I am at home since friday. went back to kl with fatin. fatin left her toyota rush in malacca and took bus instead. we are an independent women. we dont need cars. kan tin. cewah. journey was fun. bus ride was fun and travelling with fatin was fun. fatin sedikit jakun sebab tak penah naik bus double decker. she even posted a post about the bus ride. . comel beliau.

Saturday was funnn though. went out with wani to ikea and the curve. i wrote about her in the previous post kan. remember the 'wani takut nak ponteng sekolah' thingy? well,appearently i managed to persuaded her to ditched school and teman me to buy things and apperantly she did. THAT EASY. haha.

Later at night drove batch and batch's friend to thier assignment's location in kl. fetched gha in alamanda earlier, culik her and gave her the bday present. then we bought some stuff and settled some things in kl and finally the four of us had our dinner at one stall near petaling street.

Actually there's an announcement i've promised farahaina i will post here.sebab i know if i told u on the phone u guys will do that annoying-kinda-voice and i will eventually change my mind later on. tapi this time i know i wont. boohoo

So here we go.

I'm not going back to malacca today nor tomorrow. i'm going back on TUESDAY. yes,selasa it is. dont kill me just YET. i have the strongest reason in the world. AHHA. my kakak is going back home tonight! it has been like almost a year i havent seen her. she'll be back to indonesia on wednesday and there'll be zero chance for me to meet her if i go back to malacca today.

Previous post i posted my adik's picture.now , presenting pewaris pertama kama's holding wtf.

shira kama in action. gambar perlu disencoredkan sebab nanti tak pasal2 blog ni kena rated seram ganas. u can always email me to request the actual picture wtf.

Esok i'll miss that only ONE freaking class in the morning je. thats all. if i go back now, i'll be missing the chance of seeing my kakak and get all the stuff she bought for me. lagipun i'm sooo sure fatin akan signkan. kan fatin. kannnn. sekaliiii ni je. lain kali tak buatt. nak cakap dlm phone tadi takut. maka tulis disini. kehkeh. maka,see u all on tuesday :)

tak fair letak gambar wani dah byk.so one last picture of this post. shira kama not-in-action picture on the left

aliahkama : adik balik jumaat! jom pegi tgk upin ipin sabtu. ajak ca sume

wani kama : Wani sekolah. Ala! Ahad lah!! :((

aliahkama : takpe bole ponteng. nanti adik cakap kat mak! ahad adik balik melaka lee

wani kama : ALAA !!! :(( xpe la. adik ajak ca. wani tak berani ponteng ah.

omaigod this budak. now i'm wondering if she's really my sister wtf. i cant believe she actually chosed school over ME. sekolahh jee. and for heaven sake she's form twooo. if i was at her place,i will chosed anything in the world over sekolah. seriouuussly what are they teaching in school nowadays?

when i was at home i always influenced wani to ditch school whenever she felt like it. sebab when i was at her age, i skipped school more than i ever came to school itself. tak caya tanya kawan2 sekolah. betapa cantiknya attendance gue.yet i still menage to get 5A for upsr and 8A for pmr juga. braging gila. haha tu bukan pointnya.

pointnya disini, nasihat adik2 anda supaya jgn semangat sgt pegi sekolah ganti hari sabtu. ok i'm a bad influence. dont follow exactly lah oi. those nasihat are not for form 4 and form 5 kids. ha. masa form 4 form 5,sukati korang. go to school every single day, makan kismis hari2, jgn tukar2 sekolah, jgn masuk hospital, jgn sakit2, jgn gaduh2 dgn kawan baik. kalau possible,jgn pegi prom. wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf

again,thats not the real point. sebenarnya i cant remember what the actual point of me writing this. its 4.07 am and i have class at 9 am kejap lagi. tadi buat tutorial gila bapak banyak and now i cant sleep. and i want to watch upin ipin. take note that upin ipin is ofcourse,not the point here. tah apa2. dah lah. babai.

ini lah wani.keluar dgn dia best.sebab dia suka belanja.tgk2.dia belanja sushi.

kelas sains enam

These are some of the conversation we've made in a group discussion.rindu siaaaa.tiba2 rase rindu teramat sangat kat MRSM Muar. although it was just for freaking short while, but it was the best school year i ever had. i'm glad i was once in 4 science 6. the best class i could ever ask for. alhamdulillah,we still keep in touch untill now.

