2 sume kat parade.sume tu still fresh lg in my mind.


now,terbalik plak.batch pergi dulu.i teman die beli sum stuff jugak 4 m3x.pergi mid valley.pergi one utama beli kasut.batch kate xleh bwk i g shopping kasut sbb sume i soh beli.pantang nmpk offer.murah skit,i suh.n end up dgn batch beli 3 kasut in 1 day.shopping was fun but d feeling was so hard.batch jauh sgtlah.perlis.aduh.

man united

man united vs ac milan
(san siro)

match against milan was a total disaster.huhu.i juz dun want 2 talk bad bout united.altho d defence was poor,midfield a bit shaky..heinze was all d way sux.i hate him so much.i watched d match with so much of hoped.it was a nerve wrecking match.i'm always proud 2 be mufc.altho milan's had scored thier 3rd n their last goal, united keep fighting till d end.as evry1 noes,united lose d match against milan.i received so many sms n msges from united's rivals saying dat man u sux n watso eva.diz might happend 2 all d united's fan all around d world.let me explain d power of mufc.when u guys see arsenal,chelsea or liverpool lose in anyform of matches,d media doesnt critisizes much on them.but whenava man u lost,even in d impossible match d media will say dat they r the worse player.they pissed me off.fuck d media and all d rivals.

man united vs man city

y a penalty was given 2 man city?? luckily we have van der sar 2 save d ball.man city played dirty.fuck.fukity.fukers.they are so aggresive n rude.they seems 2 attacked all our player.they really want d united's player 2 get injured.ronaldo seems injured.i saw his ankle bleeding when d match ended.i really hope he will recover 4 d exciting match at stamford against chelshit diz wednesday.paul sholes was d man of d match.


arsenal vs chelsea

i dun give a damn 2 d match.but,thanx 2 arsenal..manchester united is d champion of 2006/2007 barclays english premier league!!!! we won d title!! hooray!!! i'm soo happy afta all those devastating matches.but,fuck uefa.fuck all d matches.afta all,we won epl.n FA cup will surely be ours!! looking 4 wrd 2 beat chelshit all d way!
glory2!!

j

full of virus

uhuh.dah lame xtulis.so many things 2 write,but diz fucking laptop is getting worse.d viruses can find thier own way out.huh.last week was a fun week.started on thursday.ktorg wat plan nak g klcc dgn syam,maliq,khairil,me,batch n shera.tp mlm rabu,syam kate dia kene teman her mamah g bank..so,ktorg cancel plan.tp me,batch n shera still on lah.girls day out.at mid valley.we decided 2 watch Jangan Pandang Belakang.at 1st i tot i can handle d movie.when we 1st step into d cinema,i was like..'shit.why am i here?'.muka org lain cam lepak je.especially shera.i sat in d middle between batch n shera.i was closing my ear all d time during d movie.it hurt my finger alot.ouch.kepala i,i letak kat batch.kalau batch gerak skit je,i tarik dia.haha.dia bengang gle sbb sakit bahu dia kene dok senget2.ngahaha.tgn shera i letak on my lap.still rase insecure.takot gile lah JPB.tp sume ckp xtakut.all d way cite tu,i pujuk2 shera n batch soh kuar dr cinema.MENYESAL bangat tgk cite tu.cuax do.huhuh.afta d movie,ktorg g shopping.batch nak cari kasut 4 matrix.shera pon nak beli baju.i still xtau nak beli ape.so,pegilah bershopping2.oh ya.before dat we had our lunch at kenny rogers.our favourite place.nak cari tmpt luch pon terhegeh2.xdpt make out our mind.hmm.d service at kenny's mid valley was good,but i prefer d food at parade.U GO MIMI! hahaa.so,bru shop2.best ah.shopping with those 2 people neva been devastating.it was fun.

