it was 9.10pm when i received msg from shera.

shera : awk,tgk bulan n bintang.comel sgt.

alia : ala. ta de bulan kat melaka. benci :(

shera : sygnye.comel sgt.indah.subhanallah.

alia : try taking pics. nak tgk!

shera : best sgt.comel.nak nangis tgk.

alaa. unlucky for us in melaka we didnt get the chance to see it. Subhanallah. Praise the Lord. Its amazing how the moon and stars were shaped into something that looks like a smiley face. i'm not good in interpreting this kinda thing. check out afdhal's blog for clear picture.

Went to ikea to have some good food due to the unlucky food eating yesterday.the que was soooo long but it was hell worth it. thanks kwn2. :D

there were salmon with i-cant-remmbr-the-name sauce.meet balls.chicken leg with some kinda sauce and daim cake.sedap sgt2.

going back to melaka at 830 esok.mcm biasa.toime to study! midterm after raya haji.fatin! lets kick out eachothers ass yaw for a better pointer this sem. amin2. lets start with a good midterm result. fight oh.oh!

The Gathering

Yesterday was the gathering of MRSM Muar batch 05-06. i remember receiving an invitation msg saying 'berkumpul before 12'. so, i woke up around 930.awal okayhh. fetch gha at ktm subang around 11. the train was delayed.then,off we went to uia pj to picked up meer and zenal.

There were many cars everywhere in town. Took us 1 hour to arrived at times square. i dont quite like the idea of gathering in times square anyway. because i dont like the crowd there. ape2 je lah. anyway,i didnt sesat at all! first time oh.cooool tak.

There were some technical problem with the monorail yesterday. it causes some of our friends,including the organizer to be stuck at kl central. we waited for everyone to come lama gilaa. we were one of the earliest group to arrived. dekat 2jam gak ah bersiar2 kat dlm tu doing nothing.

so we had our lunch at the food court.due to the lack of sit at other places.the crowd in ts was sgt byk dan annoyingg i tell youu.especially those kids wearing their freak outfit,walking together in a BIG group,singing god-noes-wat-song and trying to be cool.i swear i feel like giving a bitch slap to each of them.

oh.soryy.back to them.it was fun to be sitted in one long table during the lunch,to be able to do some catching up with eachothers current life. sitting beside afif at the table was hard.cant give my claypot bowl privacy oh. noty2 boy as always. the claypot rice was the worst claypot i ever tasted.

Went for bowling after lunch.but ahha.sience six knows that i wont play kan.another phobia thingy.haha.so they did played and i watched.they had their great toime together.since it was 630 when they finished playing,everyone then decided to say goodbye. dont worry sc 6.There will be another gathering next year. :D

The day wasnt over yet for the four of us.gha,zenal,meer and i. we had a 'meeting' and agreed to go to gha's house in kapar. first thing before we start our journey we singgah at subang for maghrib. then,to carefour to buy present. then off we went to kapar at around 830pm. zenal drove all the way from ts. lucky for me they agree to follow.kalau tak,i'll have to drive all the way to kapar oh.

The journey was fun jugak la.sesat larat gila masa pergi.funny thing was,gha cant even remember the jalan to her own house. gelakk je sepanjang perjalanan.adoyai.gha and zenal was not in a very good condition.they caughed all the way. kesian mereka.i hope i wont berjangkit.so far so good i'll say.kental nih.haha.

sampai kat umah gha around 10 lbh kot. lepaked there for a while,minum for the sake of being a tetamu and waited for gha to pack her things.sudah selesei sumanya,kami bertolak pulang.this time,i drive.i was starving masa tu. we all were.kecuali meer.dia katela.pfft.

the mission to find a place to eat was hillarious oh.susahhhh gila nak cari and berhenti due to the baddd communication we had.when they asked me to pull over and stop at the kedai mkn,i didnt.when i asked whetr to stop or not,they didnt answer.at the end,we agreed to make a u turn and eat at that lucky restaurant.