konversasi ini disertai oleh semua rakan2 sains 6 tanpa mengira lokasi di serata dunia. konversasi masih lagi berlangsung di discussion board sehingga saat ini. ini saya amik je randomly sebab terlampau banyak.saya tergelak2 hari2.:)

akhir tahun 2005.tidak semua dalam gambar.

ini antara perbualan kami yg di-quote dari board diskusi.nama terpaksa dirahsiakan wtf sebab takut lebih sedih wtf.takdelah.saje nak suruh teka.lagilah wtf.eh beriya2 explain.sukatilah.nama dirahsiakan sebab this is moi blog.sukati lah. teruskan membaca.

• byk sgt bnde jadi walaupon masa form 4 je kat sane ngan korg.paling takbole bla masa akhir tahun form 4 punye class party kat belakang hutan rimba itu

• balik mak aku tanye "habis tak mee bandung?".aku ckp "abes bu.kitorang maen simbah2".
  weh BILE KORANG NK DATANG MUO SIA.DAMN HABIS SEPAH MADU DIBUANG.KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT PUNYE ORANG.AKU NK KORANG SEME BALEK MUO.KHAI AKU NAK KAU FLY TERUS KE MUO SKANG.AHAHAHAH
  

• ingat lagi masa bazar ramadhan yg ktorg jual 'kebab-paling-jijik-didunia-sebab-dah-kena-pegang-dengan-tan gan-semua-orang' itu! masihhhh ada org yg beli. Haha
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ini ketika ketiadaan najwa,aliahkama dan rafiq.pada tahun 2006.

• da la time hujan.siap ada daging burger yg jatuh kat tanah.dgn rambut2 sebagai hiasan.haha..
  
  
• aku teringat masa melepak bersama fikri berjoget2 dan menyanyi2 sambil menjadi kamera-lacur menggunakan kamera najwa
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ya.sedikit jijik.tapi kami tiada uang.

• oh teringat senyuman khai yang amat kiut.teringat mokhtar berdengkur di dalam kelas
  
  
• teringat aku dibaling buku tepat di muka oleh najihah dan menahan kesakitan
  

• teringat mak aku suruh aku balek tiap2 minggu sebab alasannya untuk bagi bekal la padahal rindu dan juga aku homesick ketika itu

hari terakhir outing di form 4.balik lambat gila dengan alasan tak takut kad outing kena tahan.

• teringat baju sutera corak batik untuk outing yang amat tahi.teringat seluar dan kain berwarna kakis.teringat kasut kulit hitam berkilat.
  

• teingat 1st time dtg mrsm muo, di kelas homeroom jamil. zulhusni aka OKU @ UNTA sbg ketua. mengangkt sumpah aku janji kot. terdetik kt hati aku." asal pelik2 owg kt cni. seluar londeh. ckp bergerak2.. patu bile ketawe ltk tgn kt muke.." rupe nye memang begitu perangai zulhusni...ini pun tahun 2006.kami 3 org dah bla.walaupun dah bla,tiap2 hari gha call update.best.
  
  
  
• time pj, sume x bawak bola tenis kecuali mokhtar..kite yg comel2 ni terpakse jd org suruhan kutip bola mokhtar, hamizam,cita n ain..yg paling best bile mokhtar jatoh. kte sume nak gelak besar. tp memandangkan cikgu pj kt (alamak, x engt name) begitu serius skali,kt pon glak senyap2...

• ingat lg yg girl clas kte je pi swimming ari2...besh gler ar...cam swimming pool 2 kte yg pnye...

• pastu paling melucukan....c mokhtar bergendang tyme dikir barat...mcm buduh....

ni semua gue rindu gilaaa.dia yg pakai serban.dia oku.

• teringat ngauman aliah kedengaran smpai di dlm pssp ketika memberi komand mlm2 latihan kawad.
• teringat jugak swimming pool dlu.. mandi rmai2... bkn rmai2, ade smpai thp terlalu rmai smpai kne tukar posisi kne bgtaw dulu.. hahhaha... ( itu adelah imaginasi gua n al shj time 2..)
  
  
• bile pike balik, spjg mase kat sane mesti ad bende best..hehehe.. teringat makan kat tepi psp.. bile kudapan..

