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I cant stop myself. I swear I've tried. The more i tried,the more i want to do it. I went down to the nearest public phone and start dialing. At that point of time i know it was useless. It was something stupid to do. This whole thing annoys the readers especialy

My heart was beating so fast i thought it will explode. I couldnt care less about all those people walking behind me. As if the whole world has stopped to witness the stupidity i am about to make. And i did it. I dialled the number and silently,i listen to the voice.

The voice which i last heard 3month ago saying dont let go and telling me it was all a stupid misunderstanding. My hand was shaking badly and before i knew it, tears was falling so fast from eyes. I really feel like telling the voice that..that.. no. i wasnt planning of telling anything. Infact if i ever had a chance, i dont think i have anything to say.

Bottom line what i did today was stupid but it was all worth it.


I can sense that u have stop viewing my blog. we really have drifted apart. its a good sign tho. but if you still reading,yes it was me just now.