masa balik,in d train.we had 2 stand all d way back home in d komuter.it was 5pm.office hour.ppl starts 2 get back from work.dlm komuter,ktorg diri depan one blind guy ni.he was sitted beside 2 chinese lady.i'm not sure if one of them is malay or chinese.aaha.who cares.i was so touched 2 see all the scene dat happened in d train.3 of them(d chinese lady,malay/chinese lady n d blind men) doesnt even noe each other.tapi,diorg berborak2 n d two lady showed so much interest in d blind men.diorg borak cam mesra sgt.mcm org dah kenal bertahun2.they have fun talking 2 eachother.nampak sgt keperihatinan rakyat MALAYSIA.i was very roud.n i still i am now.

siti syahirah kamaruddin

me n kakak cam langit dgn bwh tanah.she's like an angel,and me on d other side is like a devil.dari kecik lg ktorg cm berbeza sgt.kakak xpenah couple2.die bkn jenis yg sosial2 sgt.me,tukar2 org.kakak xpnah kuar mlm.neva eva.me,slalu la jugak lepak ngn mmbr.kakak pndai.i tak.kakak sopan je klu ckp dgn sape2.me,i talk as loud as i can.she always make mak n ayah happy.me? d troublemaker.afta spm,she got d jpa scholarship n continue her studies in medicine at indonesia.me? god noes best.i'm proud 2 have a sister like kakak.sumtimes,i juz dun proud 2 be me.

driving is stressful

i've failed my driving test!!
huhu..rase cam org paling bengap je kat dunia ni!!!
fuck of!! damn bull shit!! sucker!! fuck ass!!!
benci diorg!!!
huh.puas.

man utd VS ac milan

smlm was a super tiring day.waiting 4 d match was so sux.2.45 pagi bru start match..frankly speaking,i was ready 2 lose.tapi kalau kalah,mati kt..mati kene kutuk dgn all my frens,especially dgn all those chelsea n liverfool's fan.dat game went without neville,park,saha n 2 make it worse without ferdinand.i was so worried b4 d game strts.but,d game started so well when ronaldho score 1 goal in less than 5 min.it was overwhelming.everyone was so happy.but it doesnt last long.kaka,milan's hero played super damn good..he's fast,skillfull n so2 cute.:) cute sggt..d 1st goal by kaka was at d 25th min.i cant remember when was d 2nd goal (yes,by milan)..d 2nd milan's goal was a big fat mistake done by united's defender.i marah gile2! bengang gile babi! heinze play like shit.ye lah kan,its not surprising 4 a reserve playa not 2 play as good as other playa,but its not acceptable 4 him 2 play DAT way! d 2nd goal by milan was like a disaster 4 united's fan..knowing dat united might lost their chance 2 b in d final.d crowd in old trafford was so stress.so as ferguson. d 1st half went hard.2-1 for united.masa break 1st half,i buat bnda2 yg sgt berfaedah,which is MAKAN.haha.mmg berniat nk puasa pon,so dah pukul 3 lebih tu alang2 sahur la skali..united gave all out in d 2nd half.but,without rio ferdinand,united's defence was way 2 poor.d defender was all over d place.ntah ape2.lack of comunication n i have 2 admit sum of united's player played badly.including ronaldo.yes2 i love him but so wat? haha.rooney save d day.he's d man.united's 2nd goal scored by him with scholes's help.scholes showed a little of his skills there.afta all,he didnt call 2ND BEST PLAYA IN EPL for nuthing.:) d game went on untill d 90 min with draw.rooney became united's hero when he scored d last goal in d additional time.it was a happy ending for manchester united's fan.:D:D

hello hospital

huhu.kepenatan nye hari ni...ngantuk gle..dh le puase..hari isnin tido umah fana..tido ke? na ah..we had a long girlie talk dr kul 2 pagi smpi 8..mate ngantuk tp mulut aktif sgt2..then we went 2 sleep at 8,smpi 11..kul 3.30 ade driving..d driving lesson seems like neva ending men..lame gile..it tooks almost half a year,n yet i didnt get my lisence..huh.sucker.asyk trtangguh2 je.blk from driving,pegi hospital..asheila kene surgery..minor..rase cam lame sgt x g sjmc.rindu sgt.haha.d last time i went there,masa ayah kene operate.which was in d beggining of diz year..ktorg g naik kete fana,again.nash drive..u noe lah how oldskool kete tu..nash xbiase gile bwk..huhu..gile takut!we almost hit a car.not a car actually,it was two! men,damn cuak! dgn mati enjinnye..luckily slmt..ktorg dtg hospital dlm kul 8..pastu balik dlm kul 10,pastu g minum dulu b4 balik..balik2,tgk desperado housewife then on9 utk ilangkan ngantuk..got big match coming at 3 am..manchester united VS ac milan..i was so2 tired.mengantuk,sbb d day b4 tido 4 hours je..tp berbekalkan smgt yg kental dgn memakai jersi man u,kt thn gak..tggu je smbl on9..i'll write a new blog bout d match.k.dats all.my tiring day.huhu