.afif,qila,tika,najwa,jepun,fara,aien,mizam,mokhtar.
.pipah,cta,raje,umul,gha,umi,rafiq,zul,blur,boiler,khai.
.faiz,alan,daus,azri.

Ya Allah. rindu gila. najwa dah nak fly 21st ni. ritual perjumpaan setiap tahun akan berkurangan lagi sorang.najwa,5 tahun lama sgt lah :(:( takpe.korang adik beradik,sayang2,cinta2 gue sampai mati. :)

"korang ni anak murid derhaka betul.buat reunion tak ajak aku." - sir mat.

I have the hottest french lecturer . she's nolween. she's hot, funny but strict. she reminds me of america's next top model marjorie. marjorie is my favourite in cycle 11 and she too, speak french. ok maybe nolween does not have short hair and skinny hot body ever.but she still reminds me of this girl in a way.

Anywayyy as u all know, i've missed the first class. not to mention,i've missed a lot. i came to the 2nd class without knowing to pronounce the alphabets and some basic greetings. it was rather tough juga. what we did first in that 2nd class was

moaning.
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I'm so not trying to bring the sexual moment here wtf. the 2nd lesson was les nombres which is numbers. one is un. it is pronounced as 'an'. dengan sedikit dengung. try saying it in the most moaning-way. that is how it should sounds,really. but when we the malaysian pronounced it, un became the simple plain boring AN. without moaning. lol. funny.

The lesson went real fast. we learnt from zero to thousands. i'm so proud now i can pronounce 2009 in french wtf. she told us that we are going to have quiz on wednesday! i'm freaking nervous. i've missed a lot and i'll definitely kick my ass to see her tomorrow. in her room. hehe wtf.

The last time i blog,i thought i was the bimbo-est of the week. but luckily i was wrong. look at this and tell me how bimbo this girl is or was. she actually came out of the house with that selipar rumah thing and half way,jerit2 cakap OHMAIGODD. that's a real bimbo moment of the week.

And this is the reason why i dont want to stay in malacaa for weekend.

So fatin brought annis , annis's 3 other friends and i to jonker street. 4 of them are our junior. 6 law students and a car. those kids can really talk i tell u. hillarious gila. the worst part of the day, fatin and i ended up buying 3 bags, 1 clutch, a flip flops and hoodies. i'm officialy dead broke right now

and ended up eating THIS!

Since i came back to malacca,i've made ATLEAST two stupidestestest mistakes. it was both regarding to my new time table. being a bimbo of the week,i accidently read those time table wrongly and get myself confused wtf.i have been ATLEAST to two effing wrong classes! when i arrived to the respective classes it was either the class is cancelled or wrong venue.

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i havent go to anyyyy of the class YET!

off course all were cancelled.

but NOT for today.

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Harini,kemuncak kepada segala kebimbo-an, i actually have missed my two classes.i thought those classes are supposed to be on thursday wtf.i woke up at 1050 and 15 mins later fatin rushed to the room saying, anda bukan ada class contract ke pagi ni? i was likee wtf.wtf.wtf. two classes weh! ingatkan on thursday!

.

french at 8 and contract at 10

both are on wednesday!

bukan khamis lah oi!!!

lain kali bacaaaa elok2!!!

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Tomorrow is the no-class-day day for me.being a super bimbo of the week,i have no idea why did i decide to come back tooo early to malacca.oh.maybe because i thought no class cancellation at all,at all wtf.semangat gila balik wtf.now that i'm too free i have nothing else better to do except for spending money.

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apa kau ingat kau kaya ke haaaaa.

dah lah tak kaya.serabut pula tuuu.

tolong lah terjun bangunan.

jangan halang. wtf.

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p/s : sepatutnya tak post benda ni.sbb akan malu dgn kebodohan sendiri.tapi,nak bagi pengajaran KEPADA FATIN.cewah.nak juga slahkan org lain padehal fatin class lain.

p/s : semua orang have their own side of bimbo-ness.and this,is the bimbo side of me.

p/s :.nampak sangat takut orang cakap bodoh.nak letak gak p/s kedua tu dgn harapan orang cakap ha ah aku pun penah camni gak kadang2..padehal dia sorang je penah.