i guess yesterday was an unlucky day for me.again,the food tasted not so nice.hampa je.we ordered lauk2 that cost us rm60.it was not that bad la.ok la.but gha and i cant eat well sbb perut gue sakitt bgt masa tu.so,there we go.dinner at 11.maunye tak masuk angin.kesian kan.

after dinner,zenal continued driving.i was in pain okayy.went back to uia pj and i drove back to subang with gha.kesimpulan for yesterday was,semua sakit harini kecuali meer.and being the most eligible person to drive,he didnt.

thank you everyone for everything.it was fun.

sekian.woah.pnjgnye.tak perasan plak.wtv.bye.

the 2nd reunion for sc6.there'll be more coming.i'Allah :)

10 things i hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me

And the way you cut your hair

I hate the way you drive my car

I hate it when you stare

I hate your stupid red sweater

And the way you read my mind

I hate you so much that it makes me sick

It even makes me ryhme

I hate the way you're always right

I hate it when you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh

Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around

And the fact that you didn't call

But mostly I hate the way

I don't hate you

Not even close,

not even a little bit,

not even at all.

Note to self and basirah : breakfast is so not a good idea especially for people like us who has never seen life in subang at the time around 7am-12pm. uwa. we screwed up our own plan. tido pukul 5.30 pg and expected to wake up at 9 to have breakfast together before batch balik kpg. haha. what an expectation oh.

so, i guess i'll not be able to meet batch untill sunday. and shera have to settle things. plsss text me if u're free later ok.maliq,fana,mimi are on their final exam mood. oi cepat la hbs! benci.benci. benci. siapa je masih tinggal dan free kat sini ni?

i am alone at home with my maid. my family went to langkawi and will be back on sunday. they left some good amount of money,car keys dgn minyak yg penuh. apparently, i have got everything but THEM. tanak kawannn. benci.benci.benci.

so,siapa2 nak keluar malam ni,esok,esok malam and sunday oh pls ajak. i have nothing to eat at home.thats why my parents leave some money.sounds sooo pathetic weh. do what it takes to contact me and ajak me for dinner,lunch.and i'll say yes.haha.but not breakfast pls.

till then,have a good day! :D

I dont quite like the idea of putting songs in blogs.tapi lately i kinda think that its not dat bad to have one.so,i've putted a playlist.might be removing it when it starts to annoy me,the daily stalker of my own blog.haha.

i know other people hate this song.but.i.dont.care.i like this song in every version.and this,is an acoustic from a not very well known singer.i still love the original version by geby.so,happy reading and happy listening! or mute ur pc if u dont feel like listening.

*cheers*

I'm at home since thursday,4pm. it was a great weekend.

saturday
went to pyramid with wani.since the school holiday has started,she was so bored sitting at home doing nothing.she claimed that to me and i said,u are 13years old for god sake.i've been there and 13 years old life are suppose to be boring anyway.and she said,u have kakak during your time.ok.she got her point there.being a very understanding big sis pfft,i followed her.its not dat hard to pleased a kid.u know,bwk gi jalan2 and buy some things to eat and sing songs in the car sudah memadai.so we did some sisterly moment yesterday and it was fun because she did all the payment.bwahaha.




sunday
today is a big day for badriah,basirah's sister.its her engagement day.batch was a bit streesful yesterday but it was worth it.kan.the majlis went smoothly .the food was great.bad kelihatan sgt cantik.the ring was nice.the hantaran and all was perfect.badriah is only 21 years old and already has a fiance.batch bile lg? haha. seronok dapat jumpe maliq,batch and khairil.we sitted under the khemah lame gila.mkn2,borak2 sampai jadi org terakhir kat situ n kene kemas meja sendiri.each of us bwk kete masing2 dtg and lepas dah puas berjumpe mereka pulang ke destinasi masing2.maliq off to putrajaya,khairil to pick her sister at home. yhe day was not over for batch and i.

we went to buy the bus tickets for me at usj.since i didnt drive for 2 weeks i kinda miss driving and i dont want to go home too early so we decieded to have some drinks at old town white coffee in taipan.wearing baju kurung,we lepak-ed and minum there.the food menu was tempting i tell u.tapi i dont want to be fatter than i already am so we just ordered drinks for each of us and shared an ice cream toast.batch's ice blended hazelnut sedappp gileeeee. and my mocha was pahit.titik.