sunway lagoon

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time vs memories

how will i survive?

i'm goin 2 mmu diz june.insyaAllah.i'll be taking bussines n law.intresting course.so far rasenye xde lagi mane2 tmpt yg gabung both course.tp,still wondering if mmu is d best choice..nnt kne stuck kat mmu melaka 4 5years.melaka man..not rilly a nice place 2 stay..kot..xtau la..klu ckp psl melaka,d things yg alwys pop up in mind is no life,nuthing like sj,nuthing like any other place dat i rather be in.5-long-years men..
in melaka..how can i survive? will i eva survive?

british council v cinta komuter

my class habis smlm..

boring gak ar dok umah..

its not dat xnk smbg class,tp klcc is way 2 far from subang..

everyday,i have 2 wake up at 7 tho d class starts only at 9.30.

pagi2 ramai sgt2 org kat komuter..it takes about 1 n a half hour 2 go 2 klcc by train..penat gle hari2 cmni..

huhu..i'm glad its over tp rindu nk g class lg..best bgt..:(

actually nak cite bout one guy dat i met in d train evryday..

currently,i mmg ssh nak fall into a guy..xtau la nape..pndg laki pon x.

tp,its diff dis time...here goes d story..

theres one guy yg i jmpe since d first class at bc.

not at bc tp kat komuter.

die pon amik komuter dari subang..tp we split up kat kl central.

i go 4 d LRT n dia g kerja..

physically,he is so attractive,smart n cute.

he's in his middle 20 i guess.

i dunno if he's married or not.but he seems 2 be 2 young 2 b married yet,2 attractive 2 be single.:D

smlm,i tgk je muke dia all d way in d train,knowing dat will be d last eva time i might saw him again..

shit.

i'm missing him.

its sounds ridiculous rite?

i dun even noe him,his name n anythg bout him.

shit.

in dat 10 days,

everyday i was eager 2 wake up in d morning 2 see his face.

i pray hard 4 d nite 2 move faster.

8.00 am was d most precious time.

d 45 minutes in d train was like a fantasy,

its not a reality.

i know dat.

NOTE 2 MYSELF>>

ALEEYA! PLZ STOP IT!

me,moahself n i

Thursday, March 15, 2007

hye people...
dis is my 1st blog..so,i guess its better 4 me 2 write about myself.
i was born in a small family.
my ayah,emak,kakak,me n wani.
when i was a lil kid,i went 2sekolah kebangsaan sri subang jaya.
i hate my past so much.
i neva like going 2 skool back then.
i was scared 2 wake up every morning.
i was scared 2 face d fact dat i'll b goin 2 skool dat day.
when i was in primary skool,people dun notice about my existance.
all d teachers couldnt even memorised my name.
i am a very untalkative student.
i'll talk only when they ask ques.
sumtimes i dun talk when they did.
i have lack of confident in myself back then.
every year,when d open day comes..
when all d parents have 2 go 2 d skool 2 'discuss'about their children with d tcher,i felt scared n unsecured.
every year 4 d six year of my primary skool life,d same thing will b complained about me by my tcher..
its about my 'qiuetness' in class.
i am nobody in primary skool.
my classmate couldnt even remember a girl by d name of aleeya in their class.
i was invisible.
i dun have many frens..
all i eva did in dat skool was getting straight A in upsr.
n being a librarian 4 three years couldnt help me so much.
i was still nobody n how i wish i was a sumbody...

i reallly need diz blog

from now on,i'll update my blog every now n then.i really need this.