Announcement untuk siapa2 yg peduli :

• birthday post,post hari2 cuti akan di post nanti2 sbb tgh tggu gmbr.
• gmbr akan ditag di fb nnt2 jugak. sbb,tgh tggu gmbr.
• tak jadi balik melaka harini! sbb,tgh tggu gmbr. takk ah! sbb takde class on monday :D

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Now i'm in a big dilemma. whether to take french language this trimester or not.i've seen the notes that have been uploaded in mmls and its quite interesting i shall say.but,i'm scared later tak boleh bawa pula 5 subjects. my 4 core subjects this semester are tough. having a bad experience back in part one in trimester one cant stop me from having that overwhelming-terror-feeling about this 4 subejcts.

• legal method 2
• contract law 2
• malaysian legal system 2
• constitutional law 2

plusss that one elektif subject

• french language

like everyone else,i want good pointer for this final sem to cover up my not so good pointer in sem 1. 2nd sem pointer was ok.but it wont help if i screwed up (nauzubillah) this 3rd sem. i have approximately 1 week from now to drop french before it become permanent in my timetable. i'll ask around for advice.bingung!

this is what we got from the respective lecturer few days back

Hello everyone,

I hope you all had nice holidays and now you are ready to go back to work??!! students who have already done french before are not allowed to register for this course. And don't try to fool me, as I will find out if you have any basic!!!

Something else, the groups for this semester are very heavy ( 50 per group), so it will be hard work all trimester long, I will be expecting a lot from you!

I have already uploaded a few lessons on mmls, which I hope you'll print out and bring to the class.

See you next week!
Nolwenn Jarnoux

somehow the usage of !!!! in this msg make me scared pula. cewah. dan bingung memang cmni. maka,french or no french? i thinkkkk i wanttt to dropp laahh. tapi. tah. i thiinkkk i'll go to the 1st class 1st wtf and then later oni see wat happen. see my language is so bad sumore want to take another language sumore choose french sumore talk craps wtf. dah lah merepek.bye.

hari2 terakhir saya :(

no.i'm not going to die, jgn gembira.its just tomorrow will be the very last day of my 3 weeks holiday.sumpah masa type ni rasa nak nangis.ya,gue petatik.yg amat2.bencilah sy.sapa suro suke pun.selama ni pun korg benci masih baca jugak.kan.

i dont want to go back :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( lagi2 my last few days ni dihabiskan dengan rakan2 subang.i actually started this so called long holiday only after all of them went back home for CNY.thats when the real holiday began.rasa sekejapppp sgt seminggu tu.kehidupan di mmu tak semudah yg dilihat okeh.susah ada.atleast it is for me.

i'm going to miss home so much. eventhough the longest i ever stayed in melaka was only for 2 weeks.tapi i'm a pathetic homesick girl who cannot live far from subang.not even in a single day :(:( sebenarnya nak ckp not even a single second tapi takut kene boo dan ckp looser kid dgn org.
lantak lah.aliahkama mmg looser kid pun.

i remember calling batch last time.bila mak,ayah,wani hantar balik mmu patu right after they went back home,i called batch and cried like hell in the toilet.this is one of the reason why i dont want them to hantar me all the way to melaka.everytime they did,i'll cry and hug each of them and it will make it even harder for me to let them go. :(:(damn pathetic wehhh.

by this time rakan2 di uk,egypt,indonesia and KK mesti rase cam nak hentak je seorang aliahkama ini.melakaaa jee!!! ok2. enough of getting emotional and weepy like dat lah minah. lets be strong and go back to melaka and study well and ignore those silly things and pray hard and eat well and work out and dont be fat and dont be a bitch and get a good pointer and do assignments and have fun and hug fatin and be happy with housemates and play futsal and keep in touch with subang.

happy new semester MMU ians.

2 girls and a women's day out

lokasi : gulatis silk house
motif : bakal menghadiri sebuah majlis perkahwinan di bulan 3.
aktiviti : memilih,membebel,dililit,dijerut,mengukur,diukur,diraba,meraba.
status : mengantuk like hell. tapi suka sbb dpt baju baru. dan beberapa ketika terkejut dengan ukuran yg semakin bertambah since lama dah tak ukur.dammit.fatin,work out is a must!

click for a better view

yes,i'm going to get married.
no,u're not invited.
yes,my eyes were swelling.
no,the design arent the same.
yes i have a super mom.
NO,its not kebaya.
yes,another white.
yes,im going to get married.
no,u're not invited.

i know.sorry.