sent batch home after isi minyak and i didnt went back straight home instead,i went to my tadika.batch mesti terkejut baca ni.because she didnt even know this.actually at times,i have this 'thing' of going to my tadika in ss 19.i always go there tanpa pengetahuan siapa2.i will usually go there and park my car infont of the gate and i will sit in the car,turn off the engine and do nothing.ss 19 is a very paecefull area.and i like the atmosphere there.it remind me of the place where i started to know the world.the place where aliahkama begin.

u.i miss you.i miss u so much :(

anyway,tomorrow my bus will be at 8.30am.i got class at 1pm.so,see u in melaka! :D

For those who have been following my blog since ages,u might noticed that i always claimed happines in mmu doesnt stay long.i'm not blaming the place nor the people.sometimes it was just me.

2years in malacca made me realised that theres not even one person around me who never been in the social crisis.i've been observing all this while and i came out with the teori that happiness here is never going to be forever.take note that this doesnt apply to everyone here.i'm writing base on people around me.

lets just put it this way.people kept on changing friends.this semester u're with this one of click,the next semester u'll be with the other.this happened during the foundation year.and while entering degree,the 'changing frens' thingy will slow down and u'll find a group of people whom u think best fits u.correct me if i'm wrong yah mmuians.this is just one of my tak cool teories.

as for me,i've been bitched around for a long period of time.one girl made this statement.'she has ruined my life'. i.have.ruined.someone's.life.how cool would that be? and a guy wrote this somewhere and i accidently read it.'alia,anda hipokrit'. cool kan? theres more things happened and it will take forever for me to list it down.i'm tired of being all weepy and sad while people doesnt stop condeming.

theres this group of people whom i once called frens who actually cant stop condeming.she said i've ruined her life because she claimed,i've taken all the attention of her friends and she felt so left out.i've commited theft for stealing friends from her.she always questioned things like,why on earth did all her friends 'forgive me too easily' when i did anything wrong.or in another word,why didnt they just ditch me.

this one guy,claimed that he knows me better than anyone.i dont know if u're reading but i..i dont know.we have done so many things together. i appreciate those times when u cried while i was crying.i appreciate every single second u made me laugh.but u know,things happened.u know me well to judge me kan and i have nothing to say anymore.i cant even look at your face in the class because it scares me.i'm scared that we'll be frens again and kt akan gado lagi.

so in this time being,i dont think i can manage to face it all over again.

i've done several bad things in the past.mcm rosakkan hp,rosakkan jam,rosakkan everything i ever touched.i said things that hurt people.like subang is the best.i love my family and i hate this place.i'm loud.i dont have friends and i dont even bother to make one.i dressed up my own way and i dont like what normal people like.i speak up honestly and i doesnt hide what i feel.things like this make me the worst person in the world that should be killed.and they did.hurrah.

i've been on my bended knee once when they bitched around about me to everyone and i would never let it happened again.fatin,i'm sorry i dragged u into my own made crisis.i never ask anyone to be on my side because i know who i am and where i stand.i strongly belive that no one have the right to condemn me more than people in subang.they knew me inside and out since forever and yet,they havent complain.i screwed things several times but this bunch of people doesnt condemn.they adviced.

now it make sense why i have lost trust in people kan?

so,adik2.friends crisis in mmu is so a normal thing.i guess it happens everywhere.some people became friends for fame and money.some just too desperate to be in a click.some dont even know why they became friends and some doesnt even care to make one friend.all in all,i believe there is some of them who actually cares and stay with us.people we can call friends.if things happened,take time and try to settle it.langit tak selalunya cerah and we cant expect everyone to be perfect.

To tag along: you have to list 7 weird things about yourself,post it in your blog,tag at least 7 people (list their names),and comment on their blog to let them know that you just tagged them

(edited)

7 weird things about me.