2 days

Here goes the updates ye syg2 ku yg menantikan. fikri,u want this riteee.amik.envy the picuters and blame rafiq for not inviting because it was FUN.FUN.FUN.:P:P

sunday

rafiq being a gentlemen came all the way from muar to kl to meet us. bak kata rafiq,the girls. farewell outing for najwa i'd say. first thing in the afternoon i went to kl sentral to fetched najwa and rafiq. dipendekkan cerita juga,i drove from

subang > kl sentral > ikea > the curve > sungei way > UM kolej kesembilan > UiTM kolej alamanda > old town white coffee (di jalan klang lama) > kl sentral > UM kolej kesembilan > subang.

ya.jalan klang lama pun ada old town.anyway plans with gha and tika were cancelled the day before but being a last minute planner, i feel like kesian pula kat rafiq sebab dia turun all the way tapi tak dapat jumpa diorang dua.so, i thought of changing plans on the spot and decided to go to tikah's and gha's kolej.it was a longgg way of journey and federal highway was packedddd with carss like sardine. but i'll do anything for my friends :D

anyway,najwa will be continuing her degree in Australia in february.i've made myself promise to them if nothing goes wrong,insyaAllah we'll be in klia for najwa on february.fikri and faiz in case u read this before najwa fly .u better book a place in my car asap.JGN CKP WA TAK AJAK LAGI EH.

ok dat was sunday.today,

Thursday.

went out with fatin to sunway pyramid. i know,lameee. but we dont have any better things to do other then playing ice skating. HAHA. yes we played. after like 3 years i ditched ice skating,now i'm back on ice.hahah.ye2 je nih. kawan2 subang. we should play ice skating lah once in a while. jgnlah korang ditch dia lama sgt. haha. i remember during our form 1-2 we used to ice skate every once in a week! come lah. it was fun. it is still now :)

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kesian fatin.lutut dia bengkak sbb jatuh.i didnt.at all,at all.haha bragging wehh.we played there for 4long hours.now my leg are hurting like shit mennn.now that i cant walk,i update blog.heh.so,tadaaa.here goes pictaaa

old town white coffee

ikea

thursday,pyramid
p/s - credit to farahaina for the picture she snapped in pyramid.tq!

weekend was great :)
saturday

i was planning to go to uitm shah alam to give pija her birthday present when i woke up this morning and the last minute plan didnt work out.we tried to call her since morning but there was no answer.singgah at shera's house for awhile.unfortunately she was still in her kaftan when we arrived.so,confirmlah tabole join.

dipendekkan cerita,pengembaraan kami bermula dari-

smsj (hantar wani kokurikulum) > nina's place > shera's > unisel > uitm,kolej mawar > pakli's (lunch) > masjid shah alam > uitm kolej mawar > uitm fakulti kejuruteraan apetah > FINALLY JUMPA PIJA. > uitm kolej mawar. > unisel > smsj > nina's > back home at 7pm.

take note of the uitm's repitition. ya.kami ke uitm beberapa kali sebelum dapat jumpa pja yg sebenar.dont blame me for being a last minute planner.slalunye jadi je.hahah :P went to shah alam at around 1 pm and waited for pija to finish her module untill 5 pm. it was 4 hours of waiting but it was worth it. :) so here goes the pictures..

we waited for pija to finish her class at her faculty and surprise her with the bday present. she screamed and cried and was extremely shocked and we were laughing out loud looking at her reaction.sumpah the uitm-ians were all staring at ME that time.but after awhile,i realised it was definitely not me.it was the guitar.

u can tell how happy she was kan by looking at the face.this was at her room in kolej mawar.she's a rockstar of the day.:D .pija in baju kurung remind me of the time when we were organizing the band searching audition for our prom nite. one girl in baju kurung came with her drum stick and amazed us all with her performance.thats,a real rockstar.

finally.us.in kolej mawar.with the bday girl.it was funnnn to catch up.gelakkk je.oh i know.the bubles and love above pija's head are not relevant at all.i put it there to cover some unrelevant things juga.i wasnt trying to be creative ke apa ke.maka sila fhm.anyway batch and shera,pja thanked u both too for the present.

i'll wait for pictures from atika and najwa for sunday update.
penat lah.
bye2

p/s : abg mus won AJL for the best song.but i was unhappy because i simply hate that band :) jimer,wat say u?

ANNOUNCEMENT

al : OMG *****! U're coming back today???? OHMAIGOD! besttttt!!!
nina : MUAHAHAH. dah otw gi airport ni.sampai kul 8 malam nnt

"kpd rakan2ku di malaysia.. i ask for ur forgiveness in advance. i'm not coming back home on 23rd january..cos i'm coming back home pd 16th jan bersamaan Jumaat bersamaan hari ni gak! agaggaga... saje nk bg hati korg resah mnunggu kepulgn sy. n berjaya rsenye.. ehehe.."

tipuuuuu.perempuan tua ni tipuuu.i chat with her every dayyy and she managed to fool me as well.psycho gilaa. so people,she's coming back.2 days after annis went back to uk.elok.tak sempat jumpa.tp i wont be alone anymoreeee.:D

shera is coming home juga.:D and oh yeah.2nd announcement.in case u havent notice,pija has just commented about the video. she wrote her veryyy long tq note for each and everyone involved.so,pegi tgk comment.

Happy Birthday Pija!

typing error : zagazig,EGYPT. mAnchester,UK

Happy 20th bday pja! Since kt semua dah berjauhan sekarang,this is the least that we can do for you. we promise for a real birthday present when we meet u later ok. kt gabungkan semuaaa kwn2 awk.petite dan non-petite.kehkeh.watch the video people.i promise it is worth to wait.just wait untill it finish buffering.ogeyhh.

dammittt.tersedih pula..i remember pja's bday few years back when we bought her ballons.she became the centre of attention of the school for 1 day. and the presents we give pija every year will forever be that pija-kinda-hadiah. kuali lah,sabun LUX lah.silly milly. every year we managed to threw a surprise party to atleast anyone of us. last year it was mine :) i'Allah there'll be more coming.

So,this is the video that everyone have been waiting for.cewah.it took me only a day to finished this. so pleassseee. no high expectation. the voicemsg and video is at the end of the show. i'm saving the best for the last. ;D:D seriously that is the best part. it makes my eye watery to see those faces we miss.to the penyumbang suara dan muka,thank u for participating.we did this for pija because we simply love her.kan? hehe.sit back and enjoy.

the video

producer : aliahkama

starring :

Naadira - UiTm Shah Alam

Mimi - Unisel Shah Alam

Fairuz - UPM Serdang

Aisyah - UiTm Shah Alam

Batchiwa - Ikip Inter. College,Kuantan

Jaja - Segi College,Damansara

Syaza - UIA Gombak

Maliq - MIAT,dengkil

Shera - Royal College Of Medicine,Ipoh

Hanis - INTEC Shah Alam

Fanna - Unisel Btg Berjuntai

Special appearance :

Nina - Bandung,indonesia

Mulan Jamila - Jakarta,indonesia

Syam - Zagazig,Egypt

Annis - Manchester, UK

with love from:

Puts sara - Multimedia university,malacca

Alyn - UMS,Sabah

song by -
adam sandler

Dan dikesempatan ini,nak diucapkan TAHNIAH kepada maliq fariz kerana mendapat 4 flat. u sick horrible SMART ass bitch. i'll claim my royalty later.bwahahah.thats all for this birthday post. good day everyone. :)

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I've been mentioning that i cant find reasons to leave my memories behind kan. this blog became so patheticaly emotional every month on the 14th just because i couldnt find the reason to let go of those memories. More pricisely,the reason to move on.

Atleast it was.
Untill yesterday.

Something came up and i finally have got the reason. The reason which i've been looking for all this while. for 4 month the day moves on without hope,without me. i was suffering and everything was fucked up since then.it was a mess.

my heart does tell me to stop,
but the head doesnt want to.

it lasted for 4 month after we end things up.such a pathetic-long period for not moving on.i texted fatin at 4 am yesterday. again, i became weepy.but atleast i know that will be the last time. ever. i made myself swear to her that i wont forgive that son of a bitch.

not in thousand years,
not in any effing way.

i wanted to make myself promise to the readers of this blog that i wont write things about it anymore. u become my witness. i promise i wont. hold my word. and my neck. strangle me to death if i ever do it again in the future.

tell me i'm not alone in this.