1.People eating alone at any kedai makan can really make my eyes watery.
2.I cant drive while theres a lightening because I tend to cover my eyes if there is.
3.I can drive but i dont know how to isi minyak.its kinda phobia actually.
4.When I’m in denial,my voice completely change.
5.Dont talk to me when i'm sms-ing or reading.percayalah,i wont listen setitik pon.but i'll nod or 'em'-ing convincingly.
6.i hate hujan (hujan as in dat kugiran paling so called ngetop dan cool dan wangi dan cool dan best dan cool dan dugaan wtf di malaya) and hujan hates me.haha.ok i'm done.ignore the last point.
7. fill this with anything dat u could ever possibly think of.I HAVE CLASS.tqvm.

i tag:

the muarians :D

1.farah nasihah
2.siti najihah
3.zenal
4.boyle

5.and fatin.haha
6.ween
7.abil

baru perasan byk salah mse 1st time post di pagi hari tadi.maka perlu edit dan telah juga.hehe.diam.siapa kene tag die tak buat,berdosa.bwahaha

Fatin and i went for a jog just now at around 10pm.we ran 10 laps around the track.it was hell tiring because duhh.. it was ten-rounds for heaven sake.i ran so much today because its 14th.i just need to runnn and runnn away from everything and i did.we did.yeay.

tadikan izza,mira and ash cooked us dinner.na suruh aliahkama masak mmg harapan ah.thanks adik2.sedap secara jujur.betul.:) everyone is bored this whole day.weekend in malacca is so not a good idea. semua tido skit awal arini. korang ade futsal kot eh pagi nnt?

i have no roommate for tonight.fatin is not here.she fell asleep at kak rozie's room and being a 156cm girl,i obviously didnt have enough energy to carry that 170++ girl here,to our room.hanya mampu selimutkan jelah jenazah itu td.oh maaf.its just selimut dan jenazah kedengaran sesuai bersama.pls wake me up nnt fatin.we have PLANS for esok kan.kan.kan.

oh.after two comments i had,i think i should do something about my new habit.
izza fadzlani : huruf K kt keyboard kak alia rosak ke?
batchiwa : wehhh wujudkanlah K.

sumpa theres nothing to do with that k guy.it just...happened.atleast everyone understand ta is tak and na is nak kan.eventhough shera will be having a problem to diffrentiate between na (nak) and na (nina). apart from that,i cant see any other problem.ok.annoying kot.hehe.i'll change.


oh.na edit a pic la plak.i mean,nakKKK edit a picture to this post.here goes

izza,myra,fatin,alia.

it would be pathetic if

but i dont know how to

i'm scared one day i'll forget your

i am insanely

when i think about u too much i'll

i cant.i ta bole.i just cant.

this andy is freaking funny ouh. i cant stop laughing and its..... 3.53am. oh shit.bye.

http://lmtyas.blogspot.com/2008/11/i-fell-in-love-with-deejay.html

first day of school! first day of school!

glad to meet most of our classmates.tp sadly,i wont be in the same class with most of them.we get to choose any subjects that we want for this short sem and the 2 subjects that i'm taking this trimester areee TADAA.this.

Evidence & Procedure In Syariah Courts

and

Islamic Constitutional Law

oh dear Mr maasum,thank u for your support.thank u for believing in me when i have lost hope in myself.thanks for the time and the advice.sorry i screwed up your subject last semester.i'm glad we have you again this sem.lets just pray that,this will be a good start for everything.

Went out with shahira today.we were supposed to meet up at my place at 11 am.tp by 11 am i texted shera..

al- nak gerak gitau kt tau.kt xbangun lg ni.ngantuk.lmbt2 pon xpe.

shera- samela.baru bangun ni.ngantuk nak mati.

al- sudah! bangun! kt ta bole bukak mata ni.haha.eh.nanti kt anta awk balik naik kete ok ptg nnt.


shera-ok makciks.da bgn ni.cari baju.nak suro kt gi umah awk dulu or jumpe kat sane?

al-dtg sini dulu pls.nanti kena culik jalan kaki gi pyramid sorang2.

there goes the conversation.

then shera arrived.kak ida sent us to pyramid.bought movie tickets.went for lunch.went to watch movie.shopping.bought wrapz and mcd for adam.sitted,mkn,borak untill 8.30pm.went back home.

it was fun.we watched high school musical 3 (haha) and we ate Fig And Olive for lunch. rakan2,it is highly recommended. takdelah sedap sgt.cuma environment dan service adalah tip top.dan em.harga boleh tahan dan sy tidak habis.siapa peduli? kan.

rm27 per head.

it was a good day indeed.i received a gift from someone.

with the note -

alia busuk! dah lame tak bagi (u,anda,awk,kau) something kan? saw this thing tatkala berjalan2. so,teringat (u,anda,awk,kau) and TADAAA,for you! hee.

tiada madah puitis mahupun kata2 indah.cume,i've got a confession to make.

Dengan ini, (i,daku,kt,aku) mengisytiharkan bahawa (u,anda,awk,kau) mendapat anugerah "kawan (subang/melaka/parit buntar/kampung sukun) yang paling best dan yang penting, paling (i,daku,kt,kau) sayangi!

fuhh. dah.fullstop. :P

love

**

i'm not going to write the exact kata ganti diri written in the notes because it might be obvious utk diteka. seperti -awk : girls from subang,close frens,ex bf (hahah). anda-fatin and the gang,ex bf (pfft) you-majority mmuians,ex bf (haha). kau-maliq,ex bf (haha). haha. so siapa2 yang peduli ,teka lah.tak peduli sudah.sebab kt/i/sy/daku ta kesah. selamat malam semua.

Just a short post. yang tak de kena mengena dgn majoriti.hanya minoriti.

make this thing clear. i dont like the idea of getting in a new relationship sekarang. no mood for new friends,new boyfriends and new everything. i want to be a loner. for as long as i want. i dont trust people easily and i just love the way i dont trust people. ada masalah?

today,i revealed everything to her. i really think its the time. walaupon seperti membuka pekung di dada.wah.thanx for understanding.u know who you are. and where u stand in my heart.

ok dah bye!

when i let u go i know that was the last thing i needed, but i know it was for the best. for me,you,your stupidity and my ego. It is so hard to give up those feelings that i know might work out some day. tah lah but i know i will get there eventually. like ppl say lah kan.."some things happen and some things dont". the one that i had with u for 2 month obviously just wasnt meant to be.

anywayyyy

i hope by this time u dapat apa yg u nak. and i dont want to become weepy and sad anymore. i want to be angry with u. i prefer the anger.getting angry for no reason is better. anger is hot and satisfying and gives me something to cling on to. i want to feel sorry for myslef without any sympathetic words. i want to be illogical,irational,self pitying and i want to do it alone. tqvm.

My day started at about 3.30pm when i suddenly make up my mind to go out.on the spot, i texted batch and asked her to get ready to go to parade.batch,being a super girl didnt complain much for the sudden plan and get her butt of untuk bersiap.she asked me earlier to lepak but i tought i just want to have a typical lazy ass holiday je today,tapi tiba2 teringin nak makan luar pulak.

picked up batch then went straight to parade.first thing of all,we went to MPH and i bought 'thanks for the memories',another collection of cecelia ahern's.finished buying,we decided to find some place to lepak and to have some foods and ofcourse,to read the new book.oh.and batch brought her 'bahasa melayu untuk perniagaan' book along.haha.finals beb.i wonder what bahasa melayu have to do with perniagaan.i'll kill myslef if they ever invented bahasa melayu untuk perguaman.

so seperti biasalah,batch and alia being a normal batch+alia, couldnt make up their mind to pick a place to eat.it took us like 15minutes this time.not bad.not bad at all.:P keputusan dibuat and,we decided to go to secret recipe. as soon as we were sitted,we quickly try to attract the waitress attention.lapar ok.

subang parade's SR has the poorest service i tell u.you have to try very hard to get their attantion.do wateva it takes.'sweet' like u r at mapley if u want.food will be serve after 20mins onlyyy if u're lucky enough.if u ordered 2 RO water,its normal if they just served u one.now i wonder if they really did the writing when taking order or it was just u know,to look convincing infront of us.looking at u guys working itself is never convincing at all.pfft.