Glorious Glory

Back in 2007 i used to write post about those football match i watched. when the only reader i had that time was,me. i wont write anything today. just to let u know that man utd won to chelsea 3-0. need i say more chelsea supporter? i wont timbulkan sebarang kemarahan disini,ofcourse. no worries :)


but atleast now u can shut up and envy our freaking glory.enough said.
.lari.

Theraphy - i need. Fast.

I HAVE FINISHED MY FINAL EXAM! and i'm going back to subang in 30minutes time.this time,by bus.no more toyota rush ride with fatin all the way from malacca to kl because i wanted to go back on my own pula.

i'm insanely,trully so excited to take the bus right now. i dont know either its the bus ride or the feeling of going home.orrr the feeling of finishing my very final,final paper.:D i am sooo in a good mood weh. but i have the feeling that puduraya will definetely turn off all the good mood kejap lg.

damn.pudu.i hate.

i am officialy free and available for atleast 3 weeks from now. sadly,the university world have been so unfair to me since forever. like,who else on earth starts their holiday on january. cutilah kaw sorg2. annis will be going back to manchester on the 14th.maliq went back to miat yesterday.and everyone else will be busy with classes.

so,little to cheer.dammit.

i want,desire,gile craving for goooddd fooodd. proper food.i eat craps since the exam week and i definitely have all the right in the world to award myself with good food right now. i want to spend this thing called money.i need serious therapy right now.seriusly serius.

Merry holiday to MMU malacca n cyber!
till the next sem.bye2 :D

Skype

I want to express my biggest and warmest love to the inventor of skype for inventing skype. as u can see,thats the conversation of voice,video and writing all into one happened between a non-biological sister of mine and me,myself using skype. thanks to skype now i can reach izza in Queen Mary, University of London anytime, everywhere. ehem. without any connection problem.

oh friends in egypt,indonesia,UK and everywhere around malaysia. i urge u to download skype NOW. i've downloaded it since ages but couldnt care less about the existance untill today. tawu,lame. wateva lah. tgh excited ni. oh sis, i hope u're doing well there. i'll call u tonite when i finish cooking.wtf

love from msia,
sis alia.wtf.wtf

p/s-sumpah post ni sgt wtf.
ya.ya.izza housemate saya.bukan pljr london.

*edited

humanity

Lets boycott the american's product shall we? It has been the 11th day since the first israel's attact. As a student and a normal citizen,the least that we can do is to condemn israel's biggest supplier and supporter.The Americans. Lets just boycott. secara besar-besaran. We,the malaysian can really do this if all of us are in this together. i know how hard it is because we grew up eating mcd,drinking starbucks and coke. but it will not give us any harm to atleast just try reducing them slowly kan? in contrary, it will definetely give a big harm if we dont do anything. simple equation. we eat = they killed = children died. if we try now,we will get use to it one day. and if everyone reading my blog boycott americans, atleast coke will lost around 300 buyers. it is a lot number of help there.kan.

Trust me for once, we are not alone in this. Tun Dr Mahathir is doing the campaing of boycoting right now. he is calling all the people of the world to abandon all the israeli product and stop all trades with israel. lets starts now. this is nothing to do with racism. we are doing this for the sake of humanity and lillahi taa'la. yesterday the israeli used the chemical bombs. untill today, there are 530 people that have been killed and 87 of them are children. think of how much 'share' we have in those bombs and weapons they used to killed those cute children and weak women everytime u feel like eating prosperity burger. i know. susahh. ok. lets just start slowly shall we? in the mean time, dont stop praying.

mari doa mudah dgn seikhlas-ikhlas hati seketika.

God Most Gracious dan Most Merciful. Only You hv the answer of all that occured.Pls protect those innocent people in Gaza and please put an end to it.Give Palestinian strenght Ya Allah.

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

I thought of posting a post special dedicated to farahaina since i just acknowledge that farahaina, my junior housemate is my silent reader. and she never left any sign of her reading so i hope this will help. sumpah this post have nothing to do with any of u. read it if u really have nothing else to do or of course.because u're my silent reader as well.kehkeh.

farahaina,

ingat tak hari ketika kak fatin tinggalkan kereta dia dan ape aktiviti2 yg kt lakukan?

ingat tak peristiwa kt ke apartment 'mereka' dan hanya mampu terkesima dan berkata SYURGA?

ingat tak pertama kali farahaina keluar bersama org dan 'dia' dan kt terpaksa tunggu 30 minit dlm kereta untuk dia bersiap dan turun?

ingat tak pertama kali itu farahaina ikot ke roti pisang dan farahaina saksi peristiwa dia berperwatakan sgt-interested-kpd-aliahkama,peristiwa ketika shad berkata dia 'sempurna'?

ingat tak peristiwa buka pintu sendiri ketika hantar laptop?

ingat tak betapa org suka red sweater itu dan betapa berantakan rumah jika org pulang selepas bergaduh?

ingat tak kekecohan 1st time org masak nasi utk dia?

ingat tak mcm mane excited proses sahur ketika dgn dia dan betapa tidak kemudiannya?

ingat tak ketika org contact farahaiana dr kl sentral ketika berseorangan dalam toilet dan tak mampu nak tahan diri dr teruskan perjalanan dan menangis?

masa tu farahaina kata,alia kaw kuat.

igt tak? tiba2 org teringat perkara ni. ketika farahaina menjadi saksi. oh farahaina. tolonglah respon. hahahahahahahahah. u're a bitch but atleast u are MY bitch. no way i'm ever going to be ur 'senior' sbb ur bday is 1 day after mine. even if yours was on the 1990. still we are, sebaya. :D i'm doing this for me to let go the thougt inside my chest and for you to respon. now i sound sooo desperate. i know u lost weight gile2 skang. so i SWEAR i'll finish all ur sabun mandi if u dont respon to this. since u dont need them much dah.kan. slmt pagi farahaina. doakan exam org ketika telah bangun nanti.

slmt pagi housemates.sy semangat berblog sebelum exam.oh patut mandi.doakan! izza goodluck! bye2. p/s - pasang hidung.bau tak? menusuk qolbu. ala u know. dari next door. fatin ckp "relek lah bai.exam je.bukannye pegi mati" . oh bye.

edited slps mandi-oh dan post ini ditujukan buat anis juga.patotla masa cuti ade reader dr kedah.pk2 balik ipta mana cuti sama.diam2 je korang.ok shit.i better get going oh.btul2 bye skrg.bye2

2008

It’s the 3rd day of January and I’m writing a post about 2008. Suuukahatilah. Looking at all those New Year’s resolution u guys made make me wanted to do it as well. Suuuukatilah juga. So 2008 has ended. I want to make a simple conclusion out of it. The best and the worst thing happened in 2008.

Best: getting into his life
Worst: letting him into mine

Luckily it was over. I guess I’m strong enough to put an end to it. But like I said, I am too weak to move on. Ah cerita lama. Siapa peduli. Anyway, the previous year was a hard one and 2008 was better than 2007 in many ways.i don’t know about yours but I think 2008 was a year where I learnt a lot about people. I’ve learnt things from observing people around and I’ve learnt a lot about myself as well.

Alhamdulillah, I have finished my foundation year and get the chance to continue my studies in law degree. But I started my 1st semester rather badly and I kinda screwed it up.I think it connected. I ended things up with him few weeks before finals and everything was a mess since then. I know. Stupid indeed. But it teaches me a lot. I’m the kind of person who will jatuh tergolek first then only I’ll get my head straight.

To set my priority right is my main goal right now. Family first, studies and friends second. So here goes my new year’s resolution. I want good result for the entire upcoming exam. like, seriously want. I don’t want to be in a new relationship. Being single is a big yes2 for me. Atleast it is for this time being. I need to focus more to my priority. Apart from that I really2 want to be healthier, happier and smarter.

Akhir kata, I want to wish all the best to everyone. Good luck to MMUians and everyone who is having finals. And midterm as well. Good luck for 2nd sem for those friends in ipta. And ikip college n unisel n royal college of medicine ofcourse. Godknows when miat will start their new sem. lol. And to those uia people from nilai, good luck in Gombak. Friends in Egypt and Indonesia good luck with quizzes and exams. And to everyone else, good luck with your new resolution.

Till the next post, doakan I’ll do best on the 5th and 10th.trudles!