we immediately scanned the menu after getting it.despite the poor service,we were excited to eat and to enjoy our evening. we love the place and the food anyway.due to the never ending financial problem i have,we decided to share the bill.so we ordered mushroom soup,chicken cordon,pepsi and 2 RO water.we sit there long enough to makan,borak2,scan2 orang,amik gambar and kutuk every couple sitted around us.its lovely to be single kan :D

then went to buy donuts at big apple.it was around 6 when we went out from parade.instead of going straight home,we decided to have some drinks anywhere.and YES we couldnt decide for a place.this time it took us like 30 mins.pusing2 around ss15 couple of times.mula2 we even parked the car infront of darusssalam.at the end,tak jadi nak minum sana sbb theres this one group of guy yg kurang menyenangkan.so,we decided to go to taipan.

dekat taipan,pusing2 dua kali baru lah buat keputusan utk lepak kat kayu.it was at 6.30 when we arrived there.ordered teh ais and carrot susu and at 6.45 we went back to batch's.15 mins for a drink is just what we need. tak kesah lah jauh2 pon kan batch :D haha.today,i saw 4 caldina.or was it 5? best! envyy gile dgn pemandu dia.ohh and chicken cordon sedap gileee.




pergilah try!

.dentist.jalan tar.pavilion.sunway pyramid.jaja's open house.nisa's open house.

penat gila.

oh2.just finished reading yasmin ahmad's latest post.i'm so proud of u aunt min.

pergilah baca.best jugak

tadi jumpe naadira.die perli post politics smlm.maliq pon.

jahat kan mereka?

basirah pulak,suka sgt ke PV.tah pape.hari ni,dia bak birthday girl.semua wish dia was granted.

happy birthday batch.

farhana,tak habis-habis suruh raja muda johor jadi orang biasa.

aneh beliau.

inilah cerita saya hari ini.best tak?

x best sudah.

selamat malam.silap warna kan.eh.sukahatilah.line terakhir,nak guna semua warna merah.

bye2

Blame me for being super bored this whole day. i'm going to write.in case u havent noticed,Karpal Singh has been suspended for two days from the dewan rakyat. u guys should see what he said to the speaker of the house. how he insulted him. kaw2 gile ah .and when he was asked to live the place,he refused and said 'saya tak akan keluar'. it was rather emotional. too much emotion lah malaysian political ni.we r very sensitive, emotional. Bila tak bole argue atau jawap dgn facts, terus guna bad words.

anwar in defending karpal singh stated that the speaker was acting emotional himself by his desicion to suspend karpal when there actually have been worse statement made by the members of the house without any action taken against it.in my personal point of view,i think the speaker acted professional under relevant standing order.being a malaysian and looking at his achievement and determined actions troughout all these years, i personally envy and respect karpal singh. but by using offensive words and acted emotionally was rather unprofessional for a lawyer like him.

oh shit.i really dont want to write about politics.but i already did lah kan.haha.u know,we the malaysian kuat sgt beremosi dan berangan.i was searching for the education system in malaysia when i came across a statement yg sgt2 disturbing.its 'U*** is the world class university.' ohmy.ohmy. am i allowed to do this? i'm not condeming any universities anyway.but i just thought its just too much for our local universities to even think about it.i'm talking about both the ipta n ipts.like yelah,look at ourself!

sukaaa sgt declare world class. like best angklong player in the world lah.world class uni lah.perhaps U*** is world class among the only-MALAY-undergraduate universities. and angklong? sure no fight lah,sebab siapa nak main angklong lagi selain malaysian? its really fine to make such a cita-cita. but not without constructive sollution by the goverment and the people to bring our education level stpes further..with good afford we certainly will be there,someday.

the typical BOLEH-land declaration- 'SAYA ANTI DADAH' 'KATAKAN TAKNAK PADA ROKOK' 'SELANGOR DEVELOPED STATE' 'PJ BANDAR MAJU' etc.etc. when will we stop kidding ourself?

presenting the two posers of the day

bye2 melaka.sy tak suke awk.
happy holidays dear frens

:D